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well. Prmp was scary. i covered 12 lectures on sunday itself. and by 1am, i could feel my brain cells goin into their ultimate burst mode.

and i felt like a glutton yesterday. ordered this couple combo from Pizza de France and ate it all to myself. fat fat fat.

but it was goooooooooooooood. i lurrrrrrve pepperoni pizza. and the delivery boy was cute. but he was shy. right, as if i would know. lol.

and get to watch Apprentice. favourite tv programmes should nv be missed. tt's my philosophy.

From the start of the Apprentice season 4, i always thought Clay was cute. and then yesterday...wham!

he said, "how i wish i could slap that guy's ass."

yes appalled. awww. wad a waste! he's so cute la!

but no harm is done. THere are cuter guys in this American Idol season. :P

And frigging stupid. Becky + Patrick + Stevie got out. nooooooooooooo.

Back to today.

dont like prmp.

and law. ugh. how to memorise! but i shall be law-yal. (loyal) wuahuahuhahua. okayy i am laughin at my own joke.

spent like half hour decidin where to go for lunch after the paper.

and we had a very interesting friendly argument. it's so hilarious. gosh. may may.

and got my hair cut.

i can barely tieeeeeeee my hair.

ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly ugly.

eww eww eww eww.

and i dont like the shape of the hair.

i want my old hair backkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

boohoo.

why does this always happen when i have my hair cut. sigh.

and then i visited my granny. after two months of not visitin her.

my grandma's funny. and it was great catchin up with my three little cousins.

and spoke malay like noone's business. some sort like tt. my cousin had to translate some of the english words spoken to me to my granny. i really need help with my malay! it's gotten so bad la.

i wanna watch moviesssssssssssss. let's catch somethin on thurs people!

anyways be law-yal aight! =)

Friday Horoscope for Taureans -
The Bottom Line
An unexpected event will give you a deep understanding about a beautiful tradition.

In Detail
For some reason, you've been thinking a lot lately about either going back to school on a regular basis or just taking a class or two that will add to your already impressive resume. Of course, anything that you can do to add to your skills is a good idea, but if you happen to be in the mood to do it, so much the better. So while you have both the enthusiasm and a good reason to do it, why not at least investigate?

Is that like true or wad? These few days, i've been dancing a lot. I mean like reallyyyyy a lot. Like everyday.
And i watched a lot of So You Think You Can Dance videos on the internet. And i feel so inspired. so this means something?

i dunno. i feel rather small when i watch all the videos though. they are so w-o-w.

AM was okay. very worried abt PRMP. cuz the whole of saturday is gone. sigh. and to study now...my brain is cluttered. i have to wash out all the AM elements first!

cant cant cant cant wait for thurs to be over.

Been listenin to NSync's No Strings Attached cd every night. And this morning too! So nice to dance to la. So i shud indirectly thank sonia for lendin it to me and not being able to return it yet. haha.






Start the day with The Veronicas.

Rocks rocks rocks rocks.

love'em.

i better start gettin ready. i'm lateeee for our study meeting. haha.






Okayyy....Friendster Horoscope is like rather accurate:

The Bottom Line
An upcoming event will drain your financial resources but add to your education.

In Detail
Now is the time to let go of all the 'what ifs' you've been allowing to hold you back from doing exactly what you really want to do. You're just about guaranteed to be smart enough to only take well calculated risks, so whether it strikes you that this would be the perfect time to try sky diving, bungee jumping, telling that long-distance lover that you want them to come home now, or something equally precarious, if it feels right, do it. You can't win if you don't play.


And i'm goin off to meet the peas girls at coffee bean holland v to study. after which we MAY have Swensens.

And i am longing to talk to Charlie. And Mark.

gosh. i shall play then.






Went to Partyworld yesterday. I think morons work there. I mean seriously. And the service..,it's rather awful.

And they cheated our money! only 4 hours for 100++ for 9 ppl. wth right.

and somehow, the mood was low. But all's fine. Thanked Sabby for sponsoring us half the bill using her $50 voucher. woohoo.

So mummy gave me $90 today. And I spent $100.50 today.

just great. just when i made a pact with myself to save up and stop buyin clothes.

But once a girl goes out shoppin, there's no stoppin her i guess.

especially Debra. She practically bought one item from every shop. haha.

well, at least i have new shirts, earring and shorts. lucky closet.

