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My blog hibernated.

For more than a week. wow.

Just dont have the writing mood.

There's so much thing to update....ugh.

I shall just type whatever comes to mind.

The bicycle accident has left me traumatised and yes i wont be touchin a bike anytime soon.

Now, my head has a lump and my elbow is badly scratched.

I'm touched by my mum's concern...she has suddenly turn into this super concern person;
calling me every two hours when she's workin. i think it made her realise me. i dunno...

and i wanna thank thank thank thank Sabby and Aizat for being at the hospital and sending me to my doorstep. Thank u so much A.S. i truly appreciate it. =)

and to those who pour their concern, thank u too. u know who u are.

and i'm sorry i sort of spolied the bike trip.

how i wish i did not press the brake button. sigh.

now all i can do is pray that my head is fine.

New Year's eve...went to Holland's Swensens with Bryan. Ice cream. woots. Fries. woots.

Oh. and the student deal is back...the one with unlimited scoops of ice cream and a glass of coke for five bucks. anyone wanna go on thurs or wed??

haha.

New Year's Resolution!

cant think of one...i dunno...not to be so paranaid and to read faster? i dunno.

maybe watch less tv but tt's impossible cuz great great shows are returning like Apprentice and Desperate Housewives.

i shall rest my head.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! *grins*

10 Reasons why i am not Partying into the New Year
1. I'm not a fan of crowds.
2. It's a waste of money.
3. I dont get the concept of partyin into the wee hours.
4. i'm a decent person.
5. i just dont party that kind of party.
6. i dunno what to do at that kind of party.
7. i'm injured.
8. i like to be in the comfort of my own home.
9. i'm a loser.
10. and that's why i'm Sharina.






TVSM is such a bloody drag.

and yes my grade for tt module is gonna be poor poor poor.

but whatever.

gosh. it's all so complicated.

and i wasnt even listening to the explaination they were giving yesterday at the esplanade.

i mean like...do i care?? all i could think was was man it's so humid and can he just stop talkin and let us go already?

and no i am not guilty of thinking tt cuz Flora felt the same way. haha.

and off we went to suntec.

and shop shop shop. and got ice creammmm...and yes i can be indecisive. thanks flora for making me eat Yami Yoghurt and helpin me make up my mind.

haha.

and bought stuff.

and yes i am broke.

i have to stop spendin a +/- 50 bucks a day. it's burning me i tell u.

and i thought i could go for another round of shoppin next week since...it's the sales season.

but thennnnn...

i totally forgot abt the Backstreet Boys concert tix.

there goes my hundred bucks when i thought i could buy that cute cute cute topshop handbag which i have been eyeing for quite a while. or that top at newurbanmale. or those nike shoes. or the blackeyedpeas cd which i have been wanting to buy but always forget.

what bad timing.

but of course i have to have to have to go for the BSB concert. it's like a no brainer.

looks like my shoppin has to be...postponed.

cuz daddy wont top up the cash in my visa. bish.

and mummy said she will buy me that crumpler bean bag.

so i shall just appreciate things as they are.

America's Next Top Model in ten.

excited-ness.






met up with the Bun Club.

after two years.

and now we are hangin out again.

Bun Club = Jessie + Azlindah + Sikin + me.

and yes it's an exclusive club where the four of us will tie our hair into buns on fridays.

i still remember the friday mornings in the toilet before assembly. miss those days.

and we were such influence that other students start tying their hair into buns using their scrunchie. jessie rocks cuz she was the founder of the club. *grins* and i was the the first member - if i remember correctly.

everything was same old same old. exciting.

there was so much to talk and we talk non-stop from 3 to 6.45pm.

And Az the Queen was late as usual. One Hour late this time. yes. it's extreme. haha.

so things hasnt change much since then.

and it was nice.

coffeebean. woots. but i prefer starbucks coffee.

and we went shopping. sweetness.

spent like one hour in Mango alone.

gosh the place was madness.


before all that was our nutsy meeting.

terrible terrible.

and yes...she is such a bee.

yes i'm good at spotting the animals in humans.

and sonia has to stop sayin the things i wanna say. haha.

still. it's funny how God make things work.

and honestly, it can be overwhelming yet nice at times.

and boy am i stressed.

and yes i am afraid to take a step forward; afraid i may crash.

and so i am gonna build a wall.

but maybe this time, i will build a wall made of mud.

gosh, he's just too perfect.






