Tuesday, August 30, 2005
11:30 PM
Happy Happy
Yayyy. I am feeling happy. Blog i shall.
Reached home at 10.10 and showered and here i am in front of my com and not doin MMR or DMA or Law. Dead i am.
So let's recapped:
Woke up today feeling happier.
And once i on my phone, sonia exclaimed that she won the Mtv thing!
wheeeeeee. *excited*
School was rather fine.
Went to CoffeeBean at Holland after school with Sabby Aizat and Sonia.
MADNESS it was!
Ordered cakes and coffeeeeee
Eat eat eat and I could feel all the fats from the Oreo Cheesecake....through osmosis into my bloodstream. Haha.
And then!
Sonia and I did the Bliss Psychic Test.
and we are three times the erm...three times the psychic ability!! Like we scored 36 out of 12!! COOLNESS.
There were things like we have to guess each other's drawing, finding an object in the room which each of us hid, the no. of colours we have on our clothes and guessing shapes.
And super surprising enough, we managed to guess.
Super funnnnnn.
ANd there were like 3 psychic things that happen in the Coffeebean itself.
Like...I was saying how the atmosphere was like as if we were in Europe and then Sonia pointed to the girl who was sitting beside us who was reading a Europe book.
And then there was me saying how a picture (on the digicam) looks like a baby and then a baby cries and Sonia pointed that out too.
Scary yet exciting. Haha.
And i wanna thank my husband - Aizat who was the narrator of the questions. wuhauhauhuahua.
Took a lot of pics after that. Hilariously Hilarious.
There we were in Coffeebean doin all sorts of funny things as if we owned that corner. From aizat doing his sheep dance, sabby doin her Land of The Dead face...wuahuahuhauha.
Yay. I am feeling happy.
I shall consider doing Mmr.
out.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
2:06 AM
Last Entry
Broken. Lost. Maybe the final post for this blog.
Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me and tell me somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm prayingIs that...
Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see See it all
Saturday, August 20, 2005
1:42 AM
danHell Of A Laughter
When The GIrl Gets Hungry.
Today was full of laughter.
Got to school early and rush rush rush on DMA and OM.
Done with that and then Jiaying, Aizat and I went for lunch.
Ate from the Halal stall.
After a plate of rice with chicken, tofu and kangkong, she still felt hungry.
Her stomach wasnt even half full.
So...she ordered chicken kebab.
And yet, she felt like eating some more.
After much discussion, Mr Taufik Batisah suggested murtabak.
And after 15 min, dug in. Chomp Chomp Chomp was the only sound heard as these people chewed and savoured their food.
After the whole thing at the dining table is over, all three went off to prepare for lecture.
What happens in FC 6 STAYS in FC 6.
SO during the COnB lecture, i knew we were rather disruptive, loud and everythin a worst student does.
hahahahha. cant help it.
So on behalf of everyone who made noisy noise, i apologise. (this is for the DMC cohord). LMAO.
Aizat and JY kept making funny jokes.
From me being a mismatched rocker - GC shirt, berms & pink slippers, red toenails & handbag.
I was just trying to balance the Ying and the Yang ok.
And then there was AlLan.
And then there was us tryin to lift up ur feet as high as u can.
And then there was (the most happenin thing in lecture) Zul wearin the same exact shirt i wore. I mean, WHAT IN THE WORLD!
I wore it first ok! hahahahhaha.
ANd it is has nothing to do with what Aizat and JY think...wuhauhauhuahua.
And then there was us taking photo: squeezing into the shelves and taking photos. There was even this Indian passer-by and his fren stoppin to take a photo of us.
I felt like a star.
kiddin. wuhauhauhaa.
And there was this Genieve girl takin a photo of us and video-caming us even.
Total MADNESS.
And after school was over:
We saw this lecturer in the Quiet Room in the library giving himself a hand wedgie.
LAUGH PEOPLE LAUGH.
Yeah gross. it was like, he looked around to see if anyone noticed him and he reached to his back pants and pulled something (his underwear tt is stuck between i think) and gave himself a hand wedgie.
Super horrible. And FUNNY.
And we just cracked up with laughter like noone's business.
And then we saw tt fat guy in the zapping room. What happened was i was talkin to JY and Aizat on how that guy could join us as he was walkin out of the photo-steppin room. And then he turned arnd and said "ya. thanks a lot."