And i had my Char Kuay Teow. niceeeeee.

Went to Habourfront to check out the revamped place. Everythin is new! and then the stuff looked limited and we took a bus down to Queensway where my shoppin began. Should have never gone there.

And deb told me droppin news.

but all's gonna be fine for her, i hope. Cuz i've been there and i've done that and it made a stronger person.

met Sonia to get my notes back.

and on the way home, passed the supermarket for fun. so i went pass the supermarket and then i made a u-turn.

oh yes...u all know why dont u. haha. oliver oliver.

decided to get orange juice and Oliver smiled and said "hello" as i approached the counter. and then we said bye to each other. arent we all so sweet? hahaha.

oh! and yesterday was an Oliver day too! wuhauhauuaua. cuz in the morning i went to the supermarket and when i saw Oliver i decided to get something (i cant rmb what. ooh!) and while he was scannin the stuff of the person in front of me, he raised his eyebrows at me to acknowledge me! woohoo! and then he said something but i had earphones stuck in my ears so i took it off and said "sorry?" and then he shook his head and said "nothing". aaah!

back to today.

and i took a good look at his name tag. it says: Oliver Parmintuan. Not Parmetisan. Parmintuan! sounds indonesian?? yet i dunno!!!

and i dropped my phone outside the supermarker. i dropped my phone!! and i sort of stunned and i just stood there saying "that did not just happen" to myself.

and then there was a scratch on the silver rim. there was a scratch! and it's not even one month old for goodness sake! my imperfect phone. sigh. shit la.

and home. and once again, i forgot to buy paintbrush so i think i will start paintin my wall on Monday or something.

the day where all the muggin begins.

cant wait for 2nd March to be over. yes?






She told me to stay away from boys.

I'm not sure about that. But for her, i will and i shall try.






TVSM was great. though there were technical faults and stuff and the whole thing had to be dragged. poor Mr Loh. he looked so stressed!

and the morning was hilarious where me, jason, haz and charine were conversing with one another in click-clack-clock languages. damn funny la.

i think all in all, the tv production thingy was some sort of a success. even though i was like the only girl in the team. but who cares? i see at least a B+ coming. wuhauhauauhua. i'm so damn cocky. i shall just shut up. nahhh...i just hope we do get at least a 75 for this TV production CA thingy. must aim high right? *grins*

and james was nice cuz he gave me lots of Pocky and gave me a bite of the chocolate that Flora gave him.

And Timo was nice too cuz he gave me a bite of the chocolate that Flora gave him too.

And Flora was nice-nice cuz she gave me three bars of chocolates knowin that i am an ass for chocolates. woots. so nice right! *grinssss*

And Sonia was nice-nice too cuz she bought me a box of breadsticks cuz she knew i havent eaten the whole day. so nice right! *grinsss*

And Elsa was nice cuz she thanked me for helping her group.

And Flora's mum was really nice cuz she went out all the way to buy me dinner knowing i am Muslim and i couldnt eat the food that she cooked. And she cooked a lot of food. And she gave us angpows. and Flora's mum is just so nice la!

So was May's mum cuz she gave us angpows too.

But it's not abt tt. it's abt hanging out with the Yo-Yo Sisterhood.

And speaking of Yo-Yo Sisterhood...it's wonderful today cuz Sabby got in the first round of audition. woots woots. congrats! here's the star in becoming! :]

And today's nice too cuz Jimi msged me.

And it was nice also cuz me, may, everette and flora watched Sugar & Spice together. and i must say it's a dumb show. but i like. i love dumb shows. i wonder if i will ever grew out of it. i mean seriously.

no pun intended.

what a nice day!






Friday friday.

Today is somewhat the last day of school.

sigh.

can u imagine...we are all gonna be in year 3 in like wad...2months? nooooooo.

sigh.

today was the last class for gems. so do i rejoice or wad?

i dont think so...cuz...there wont be any other lecturer whom i (and sonia, for tt matter) can mock from now on.

haha. shall not be mean now. he's a very nice person. seriously.

had my double cheeseburger. yum. i love.

and it's kinda weird cuz sonia knew i wanted to eat double cheese. and it became weirder when she realised that i know that she knew i wanted to eat double cheese when i'm not suppose to cuz she didnt say double cheese but i assume she knows i was eating double cheese.

confused already?

it's okay. i'm confused too.

and it was pitter-pattering. how nice.

and there's the umbrella case. how stupid can the two of us get?

haha.

ahhhhh. tvsm production tmr. bahhhh.

where have all the minus one on the p2p gone? i cant even find a decent instrumental song to download for tmr.

bish.

but all's good.