Quizzes quizzes quizzes. i cant slp.

So i did the house test thingy which Sonia had pasted the links on her blog.

Here is the analysis:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. You are an ambitious person.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.


and i did more (and still doin).

How do you eat fried eggs?

White first and yellow last.

Here is the analysis:

You are logical, smart and inventive. It's okay for you to make people think that you are a little self-centered. You just focus on what you're doing.


And I shall cut and paste some of the other takes:

You have no confidence. You try to take chances but always miss them since you are too scared to really jump in and try.
In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.

possible jobs includes being a performer, musician, social worker, athletic coach yada yada yada. ROCKS.

okay enuf abt me.

so went to sarah's musical thingy.

it was impressive i must say. much much better than expected. loveeeee.

and jiaying was damn funny la with her looking radiant (only before the musical) and her discovery of "fantasia barrino". LMAO.

and it's 2. i better slp. i cant cant cant be late.






So i came online with an intention to blog abt something else.

But i shall digress since it's 2.45 am in the morning and i just woke up two hours ago and i've just watched Anti-Trust.

Mind-boggling. Such a thriller.

And now that i am in front of the computer, i am pretending to be a computer genius (somethin i would never be) inspired by Ryan Phillipe who plays the lead character in Anti-Trust who could come up with computer network codes and stuff and get deleted files.

Gosh. That character is a bloody genius.

So, for this short moment, pls pretend that your friend Sharina is a computer whiz.

haha.

anyways.

Oh and i think computer geeks are something.

anyways.

Holidays are here. The so-called holiday which is filled with heavy workload.

Boo.

So anyways (yes i realised i've used anyways like 3 times, and still counting) I had my script consultation thingy with Ms Lee on Friday.

So there we were discussing how to bring meaning to the dialogue and she suddenly asked "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Yes I was puzzled but after a second i realised it is in relation to the script. And I say not currently.

So she went on assuming that i did have one. which i did yes.
and then she carried on asking "what is it that you will say or do to show your partner that you truly love him?"

and there and then. my mind went blank. completely.

And then a swift of flashbacks.

and i searched thru those flashbacks and i tried diggin for an answer.
and i came up with no answer.

cuz i've never really loved anyone before. sort of. and i dont think i have the courage to.

so i just sat there and frowned and had that thinkin look and feel like a complete idiot as Ms Lee waited for a response.

which i dont have one and which i cant come up with one automatically.

besides that point, the script i am working on is not moving too well but Ms Lee said i caught the essence of it. So that was encouraging. =)

back to the point.

while at work, i was reading this book "Girls' Poker Night" and they had this paragraph: "I think that's what confused everyone. Straight. Gay. Fine...Bi...that somehow screams 'I really can't commit', you know?"

i'm not too sure if i am interpreting the message as intended but whatever.

so i woke up this morning (saturday morning) with the feeling that i wasn on someone else's bed.
and i dreamt of something that is of meaning but i cant remember it. i never remember my dreams.

okay. i dont feel like a whiz kid anymore.







update on week activities:

Monday

watched Prime. love love love the show. Bryan Greenberg was so so so hot. Hmm. Not really. but he's cute...like real cute.

and Bryan bought me cookies. love love love cookies. yum.

oh. Bryan Greenberg is the actor in Prime, in case u are wondering.

And Bryan who bought me cookies is my fren. haha.

Tuesday

The Peas-ers wore black. Like so coincidentally. Seriously, i'm already startin to believe the one thing i started never existed. it's quite sad though. but maybe there IS hope. *cross fingers*

Wednesday

Sonia and I sniffed 5 times consecutively at the same time. She is such a copycat.
Catch up on Britney news. Gosh were there tons. And found the best website ever: divorcekevin.com coolness. naw, not the best but she really shud divorce that shit ass. Kevin is jeopardizing my future man. wuhauhauuaa.