Mean Girl.
Wuhauhaua.
And Aizat NOTICED that he had white underwear peekin out of his pants.
Sexy.
*laughs*
I shall sleep. it is a friggin 1.41.Morning to the world.Or in William Tan's words: Hello World.
Monday, August 15, 2005
12:26 AM
Music In the Night
The time stated at the bottom right hand corner of the screen says it is 12.21. In the morning. Monday morning.
And the speakers are not bursting with music (for once). Here i am listen to the SPanish version of This I Promise You at a very low volume.
SOmething which i have never done.
If i am to listen to something this soft any other day, i wouldnt be abe to hear a single thing.
But today is not any other day.
SOmehow, i find it rather soothing to listen to some ballad at this volume. (on the speaker and adjust the volune a turner a tad higher).
And there's this zooming image that suddenly appears in my mind:
A guy's face in a bubble.
I cant depict the face.
But somehow my heart beats faster.
This happens. At times.
It made me think:
about my future.
about my career. what i will become.
about my parents who will age in the coming years.
about me being the only child and me supporting them.
about who i will marry.
about whether i will ever get married.
about how many children i will have if i do get married.
about material symbols.
about my dreams.
ah.
try listening to a ballad at midnight at a barely audible volume. see if ur mind travels forward through time and make u think.
it did to me.
and the song is over.
Friday, August 12, 2005
11:15 PM
quotes today
Went to Safra radio this morning. So there i was ringin the bell at the reception as there was no one arnd and....
Sebastian (one one of the Power98 djs) came out of the studio.
So there i was thinking... "oh! Sebastian! do something Sharina!"
And it's a good thing my left brain (i think) kicked in and i spurted a "Hi Sebastian" as if we were good friends.
And he turned and said, "Oh hi."
And guess wad? He walked over to where i was standin and offered his hand. So i shook it. wuhauuahhua.
And he asked what's my name and then ok...he walked to the other room.
woOOOooooOo...he looks better in person actually.
So i skipped Law. I bet i missed out a lot. but when i woke up this morning, i was like so not in the mood for Law.
Reached school.
Ate lunch with SOnia-So.
there i was saying "you're so lame" and sonia said i got that from an Avril song. and being the honest me, i said there was where i got the "inspiration" from...
and then we tried to figure out what song that line was from. Being avid Avril friends, we MUST NOT forget any of her songs.
ANd we were saying "how could we have forget?"
So we list every one of her songs from her debut album and we cracked up alot. Both of us throwin our heads back in laughter.
and there was this semi-old man and a semi-old woman sitting on the table next to us. after he had finished his food, he stood up and carried the plate.
There we were thinkin he was gonna send his plate to the rack but guess wad?
He placed his plate to the table next to his table. So there..the table which was beside beside our table (which is beside his table) has five plates.
!! might as well carry it to the rack right? do things halfway. but i shud applaud him as he at least try to clear his table. not like some DMC students. who ah who?
and there we were cracking up again.
ok. i cant rmb the rest. too many lame-but-funny stuff.
After school, went to FOS at Holland to go "formal" shopping.
Jiaying got a suit that fitted her perfectly.
And (to my dismay), May did not get anything. haha.
Oh. and we saw Olinda CHO at FOS with some friends.
So we were walking past her and then my left brain kicked in and casually, i said "Heyyy" to Olinda who walked past us.
And she replied, "Hihi."
wuahuauhha. coOOoooOOol.
Ate at BK. Sarah went off halfway to go for a dinner function.
and there i was with 2/5 of yoyo-sisterhood.
nostalgia.
a lot of lame jokes cracked by me and may kept saying "quite funny". (i think it is in attempt to compliment or something but she cant bring herself to quite do it. LMAO. kidding anyways.)
I know i am suppose to quote like multiple things but i just cant rmb.
wad memory i have.
maybe i have a memory of a beaver.
out.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
11:35 PM
I was watchin Shooting Stars just now and it occurred to me that i wanted to blog about something.
So here:
On Sunday night, my mum got back home at like 11 with plastic bags mounted on her.
Groceriesssss.
Was quite stunned that my mum was buying groceries considered that she had taken a long break from grocery shopping for....erm...multiple months.
