Monday, May 30, 2005
7:00 PM
School and Martin
Back home at 620 and for some reason had the urge to on my com…so here I am like online. At 630. Who in the world goes online at 630 on a school day? Hah. But I saw May and Brendan online.…so I am perfectly normal. Unless they are not normal….but tt is another story….
So! School aint tt bad….except that I felt super tired since I didnt get good sleep last night….was like thinking whether I shud drop out of the Specialist Diploma thingy.
Anyways…..am glad to be back in school. Honestly. But I bet it is gonna be a hell of a semester.
So yesterday..May, Jiaying and I went round Far East to get Jesslins pressies….the pants rock!! Loves it.
Hahaz……and I am gonna waste a lil space to say HAppY BelATEd BirthdAY to JEsslin!!!
And then went to meet Martin…..and we decided upon watchin a movie. Guess which movie? In Jaweis words You guess you guess you guess correct I tell you?
Star Wars Episode 3. Of all things. I hated the Episode One cuz after watchin it twice, I still didnt get the whole point of the movie. But Episode 3 was better than I expected. And Martin is juz so cute. Aaaaaaarggghhhhh.But right.....i never liked the name Martin...dunno why. Maybe because if u add and a somewhere in the name....u will get martian. That shud be the reason. Yes.
So now……oh ya! Jiahui and Sarah better stop mocking me ah!! THIS IS A WARNING. Wuahuahuhuahuahuha.
Otherwise….i used to say this to the Yo-Yo Sisterhood….otherwise I will kick u in the ass and make my feet stuck in ur asshole.
Ok…tt doesnt sound right when typed. I shud say it out.
I juz spoken to Sheng.....he asked me whether i wanna be the singer of his band. And ....woohoo! being a vocalist?? aweSOME!!! excited excited excited.
Saturday, May 28, 2005
11:38 PM
Mummy and Morning
Ugh. My mum had to wake me up at 830 in the morning. Well….she didnt wake me up la but the washing machine did. Cuz my mum was washing clothes. duh.
And I tried to get back to sleep and I am not sure whether I did or not. Cuz the next thing I knew was my mum coming into the room and talking to me at 930. after which I am also not sure whether I took a lil nap cuz the next thing I knew it was 1030.
And all the time, my mum was talking to me, like u know..making small talk like what should she wear to work and the house and my dad and her salary and shopping and her hair and me and everything.
And here I am at 11, in front of my com cuz I felt like listening to Mariah Careys new songs. And I made my mum listened to Mariahs Its Like That. And she said, Ahhhh. This is the song I have always wanted you to download for me.
One way or another, it makes me rather delighted cuz we are sort of like on the same frequency.
And then my mum requested to watch Shania Twains videos. And we watched Kaching like over and over again. And she talked abt how Shania looks better with curly hair and I totally agreed. And my mum said if only she could be as thin as Shania and I made a face and then we doubled with laughter. Hahaz.
And finally, I asked Arent you sick of watching the same thing? And she said No. She is cute.
And then she asked me if I have Mariah’s Its Like That video and I said I only have her song. And she asked me to download and I was rather amused. A mum asking her daughter to download?? Sounds so wrong. Hahaz.
I dont mind downloading but the problem is I think I have been banned from Kazaa or something and I can download no more.
So I am now listening to Rob Thomass Lonely No More and my mum rushed to my room and asked anticipatingly, You have this song? I like.
Hahaz…the wonders of having a mum who is not yet 40. Super awesome.
And so my mum asked me to have lunch at her café cuz her ladyboss wanna see me or something. And I said see first but from her look, I think she wants me to come.
Hmmm…I shall drag Debra along and we can shop after that. Wheeee…waiting for 230 to come when shes like released from her tuition centre. I bet I am gonna be so damn broke on Monday. Treat me to lunch people? Hahaz..kidding.
So yesterday was spent….alone. I went to Lavender to make my passport which is lost and which I assumed has expired like 2 months ago or something.
And then I made my way to Queensway Shopping Centre to alter my jeans. I only trust that tailor shop, tt is why I have to go all the way there. Gee.
And I have to wait 90 min for it to get ready. So there I was..alone. And I walked around..alone. Hahaz. Doesnt really matter to me la cuz I like my company..ok…tt sounds weird.
And I felt like I just have to buy something. So I went round and round and decided on what. And thought I will get it later. SO I went to the arcade and played my favourite Pirate Ship and all the stuff. And I earned 223 tickets. Wuahuahuaha. But I spent like 7.50 when I promised myself I wont spent more than 5 bucks.
So I got my jeans and went to the Sportslink and bought the Adidas basketball ball. Never seen an Adidas basketball ball before so I bought it. And I like it.
And I juz told my mum I bought a basketball and she tsk tsk. And then she said You ah..waste money only. But it wasn’t a nag..it was more like an advice for me not to spend as if I own the bank. Plus I have to remind myself always things are different now. So yep.
I gotta send my mum to the door. It ends here.
Monday, May 23, 2005
11:47 AM
Grandma
Finally I have the time to blog. So many many things to say. So I am gonna divide this entry into 4 parts starting from the most important.
My grandma. She fell into a drain yesterday and dislocated her left arm. And now she cant move. And now, she is like having fever and vomiting. I work up like super early this morning to visit her at my aunts place. She looked so weak and fragile. And tears welled up in my eyes. And my grandma said Pain. I cant even move. And I dont feel like eating. Seeing my grandma in such pain twists my heart to such extent tt I cried at that spot, in front of my grandma. I cant help it. I cant bear to see anyone I love in such great pain. It suck. Why cant it be me? Why muz it be my grandma, who is already old? And my oh my, I think my grandma lost like so much weight since the last time I saw her, which is like a month ago.
