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i have been feelin pain pain pain.

for five days.

i have two ulcers. in my mouth. at the worst places u can find.

one on my tongue. wherever it is. i cant locate the exact location but it hurts everytime i stretch my tongue.

and one right at the bottom of my mouth near my gums. ouch ouch.

so i was putting Bonjela - this gel-like substance that is suppose to get rid of ulcers.

So i put it on again just now and it was the worst ever. I mean putting on the gel will obviously sting. But this was another kind of painful.

Like some pain from the outer universe, if such a thing exists.

There i was right in front of the mirror groaning and gritting my teeth. goodness. that gel is a haunt man. and my pupils were dilating. goodness.

stings like mad.

and things arent any better either.

so the talentime thingy clash with the PRMP CA.

CORRECTION.

the bloody PRMP CA clash with the talentime.

which is more impt?

seriously speaking...talentime? i mean, i dont usually get into this things like individually. it's a nutcracker case and that is what i am gonna be on thursday.

and it aint helpin that i have a test to study for on the night before. 5 lectures mind u.
is she crazy or wad?

so irritating.

and it doesnt help that i cant find my minus one.

this is so mind-boggling.

actually no. it's just plainly and so in-your-face irritating. yes. totally.

and ooooh. we missed ryan's performance just now.

another bloody waste. so what the hell la.

but Mr Ang was like really bloody angry. Goodness gracious. Sarah better do something. haha.
oh and yes. been a while since i update.

for now, i wonder when my ulcers will go away.

ul-cers, go away, and dont come back another day.

rain rain, i like rain, please come back again tonight.

what was the title of that nursery song again?






So I just watched Uptown Girls. On dvd.

Watched it in the movies like wad...2 yrs back? and i still love love love it.

And i still cried as much. It's so sad and it all makes sense.

and Dakota Fanning is like super adorable.

Boy. I wish i could just get sucked into the screen and pinch her pinch-able cheeks,

so so so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

cant stand it.

i think kids should just stop growin and stay cute. seriously.

can u imagine what dakota fanning will look like when she grows up?

it's just like the young barrymore who is so so so friggin adorable and it isnt all that great for her now.

so kids should stop growin and preserve their cuteness.

haha.

and there's something abt kids tt i so love.

i dont exactly know wad.

maybe it's their teeth. their cute little small teeth.

i dunno what else.

okayy. it must be their teeth then.

before i say goodnight, wanna say congrats congrats (to us) wuhauhaua to all the honoured people in the rolling honoury - Jiahui, Meihui, Becky and Jessline.

Our class grabbed all the spaces.

Arent we such thieves.

i better go before i sprout more nonsense.

cant wait to see pancake in like...12 hours...to do her thingy.

but eh...it's not like she is appetizing.

not at all.

and yes i dont think i like her.






Good news Good news.

Even though i am not feelin particularly great.

But still!

I got in the FINALS! for Talentime! Am i cool or wad???? wuhauuaahuaa.

And congrats to Sabby and James too!!

woots. Happy.

I can pay my tribute to Britney. That i shall do. I promised her. wuhuahuaua.

So went to Sabby's hse.

Coolness.

Ate so much. Yum-ness.

And Shakirah and Zaidan is like so cute la.

Super cute. And i almost wanted to put Shakirah into my bag when we were leaving the hse. wuhauuaua.

And bloody aizat went to influence Zaidan and he made Zaidan agreed to his false philosophy sayin i am ugly.

Well. To each his own. And yes i am hurt.

And Aizat racist la. wuhauuaua. He kept asking zaidan whether i am chinese or malay and Z kept sayin i am Chinese even though i am speakin to him in Malay.

Nevertheless.

They are cute cute cute. And wheee. I got to carry them. I love carryin little kids. wuhauauhaua.

so i just did this quiz: Are you Trying to be Too Perfect?

Are you sure you want to go there? Aren't you living with an uneasy combination of always being exhausted and never feeling as if you've done enough? The results you've already gotten have convinced you that perfection is possible. It's not....."accept the fact that there's simply no time in the world to rotate your tires, grow fresh herbs, change the air-conditioning filters, work all the major muscle groups, plan your financial future and liberally apply sunscreen every time you leave the house. At least not if you're going to insist on sleeping." ...Raise them for what really matters and you'll learn how to put your own happiness at the top of the list. You'll learn to love the life you already have and the you that you already are.