Bryan bought me The Veronicas cd. Bryan bought me The Veronicas cd.

so sweet la.

woots. woots. woots.

lovessss.

The Veronicas tt is.

i'm so happy.

and it cost a bloody 37 bucks. now i feel damn bad.

but he insisted. so good for me!

so i just watched Final Destination on tv.

lovesssss. Devon Sawa is so cute.

and Devon's such a hot name.

just like Trevor. yes? haahhaha.

eh wait. correction. yes yes? hahahha.

it's two. i shall slp. i have less than six hours to beautify my skin.

right.

hope all goes well tmr.

ugh. havent start EOF. bloody hell la. can Chin postpone the test to a later date or something. bish.

and dont even bother to mention the securing of participants for the MPP event. honestly, i think it's utterly rubbish. and to have it on V-day? gosh. less chances for us to get participants! what in the world were they thinkin? but of course...there must be a valid reason...

and good luck to sabby with her Singapore Idol audition.

cuz she's the STAR.

haha.

and goodnight to the world. ciao ci ciao.






I think the problem with me is like...i talk without thinking?

this always happen when i'm holding a conversation with mum.

So last night, she got home at 11.45pm and i msged her earlier on to tell her to get me a bite or something.

And then she came home with a packet of bbq chicken rice. i love bbq chicken rice.

so i grumbled sayin "do u expect me to eat rice at 12? are u crazy?"

seriously i really dont know wad the big deal is.

so my mum tried to reason out sayin that it's not everyday that i eat rice at 12am.

guess wad?

in the end i still eat it.

and she was still being very nice. which doesnt really occur last time.

i think wad happens is that we all mature. i hope so. and that my mum and i are having more patience as we grow old.

i shall so not talk big to my mum next time.

cuz mummy knows best.

anyways, i received like a CPF letter...like an annual thing.

and i realised that my aunt's company have been distributing cpf thingy to my account every month even though i work on a part-time basis. how cool is that? hahaha.

so now i have like 700++ in my acct where 200 was earned solely in the year 2005.

all these numbers remind me of Finance. is Mr Chin teaching us any module next sem? doubt so. boo. i think he's funny in an unfunny way. haha.






I was so fucking pissed off just now.

But now...i can say i am the happiest person in the world.

well....something along tt line.

So i was on the way home just now and was walking on the pathway and there was this woman with a dog.

So she was heading towards my direction, and me towards her.

so this dog of hers was like glaring at me and the walkway is kinda narrow and i will never take a chance nearing dogs.

I mean i cant touch dogs.

So i was hoping that this woman would actually shorten the leash and pull her dog to one side or something.

but that dumb ass woman did not and as i was nearin her, the dog was like growling at me.

so i was thinkin, "oh wad the hell. just walk and press myself against the wall."

but no...she took up the entire walkway with her stupid dog and i had to walk backwards...like practically retreating, with me facing her.

what the bloody fuck.

as if she didnt care. and she looked at me as if she owned the walkway. mother fucker la.

and the dog was like running towards me (with the leash tied of course) and then it barked at me.

as in BARK OUT LOUD.

i was taken by surprise that much that i actually screamed and scampered backwards.

i repeat: screamed and scampered backwards.

and no the woman did not apologize or anything. in fact, she has that smug look on her face.

and there were people looking at me! can u imagine how embarrassed i was??

frigging bloody fuckin asshole i tell u.

i mean, fine, go have dogs as ur pets but cant u be sensitive towards other ppl?

and not to mention that every morning, when i reached the first floor and walking under the shelter, i see pile/s of dogshit.

and the corners of the walls are like wet and yellowish indicating the dogs have peed there.

my goodness. wad the bloody hell right?

if they cant take care of their pets, dont have one! as bloody simple as that. are these ppl stupid and ignorant?

and boy was i seething with anger just now.

till i get home and watched the 7pm comedy, where i relaxed a bit.

friggers. yes i am bloody furious.

but all that anger is gone. when i see Charlie. it's amazing how one's world can turn with the existence of one person.






so TVSM wasnt as bad as i expected.

pretty much done with the script, camera script and all. i'm just crossing my fingers abt the filming. hope everythin goes well.