And I was thinking and I came to a conclusion that I cant accept the fact if my grandma isnt around. I cant. You see, she took care of me when I was in kindergarten and once in a while after that, babysitting me, buying me sweets, giving me advice and all those stuff.
And I love my grandma so much that I always scold my cousins if they are rude and ungrateful to my grandma. And in the end, they will complain to their parents and my aunt and uncle will told me off. I will do anything for my grandma.
But everything happens for a reason. Maybe this incident will make me appreciate my grandma and her visit her more often and make my youngest aunt treasure my granny. Cuz it is like, since my granny stays with my younger aunt, my aunt always take advantage of granny and stuff like cook, wash clothes and all that.
And my grandma always told me that life is hard. i pray for her to get well and healthy.
When I got the news last night, I was like cryin on the spot. And I was like working at that time. This morning, I woke up super early, bought fruits and visited my grandma. Sat beside her for twenty minutes; not saying anything much. Juz observe my grandma. And the image is still clear in my mind. And it hurts so much to see her like that. After a while I said goodbye and asked my grandma to take care and I went to the washroom to wash up my face. So I thought I would say bye again to my grandma but she was vomiting into a pail and I cant bear to look at it so I juz turned away and went out. And then I took a cab and rushed to work.
And it still terrifies me if anything is to happen to grandma. She is having an operation on tues or wed and till then, I hope and I pray dearly that everything will be ok. And I know everything will be ok.
And my mum is sick too. Fever and very very bad cough. I havent spoke to her much cuz I am so so so so so so so mad at her. As in like I didnt talk to her from Tues to Friday. It is not tt I am being rude or anything but I juz want my mum to learn a lesson at least. I supposed she knows tt deep down I care and I love her so much so that I would rather that I die first so that I wont have to live another day without my mum. But now, we are on speaking terms and I juz bought for her chicken rice so everything is fine again.
The Freshmen Orientation Camp was fine. Better than I expected. Yeah.
And last but not least:
I went for my first date of the year tonight. It was good. Not too bad. But he asked me like so many questions as if I was a candidate applying to be his girlfriend. He is pretty funny and he is nice and not bad looking. That is the bottom line. Hahaz.
And gotta wake up early tml!!! For the bloody FOP thingy. In Jiahuis words, we really ask for it . . . as in signing up for so many activities. There goes my holidays. I dont even have time to idle around.
Friday, May 13, 2005
11:32 AM
Friday the 13th
Whoa….it has been like almost a week since I last blogged. Or is it like a week?
So today is Friday the 13th. And before I continue to blog, I wanna say a big thank you to my classmates who contributed to my birthday present. Oh should I say presents. Hahaz.
THANK YOU GUYS. GRACIAS. I love the Valentino cap and obviously the HMV vouchers is gonna be of use. Like the upcoming BSB CD . . . or Rob Thomas.
So hereby I begin. It may or may not be a long entry . . . to make up for the lost of time?
Anyways . . . been doing a lot of thinking. Lots and lots and lots.
It all began a few days ago. Here is the exact scenarion. Pretend I am doing a written re enactment.
Sha: Daddy. . . what is this letter all about? *shows a piece of paper with the heading Letter of Bankruptcy*
Dad: *laughs*
Sha: Why you laugh? You think this is funny? *amused*
Dad: Of course la. What do u expect? What? You want me to cry? Juz laugh it off. *sigh*
And no wonder my dad was like in a bad mood the day before.
SO I asked my mum how exactly it will affect us. And she said it is gonna be tough. Like, most prob there will be a difficulty in finding a job or buying a new house and stuff like that cuz u are like a bankrupt. Labelled as one.
Sigh. And more sigh. I dont think there is much I can do aside from asking less money and stuff like tt. And I think my dad is gonna sell the car. Not tt mind cuz i am like carsick and I couldnt really care less. Seriously, I will choose the mrt anytime. But it will like cause inconvenience at some points.
Well, I will deal with it. I guess. Well, I must deal with it. And most prob I will be able to. I already like coped living in a stupid small house with no stairs for me to run up and down. And I think the house condition is like really bad.
And the worst thing is like. . . I know I shant say it on Friday the 13th but . . . I see things. Yeah. Lets leave it at that.
So I told my mum maybe we could sell this house and buy a new one or something and my mum said it is not easy cuz u have to like stay in a HDB flat for at least 3 years or something.
I can really die if I am to live here. I managed for a year but I cant do it for another two. I sound like a brat but maybe I was born to be one. Wuahuahuahuahuah.
So finally, I went to work juz now. After like one whole week without any placements. Business was like super bad. Until the evening.
During the day, helped a couple to take a photo and I was like nice to every customer. Cant lose any customers no more. And all the angmohs I saw today was like cute. Only that they are like a distant away. Well, one did ask me where he can find a restaurant. And he was topless. And super duper cute. woOOooo.
Not to say that I like topless guys. Nonono. Seriously. I rather have them with clothes on. Like fully clothed yes. And I like guys who wear checkered shirt. I dunno why. Anyways, how come i am like talking abt guys?
You know. . . my this years resolution is to stay away from boys. I mean like seriously. And so far, I did not break my resolution. I am so proud of myself. Hahaz. I mean it has been like almost a month since I . . . yes.
Ok enough. More of my thoughts coming in the days to come.
Friday, May 06, 2005
1:57 PM
Rob Thomas
OMG OMG OMG.Rob Thomas is coming to Singapore.Rob Thomas. OMG OMG OMG OMG.