So true.

ANd i am quite tired of life now actually.

And I just realised why i was so stong abt singing Fall to Pieces when i really really wanted to sing Things I'll Never Say.

Cuz the lyrics makes sense to me. Right now. Every single line. Especially the bridge.

Fall To Pieces

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to sayT
he things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the dayI pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

Chorus

Bridge:

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
wanna know everything, everything

Chorus






Just when i am about to start feelin happy and starting somethin new.

and then i find liars.

and i dont know who i can trust anymore.

hate it.

hate everything.

and yes i am crushed.






So!

Oh, before i start. Did i mention i fell yesterday? while doin the "kungfu" fightin with JY? it's damn lmao lar.

And i scrapped both my knees. But the right knee's worse. I can see like the muscle and it's like watery and stuff. ouch ouch ouch. pain pain pain. hope it doesnt leave a scar.

hmm.

And today!

Today was coolness seh!

Sabby rocked! Rock to the max! yeah man. Go Peas!

Despite the microphone problems, Sabby was awesome awesome awesome. Congrats Yoyoder/Peas-er/sister! *grins*

And I think i did okay. woohoo.

And i was super suprised like 15 min before the performance:

Mark called and said that he was in SP. And then he reached SB like ten min later and i was like...what the hell. He actually came amidst his crisis with his dad's hospitalization and stuff.

so so touch. sweetness.

and i wanna say thank u thank u thank u to my beloved beloved classmates who cheered. So so so so touch. and everyone else too.

thanks for bearing with my voice. wuhuauhuahua.

and thank Zul too for playin the guitar. It was super last minute and yet he was able to learn the chords. Genius la!

So got home like super early...like at 2pm. Bought lunch from downstairs. And watch tv. And i was surfin thru the channels, the daily Spanish Show on RTM 2 is still playin!

Coolness.

After which i called Debbie Deb Deb to play bball.

So she came all the way to my house and we played at the court. coolness.

The last thing i played bball was like more than a year ago!

So at 7.15 we stopped playin and i sent Deb to the bus stop and being the very obedient daughter, stopped by the laundry shop to pick up my blankets my mum sent for washing.

And then the fellow was like, "oh. it's still washin." and he friggin couldnt be bothered.

and i was like, "u stated the date for collection as 22nd. so it shud be ready by now right?"

i was ultimately furious. and i sounded...i dunno...scary.

then the guy just grinned sheepishly and his wife looked slightly scared.

i shud have scared them by saying "i can sue u all for breach of contract."

and so tonight, i shall freeze to death again. no blankets. i mean it's at the laundry shop.

i shall just hibernate.

do beavers hibernate?






I was super stressed.

And then it was okay.

And now i am stressed again.

Bah.

So Sunday was a turmoil for me.

Went to work and realised that i have to do stock taking. It's an annual thing and it can be fun at first but it gets tedious and annoying especially if u did a mistake.

So i had to arranged the shop's code with the supplier's code with 3 different set of items. And each set there were like 50 or 60 of them. Pek chek.

ANd then i had to count postcards. Counted 1700++ postcards altogether. And even had to double check.

My mind was spinning.

So it was physically draining. And it added on to my mental strain.

I was practically on the verge of breaking down. Had that familiar feeling; where i feel like i wanna throw up and my mind was spinning. But my aunt was in the shop and i dont
want to appear sick and stuff cuz i know she had a lot of work to do so i pretended to be ok.

And it was bad. Still had the feeling of distaste in my head. When i learnt that that someone lied to me. Straight to my face. And spread rumours and untrue stuff.

And my eyes were really droopy.

ANd then i was okay.

And now i am stressed all over again.

About tomorrow though.

So audition is at 1pm. But so and so happens that Ryan has to leave school by 12 cuz of some cocktail party. And so i am tryin to push up my timing. But the bloody
schedule-r has yet to reply me.

So now i am .... broken.

Haha. I have to get over it once and for all. I am so friggin nervous just by thinkin abt it.

And i dont really have a back up plan except that Zul MAY be playing for me if Ryan has to go off. But then again, i just sent him the song and he has yet to practise the chords and i have yet to practise with anyone; be it ryan or zul.