The only shoppin she does is to shop for handbags, heels, get a new hair do yadayadayada.
So i was like questionin her: Mummyyy....why u buy so many things??"
"Why? Good what."
Well. I was...well...i was...pushed away. Someone took over my job.
Since my mum did the groceries, it means that no grocery shoppin is needed to be done within the next two weeks.
And i am feelin quite bumped. haha.
Boo.
Anyways...there were like tons of food and the kitchen is now stored with an everlasting supply of food.
So this morning, i checked out the fridge to find out that the 2litres of orange is left with 400ml of it. A whole carton of milk is gone and the satay chicken is gone.
Who in the world finished all those food in one day???!?
Ok...i think this is a redundant post.
Just an excuse for me not to do my work.
Ciao.
An Attempt To Update
An Attempt To Update
Finally i am sitting right in front of computer and trying to blog a decent entry.
Life is hectic. And the fact that i havent recover fully doesnt help much. But it beats having Chicken Pox.
Hope Jason is good and fine and will be back in school in no time soon. It suck to be left behind.
I am going crazyyyy. There is a million and one things to do and i havent gotten around to doing them yet.
I havent done my MMR worksheet.
I havent start on the OM report.
I havent read my Law notes which i had promised myself since the one week break.
I havent read my MMR notes.
There is DMA report and presentation to be done and to be prepared.
There is Creative and Conceptualise presentation to prepare.
I havent been resting.
I havent been havin a piece of my mind.
Haha.
Tired seh. I dont even have time for myself.
Sigh.
ANd the thought of goin back to school early in the morning tml and doing and learning Director MX is such a drag thought. As if I lead a Loser life. ahhhhhhh
I hate Director. no no no no no no no no no no no no
God.
Goodness.
Not to mention that i am so full distractions now.
i dont even know where to start. i dont even know whether it will end.
there is nothing i can do or say.
Life is so complicated.
How i wish I could just run away. For a moment. So that i can pick up my life and put it back as if nothing is unchanged.
I wish i could
Run away from all the hectic schedules. Run away from all the confusion and the twists in my brain.
Run away from all the school work that is piling up and everything else.
Run away from me being lethargic.
But I cant.
Period.
Happy Hols. Not.
10 Reasons I Should Not Be A Girlfriend
10 REASONS I SHOULD NOT BE A GIRLFRIEND
10. I like being single.9. There is at least room to breathe.8. It always end with a break up.7. Tears are lost.6. Time is wasted. Totally.5. It gets too clingy and too dependent.4. Your heart gets stomped on. and that suck.3. I make a bad gf.2. I really would make a bad gf.1. I just dont care at times cuz i have more impt things to do.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
11:07 PM
Update
An update with no writing on the wall.
Thursday, August 04, 2005
12:49 AM
crackiness
After so many days of irrelevant entries (not tt my entry always make sense)....
So!
Today was a hot day for me cuz i am feelin warm all over.
Not tt.
I am sick.
The fever is coming back. and i totally hate it.
Ah. What The Hell.
So no MMR tml. Dont have to stress myself into doing the worksheet. Been procastinatin tt since last week. I promise I will do it this weekend.
__ (the strokes represent the three fingers...u know the one for swearing? Yep.)
So Sonia and I found this website while we were doin our Gems research after school juz now.
And (not surprisingly) we sidetrack-ed for a whole hour as we were too absorbed with the spanish translater thing. Super cool.
ANd there we were, like having ESP or some sort.
Weird. But kinda cool.
Gems is hectic.
All the research we did in school became fruitless cuz somehow, my thumbdrive couldnt be read.
Ahhhh. Aargier is so hot. Cant stand it.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
12:45 AM
stressed inside and out
ugh.
This is the worse day tt since whenever.
Crap.
First of all, i am freakingly sick. I feel nausea, it's hard for me to cough even though i wanna cough it out, and i am feeling hot.
And I HAD to lose my favourite Topshop earrings. Oh noooooo. Now i am only have half a pair. What in the world!
And filming! Die!
And Jimi is like giving me attitude.
Ahhhhh.
I am going crazy!!!
I shall juz quit school.
Like seriously.
I should juz care less.
I mean like wad's the point in working so hard. I am juz so tired of this shit.
I shall juz go back to my old days.