and balloting for Media in Asia just now. gosh. nerve-wrecking.

and yes Sonia. u saw it. it's a bad thing to do but hey, it's regarding my own interest right? so might as well.

hooray to us! - James, Flora, Me, and the Piggies. Hopefully Meihui's turns out fine.






so i finally got my new pair of shoes. but that doesnt mean i'm going to throw away my two-year-old Adidas Superstar Metal. i've grown so attached to it. and it's weird. it's like, i feel my mood being lifted when i wear it and when i look at it, though it's a lil off-colour and rather old.

wanted to get Converse but wasnt in the the Converse mood.

and wanted to get Adidas. but couldnt decide. i even wanted to get the very same one but they've cleared the Adidas Superstar Metal and filled it up with Adidas Superstar II. which is so not nice.

so i got myself Vans. off the wall. loves. and i spent 40 minin the shop deciding whether i should get the black or the brown one or the pink slip ins. i bet the sales person is like super annoyed and i kept apologizing and he kept saying it's okay. let's just hope he means it. haha.

So white is in this season.

i want to wear whiteeeeee. i wanttttt. but i cant. i can never pull of white. though it's such a pure colour. tt's quite sad on my behalf.

and i love that Fendi white dress. gosh. it's so pretty.

went to work just now. and i felt like having mash potatoes and my honey chicken pau for lunch so i walked over to the 7-11, which is quite secluded. there's like massage parlours and stuff and there's like always these Chinese girls (non-local i think) lingering around the area. yes, even on a Sunday. gosh.

so there were some old Brunei man lingering around the 7-11 and when i was trying to go into the store, i heard the man saying "So how much one hour?"

and the Chinese woman mumbled mumbled.

i couldnt believe i was hearing tt la. so friggin gross. and to think i am within the compound.

i just cant wait Saturday to be over. tt's when TVSM is done. i think tt's like the worse module ever. sigh.






These days have been crazy.

I remembered readin a monthly horoscope thingy abt love and stuff.

and boy are these things true.

and this makes me confuse.

because it's something different and not something common.

i shall tear away from this.

SO!

Sabby got on tv! wooooo. kenchang seh! hahaha.

on three different channels summore.

and congrats to us MMR ppl. great job done.

i know i have a lot to say but right now, i am just so not in the mood.

having been stood up to. well, sort of.

and not to mention there's Law and MPP to be done.

Law seems interesting but when there's no mood for it, nothing matters. no matter how interesting something can be.

cuz i am waiting for my interesting thing to show up.

ooooh. i love Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional. fits my everything now. only mine doesnt have a happy ending.






HECTIC.

with school. with people. with everything.

First there's the New Year with my dad and my cousins and my never-ending aunts and uncles.

And then there's school.

What with the media conference, Gems presentation, Finance Report all due on the same bloody Friday.

so much for the festive season.

and then there's people.

with my colleague whom i had a huge huge crush on last time till he asked me out for lunch on Tuesday and now i find him boring.

so one down. lmao.

but i still find him cute. haha. i mean who can resist those brown eyes and cute wavy curls. gosh.

and then there's Oliver Parmetisan.

ooooh. he's so the boy-next-door. i assumed, tt is. gosh he looks so decent. but yea i know: dont judge a book by its cover.

and he smiled at me this morning! but i didnt smile back and looked away. and he was like...okay. and then eye contact. woots. gosh, it's damn bloody exciting.

so in the end, when i walked away from the paying counter which is two counters away from him, i gave him a grin and he smiled! like a real smile.

i wonder what's next.

and then there's him.

whom i've had a crush on since like...i dunno when.

*swoons*

and then there's her.

wow-ness.

Anyways.

met aizat's friend at Dover Mrt before me, jy, may and sabby went JP. Ranon. such a cool name! hilarious la.

And there was May getting annoyed abt not being able to get fetched at Jurong Point Boon Lay.
wuhauhaua.

and there i was crying in front of the TV set like some moronic ass. Top Model. Kyle. Eliminated.

Gosh. What the hell. That was so bloody unexpected. and there i was lying on the sofa saying "sorry bre. u're no good." until Tyra called out Bre's name and i was like "WHAT!"

friggin asshole.

and Jayla is just so so jealous of Kyle. That freak.

and then there's finance report which i just found out that there are a lot of missin points.

and it's two. just great.