This is friggin last minute!

and this shall not happen for an MPP event. I promise!

wuhuauauha.

So now I have no idea what to do.

I want and I need to get into the finals. Cuz that is when i can do my tribute to Britney.

I mean i am like a big big fan of Avril and i love love love Britney.

So i'll pay my tribute to Avril tml and tt's left with Britney.

And i want Britney to have a grand tribute. Cuz i love Britney more.

Okayy maybe i am not makin any sense but that is how i see it. wuhauhuauaha.

sigh.

And what if i chao-sia (is tt the way u spell?) tml? Damn embarrassin la.

For all i care, i may go acapella tml.

Naw. Just kidding. I wont do that.

So i am now praying and prayin that Zul is smart smart smart smart and will be able to learn the chords tonight.

Nice he is!

So wish me luck ppl!

*cross fingers*

anyways.

fell down just now. wuhauauhaa. hilarious la. was playing kungfu fighting with Jy. and she took my slippers and i ran after her and i fell. she fell too.

funny. and there was this ulu (in jy's words) teacher and she suddenly say "media students right?" wow. see through we are. wuhauhuauaha.

so now my right knee is in pain. esp if it gets in contact with water.

reminded me of my childhood. like how i used to get into fights and run around and play catching and play with boys and everything. nostalgic. but it was fun. and crazy. and wild.

speaking of boys. Sheng just told me he stepped on a snail.

OH NO!

Poor snails. I love snails. tt's why i dont eat them. I think they are interesting creatures.

Even though he did it accidentally...still! the sound of the snail cracking....owww!

poor snail. i'm sorry on Sheng's behalf k. i will crack his bones tml. i promise. wuhauuaha.






So Jeshulyn and Sonia bailed out on the Peace concert. Bish.

So met up with Debbie Deb Deb at Marslling.

And it was like raining and Mark said it was an open concert on the grass and stuff and i was like thinking oh whatever. I dont even know how in the world to get there.

So we went shopping. Wanted to go town but figured it will be damn crowded and both of us were in town last night (not together though).

So Junction 8 it is. Been a long time since i went there.

And had Mc straight away! wheeee. love love love McDonalds.

So i had this Chicken Teppanyaki burger or something and i was like...ewwww. And being the nice person Debra is, we switched burgers. wuhauhauuaa.

And so i had Double Cheeseburger. Again. Love love love double cheese.

So it was shopping. And we tried on dresses. i think the sales assistant was like annoyed with us.

and i got a black eyed peas bag. in green. my favourite colour. woohoo.

and we talked non-stop. it was just nice. someone to talk to. and i think i talked and talked and talked about Mark. and she approves. Of me goin out with him. wuhauhauau. which dont usually happen. so coolness. maybe this is something.

So my phone died like at 7.30

And when i got home, there was Mark's msg. He used 4 msges into one and they were filled with sorry and please.

He's just so cute.






nice outfit. check.

nice teeth. check.

height. check.

size. check.

cologne. check.

attitude. check.

good english. check.

okay looking. check.

and it was perfect. well. yeah. close enough. it was such a great evening. it was better than i thought.

and he is just so sweet and funny.

and those sweaty palms! lmao. and he had a very cute explanation for it.

and he offered me his arm. i almost melted.

okayy. i'll start from beginning.

i was 45 min late. yepp. was supposed to meet Mark at 7 but i reached at 745. wuhauhauuaa. dont blame me. there was a jam!

Swensens. I like.

And he pulled out the chair for me. Sweetness. But tt's not uncommon.

And then we came across this doodle bear and whatever it is and Mark wrote "Sharina is...." okayy i cant rmb the last description but it said sweet or somethin. But still!

And i think he's got nice handwriting. Bonus points!

Bottomline. It was great. Just great. Maybe he's not the most good-lookin guy i've been out with. But he is one of the sweetest. The night was rather perfect.

and i am still smiling. *grins from ear to ear*

And another happy news.

So got home yesterday and i half expected my mum to scream at me and get mad and all. But my mum wasnt home so i went straight to bed.

I didnt really wanna face anything bad.

Woke up this morning and mummy talked to me as per normal. I am so relieved. And happy. She wasnt mad. Instead I saw

right through her eyes and into her soul. She was glad i was back. And I know my mum did miss me while i was away. But i miss her more. And honestly, life's miserable without my mum.
But i'm glad everything's good now.

