woooo. finally the mood to update! and the time as well.

so...this two weeks have been a rollercoaster ride of emotions.
a major rollercoaster ride of feelings.

Like for example take this:

Aren't you sick of playing it safe? Dare to dream. It's time to dive into a new project or line of work. The risks are great, but so are the payoffs. Try applying this attitude when it comes to romance too.

very very true.

anyways. let's do Monday.

hmm..CA marks for WFM. yay a B. a B for a writing module. woots woots. i guess. haha. and Mr Ang and his antics in CIBM. i think he's like super funny la. lmao. and i think he wants people to think he's funny that's why the funny antics. cuz he has that expectant look on his face when he...does his whatever lame things.

went to work after that. frown at work as usual. lol.

and cried in the bus on the way home.

prj discussion for Spec Dip and i was like GET A TURTLE AS A PET! and then there's this huge revelation and i felt that i needed a turtle.

like it's weird cuz it's like i long for a turtle. badly. like i was thinkin "the turtle can be my friend. and maybe i can talk to the turtle like how Hope will talk to her turtle." and i was happy cuz i really wanted to get a turtle. they are like small and cute and all and...green. lol.

so i am considerin gettin a pet turtle. just that i wouldnt know how to take care of it. like I DONT OWN PETS FFS. and wad if it grows really big? what do i do with it? *sigh*

ICMT was a...blast. like we were blasted. lol. but then the horoscope on that day said somethin like the achievement has yet to come. that means that we are halfway there. for icmt i guess. at least that's over and done with.

work.

and my mood was light on that day. amazing. i usually have this frown on when i work. like FREAK GO AWAY. DONT BUY THINGS FROM ME. haha. seriously. i think i scare customers away. and the CEO hates me. or so i think. she's always walkin arnd and everytime, i would look really serious or somethin. and she doesnt like that. i mean...people in the service sector are to smile right? lol.

but i was pretty much smilin the whole day that day. AWESOME. and there's this italian couple..he wanted to buy candy and i was like $3 and gave the hand sign 3 as well. and he was like "Tres?". and i was like...oh wow, italian. and then i went "grazie". wahahaha. me tryin to be international. and he said this long phrase in italian and i was like HUH. and then he smiled and walked away. somethin somethin espanyol somethin somethin. i felt like an idiot. wahahaha.

Thursday
it's only yesterday but i cant rmb it.

Friday
i nv learn anythin on Friday. or on any school days for that matter. lol. like i dont give a damn abt the presentations.
anyways, claire ng was HIlarious today. like totally. wahahaha. she damn funny la. she's was circling two words on the whiteboard and then she draw some lines at the end of it and said "look like my sunglasses right". and she went on abt how her sunglasses is her hairband and stuff. lmao la.
and others.
oh. and...

THANKEW SONIA FOR THE CAKES.

HELL YEA. BRING MORE!

wahahaha. thanks again son.

but then again, sonia is MEAN. cuz she drew on my hand five times today is lecture. oh i just came up with somethin...

wad do u get when sonia is mean?

meaNIA.

wahahaha. -.-

for three nights in a row, i've been having the ultimate paralysed leg thingy. i dont really know what it's called cuz i have no idea what it is. it hasnt happen since i was like 16 or somethin and now it's back again. three nights in a row i suffered before slp.

like there will be this sensation (a painful one) from my foot and it'll travel up to my calf. and i can practically feel it move. and then there will be this thing that gather at my calf and it'll like bunch up together and then my calf will grow all muscular and hard. and at that point, i wont be able to feel my leg. at all. and it happened one leg after another. and like i wanna scream in pain and twice i was sobbing. and i couldnt do anythin abt it. i cant move the leg and i cant feel it. and it can last up to 40min.

scary. and now it's acting up again, like i can feel it...anytime, the thing is gonna gather loads and start eatin up my calf. this time round my right leg. i am living in fear.