Thursday

I need a break.






today is a normal day. nothing exciting. except for my lunch. and i realised that i am a vegetarian today. totally.

had huge huge huge tofu + beansprouts + peanut sauce for lunch. yum yum. and that one hour spent lunching with my aunt was cool cuz it's been quite a while since i have had a decent chat with her.

and then my aunt asked me whether i wanna work at AtivoBar (it's the wrong spellin but something like tt) at Mount Faber. and well...given its name, yes it's a bar. and she was giving me the details like reporting time, the "uniform", the ppl who work there....

and then she stopped and she had that thinkin look and then she shook her head and said, "eh. u better dont work there la. here is enough."

lmao la.

but i thought it would be cool to try. experience experience. but i dont think my grandma and my aunts and uncle would like to see me serving beer yea? boo.

so yay. next week is the last week of sch! COOLNESS. FINALLY. been waitin and waiting.

i wanted to say somethin. but i forgot. i shall leave it like this.






So Talentime was pretty awesome i must say. haha.

Let's start from the beginning:

I had someone to do my make-up for me. Coolness la. Must thank Mas and Lann for being so so nice.

And i think Mas rocks la. wuhauhauaua. damn funny la him. And I was his first product. Too bad he couldnt stay to watch. ):

And Sabby spilled my secret to them when i whispered to her "I think i look like Britney." Sabby arrrr...

Yes. Maybe a bit buoy bah...haha...but hey, whatever makes me happy alright? haha.
eh. but i really look like ok? STOP LAUGHING. hehe.

And I wasnt exactly nervous. I think it's because of the make-up thing? It calmed me down. i mean...who doesnt like being dolled up? haha.

So was excited excited excited.

And Sabby and Sarah rocked the stage la. Awesome-ness. haha. it's like a mind-blowing performance.

And congrats to Spectacular Sabby!! woohoo.

So...continue continue....

hmmm...finally came to my turn. Gosh was i excited. And no i wasnt nervous. Bloody weird la.
And the whole thing was dark tt i couldnt see anyone.

Did a little ying-and-yang (okay i dont really know wad tt means. haha) and i think i was okay....right?

haha. Oh yes. The very ugly squeak. God. I almost died. When i went off-key (and yes i know it was damn bloody obvious. hilarious seh), i almost died.

Oh, and i almost died too when i was searching for that string to pull of the blue cloth. I was panicking and .....seriously, i didnt even know wad i was sayin into the mike cuz all everything was so...chaotic. and in the end, i pulled it off at the wrong timing. haha.

A thousand thoughts were goin thru my head and i was like cringing. wuhauhuauaha.

But besides the squeak squeak (damn was it embarrassingly notice-able), i think i like wad i did. (yessss buoy bah again. hahahahahaa)

And yes, i was slightly disappointed. But then i think again, i realised that it's fine cuz:

1) i forgot my lyrics and stumble upon them as a result
2) i did that stupid inevitable squeak
3) my vocals were shaky

and that squeak...resembles....britney's.

No kidding. I mean...i watched so many of her live performances (and yes i think she does lip-sync) and whenever she says into the mike "Now...screeeeaaammm", she will squeak.

So there. haha.

But the best of all....(well, not really the best la) he stayed to watch and then he msged me. *faints*

wuhauhauauhuahua.

yes, i am touched.

and i wanna thanks all DMC students who stayed all the way seh. All the support. *does a curtsey* wuhauhauhauha.

oh, and the lecturers: Ms Kwa, Ms Peter, Ms Low. thank u thank u. (as if they are readin this. haha)

oh. and aizat and jiaying...i could hear their voice from backstage. wuhauhauhuahuaa. both of u won the best cheer-er. i am so proud of u all. lol.

oh and jiahui for video-caming.

and seriously, i thought james was better than joe. too bad though. sigh sigh sigh.

gosh. i wanna perform again (minus the squeaking u mean - Ed).






Sonia's 2nd Request:

Ok. So this happen like last week. Friday to be exact.

So wad happened was...during one of the lecture break or somethin, Sonia and i went to the back toilet to...for the reason ppl go to the toilet! duh.

so when we entered, we heard Jiahui and Sarah in the cubicles talking. So being the playful playful us, we bang on their toilet door to scare the hell out of them. (right - Ed)

Then Jiahui was like "Sharina ar?" (eh, how u all know ar? am i TT predictable? NO RIGHT. haha.)

So, Sonia, being the 11-yr-old she is, put her finger to the lips and we tiptoed to the other end of the cubicle (Sarah and jiahui and me only use seatin toilets. haha) and Sonia went in and she was like motioning me to come in with her.