I mean, every year, we will have this huge fight. It's like inevitable. Every year. And it's really bad. My mum will be shoutin and I will be screaming and threatens and stuff.

Oh well. It's not that abnormal. That's what u get when u put two hot-tempered women together. haha.

And more happy news.

Debbie Deb Deb just msged me a couple of hours ago and she announced that A's are over! wheeee
I am so so so excited. We have so much to catch up upon.

And yay. She said she may go to the Peace concert as well. Awesome awesome.

Gosh. I miss her. It's been so long since i last saw her.

I am happy happy happy.






ah. finally finally i can touch a computer.

Tues

Tuesday was frigging madness. It was like Sonia and I both had the laughing gas. There we were saying "wow" to andrew's transparency at the same time and at the same tone. And then drinking water at the same time to Mr Chin and his fantasy and i dunno what else....it was just lmao-y.

And laughin is good cuz it helps to take ur mind off things. Things that you pretend is not happening. (:


Wed

And so it was time to face the new groups. It was okay. I am contented. *grins*
And i shall apologise to Sonia for blasting water at her. My bad. Truely. But i find it damn hilarious. wuhauhauauuaau.

And yes, i am Fergie. :P



So after taking the train to school for 3 mornings and taking train home for 3 days, i realised that train people are not as well-mannered. First, they push and push. And they do weird things. Like stare. Or dig their noses. Or sit down beside me and open up their newspaper till their fist almost hit my face. And whatever other weird things.

Good Heavens!

And i dont really like taking trains. cuz everyone morning, on the way to school, i could feel those tears stinging my eyes. And once in a while, one tear will roll down my cheeks and i will try to control the rest but to no avail. So another will roll down and there will be a scream in my head saying "Stop it Sharina. Just stop it."


And someone just stepped into my life. And the perfect time. I mean, that was the last thing i expected. And the fact that we got along so well is like a bonus point.

Among all this midst of my life crisis (which i really haf no idea how to proceed from here and life sucks but i gotta face it cuz i am too old to run away from problems but that's what i did and now i am stuck) there he was to lift me up. It's too complicated but i am glad. I think it's a God-send.

Well. Things always happen for a reason.






How do you say "i want a break up" without hurting that someone?

the thing is you cant and that is why i hate relationships. cuz someone is bound to get hurt.

and that is the last thing i wanna do - hurt someone. and i dont like it. i dont like it at all.

It didnt really take me much of an effort to say "i think we've had enough and i think the best solution is a break" last time. but to think of sayin it now, i am made to feel guilty.

why i dont know. hopefully, the reason is cuz i am more mature and i have more empathy. and hopefully the reason is not because i still have feelings or anythin of that sort. cuz given the person that i am, i just ...i dunno, me.

one who is commitment-phobic.

and i am ashamed to say this but i have to face the fact - one who cheats.

yeah. that's me. i always deny that very fact but now i think i am too old to run away from admitting that. Gosh i hate myself sometimes.

maybe cuz i believe i am still very young and i have that carefree lifestyle where boys come and go and i like things to be of no strings attached so that i can jump from one to another. seriously i have no idea what the hell i am thinkin but i do know that relationships are at the bottom of my agenda. sort of.

okay.

so, Just Like Heaven is a nice nice nice movie. almost cried but i told myself not too. Tears were springin to my eyes like three times. goodness.

And i think Mark Ruffalo (i think tt's the name of the lead actor) looks like Aaron but i didnt dare tell him that just now. it's just funny.

and i was feeling all off.

and the sorethroat is not helpin. suck. suck. suck.

and jimi aint helping either. i just cant stay away from that guy. there's just somethin about him that aaron doesnt have.

i shud be straightforward and i shall tell him. i know it's gonna be a blow. i've never been on the receiving end but i know it sucks to get...dump.

and there's another whole issue which i cant say.

sometimes, all i wanna do is be honest to myself. but i am friggin chicken and sometimes i just cant face the truth. i just am not brave enough. it's stupid but i feel like i am runnin away from myself.

anyways.