At the moment of being selenge and it's just the spur of the moment, i joined her.

Yes i did.

yes. Very SELENGE.

But SOnia is more selenge to have suggested that.

Cuz wad happened was...

Jiahui and Sarah went off (maybe they thought it was some unknown stuff tt knocked on their door. LOL) and in came.....some girls.

There were...4 of them? and yes, we were stuck in the same cubicle. Not literally stuck. :

just...trapped. thanks to sonia.

LMAO la. and they were like talking abt stuff and it was quite amusing so i started giggling but i couldnt laugh cuz sonia kept askin me to shut up. wuhauhauuaa. yes, we were eavesdroppin. That was the only thing we were capable of doin. We cant open the door! Can u imagine!

and worse. They were in the washroom for ten whole min. SO LONG!

So we waited and waited and when the moon dropped, we heaved a sigh of relief and i stepped out when we hear silence.

yes. it was stupid. but it was super funny la. LMAO.

and no. nothing happened except for the eavesdroppin the some girls' conversation. wuhauhuauahua.

it's 3.45am. i shud slp. soon.






On Sonia's Request:

Name 10 things that bring you a moment of joy, and tag 5 friends to do the same.

1. Britney Spears
2. my video/CD/DVD collection
3. my friends.
4. making my Grandma smile and laugh.
5. being crazy.
6. stars. as in twinkle twinkle little stars. not star star.
7. family bonding.
8. Pepsi.
9. sincerity.
10. performing.

tagtagtag: anyone? haha.






Been 6 days since i last update.

So that i shall do.

The day was boring. I mean like obviously; with PRMP and Finance.

Boo-hoo.

And lunch.

And school again.

And then went shoppin with Flora at Bugis. Correction. As Flora put it: Speed Shopping it is.

haha.

So we rushed to bugis and we walked like super fast dodgin ppl and everythin. damn funny la.

and Flora was kan-chong; as she knows i gotta be in sch by 5.45pm for some scriptwriting consultation.

and FLora is like damn pro la....knowin her way around the very confusing Bugis Street. well, i must say confuse is an understatement.

FIVE STARS for Flora.

*grins*

got the jeans i sort-of-want and i got a huge huge huge Britney poster. super cool la. and it was like the last piece - yay and boo.

and now i am waiting for my turn for the scriptwriting thing in the classroom. Howie is taking a loooooong time. haha.

Oh...before i end off, Sonia and Flora tortured my cheeks. My delicate cheeks.

SO i had half a Pocky and put it horizontally in my mouth and Sonia and Flora pressed the Pocky stick on each side so that it will break into two. COOLNESS la. and yes Sonia, you can't do it. wuhauhuahuahua.

AND.

After how many months of tryin, i somehow got to know how to beat box. yesssss. it's super cool. but still a rookie though. but still! WOOTS. yes i know i am talented. (right - Ed) wuhauhaua.

ANd i did a magic trick with the lead thingy and my thumb in AM class. I know you all fell for it Son and Flo. But bad bad bad Timo had to spoil it all.

Still. They were in awe. RIGHT? wuahuhauuahuha.

Ok. My turn soon.








Guess what day it is today?

Yes. 2nd December.


Wish u well.

Same for your baby.

And may Federline rot in pieces.

Once again, wish you a happy 24th birthday.

Gosh, u are getting old.

your huge-est fan ever,

Sharina.






So today....was fabulous.

haha.

had that attitude launch thingy. good job well done to jawei, sarah, may and the rest of the yearbook committee. JIAHUI. I DIDNT GET MY PARTY POPPER.

haha.

And then. Prj meetin. i am actually quite apprehensive. i hope hope hope everythin is like correctly linked.

And Sheng picked me up from school. he was late late late.

And he said he had a hard time finding Dover Road. That poor boy.

And vroom off to Junction 8. He was goin super fast la. And when he turned, my heart skipped a beat. I mean i could have fallen off that bike. wuhuahuaua. but super cool la.

the wind is like awesome. just blasting. no wonder i am wind from captain planet. wuhuahauaa.

So when we get to J 8, the timing is all screwed up.

And then Sheng was coming down with fever.

So he sent me home.

So poor thing. and super nice la.

like from Bishan, to Dover, to Bishan, to Holland and back to his home in Bishan.

Coolness. I secured my minus one.