Domino was great. Keira Knightley rocks. Gone is her clean image. And Aizat was .... - let's use a big word - exhilarated to see so many breasts. wuhauhauuaua.

shud have seen his face when i said "Keira Knightley exposed her breasts" yesterday before buyin the tickets.

so it was all ryan + sonia + jy + aizat + me yesterday. where ryan replaced sabby for that few hours. haha.

since it has been a while since i last blogged (okayy i just used "since" twice), i shall make this entry slightly longer.

okay. i know. tt doesnt make sense.

So the dance category for the talentime is open. hooray hooray boo. it sucks.

sometimes i wish i am back in secondary school where i get the freedom of stage. where me and my four other mates graced the stage. where me and my four other mates rocked the stage. where me and my four other mates loved the stage. where me and my four other mates felt the stage. as if it was our third home. second for me, though.

snap back to reality. still, i miss those moments. miss it much. miss it too much that it brought tears to my eyes sometimes. i shall not get all too emotional.

and my bloody sorethroat. it's a sign. positive or negative i dunno.

and i know i will regret it.

but it takes two hands to clap. and i am the only one clapping. so there.








Among all the hustle and bustle of school, i totally forgot abt Hari Raya.

It was good. The celebration. First day it was like all the immediate family members just gathering. cousins and uncles and aunties. not many though. but it was just as noisy. u can have 3 ppl talkin and it feels like 10 ppl are holding a conversation at one time.

no surprise. things like that happen. and it was funny. everyone talking at the top of their lungs just to be heard.

and with my mum and my youngest aunt (aunt anna) in the picture, there were eruptions of laughter. (okay, this phrase sounds wrong but whatever.)

Anyways, went to my cousin's party today. and again, the second family gathering. so the place was like super rowdy la.

so while waiting for everything to be prepared, i was just seatin around daydreaming, i think. and then my cousin asked for my phone and i absent-mindedly passed it to him.

and 5 seconds later i was like uh-oh. my phone. and there he was sitting beside me readin all the messages in the inbox. correction. reading all the messages sent by guys in the inbox. and he looked super serious. i almost died.

and he asked me who is this. and i wanted to grabbed the phone out from his hand but he was like super strong la - grabbing both my hands with his right hand and i was like screaming and screaming and then i gave up. so i had no choice but to cross my fingers and hope he wouldnt say anything.

and he kept askin who is this who is this who is this. like 5 times. i had no choice but just to give a nervous laughter and said oh just a fren. but obviously the messages say otherwise. and he kept askin me who's jimi. and i was like nawww noone.

and then he went to the kitchen and i heard the word "sms" and "mat-salleh (angmoh in malay)" and God-knows-what. i could have died there and then. and thank goodness my mum went out to buy him the birthday cake.

sheesh.

and obviously i was angry. i mean tt's like invading my privacy. but i think it's just my cousin being protective of me. maybe he knows guys are like bastards and he doesnt want anything to happen to me or whatsoever. he's 20 and we used to grow up together and he doesnt have a sister so i guess he treats me as one. and he always has though he dont really show it. just like that time in JB where we walked one whole big round just to find my chicklets and he didnt complain or anything.

and then came along my cousin's friends. there were like 20 of them la. 2 girls and the rest guys. and i saw two cute guys. wuhauhauuhaa. and i was shy so i just sat around quietly.

and my mum and aunt anna were the entertainers. it's outrageous i tell you. my aunt pretended to be a reporter from some magazine and kept asking all the guys questions like where you stay and stuff. flirt flirt flirt. yes my 38-yr-old aunt anna who has a husband and 3 girls. it's super funny la. and there my mum crackin some jokes and being sarcastic to aunt anna. and when some of them were goin off, my aunt anna slapped one guy's back and say "ok la. see u again" in a melodious tone. it's so lmao. and calling this guy handsome and that guy handsome and askin my cousin's fren to sit beside her when taking a grp photo.

but it's just them being friendly and trying to make other ppl laugh. hilariously hilarious.

and i get to play with my 5 yr old cousin and she kept pinching my nose. like pinch and then press down my nose and then pinch again. i think it's retribution for pinchin sonia's nose multiple times yesterday. wuahuahuahauua.

so i have.......

4 green packets. wuhauhaauuaa.

never gotten so few in my whole life. but it's okay. i didnt go to the extended side of the family and green packets dont really mean much to me anymore.

it's weird cuz i used to love love love them. haha. maybe it's just me being more grown-up.
and school tml. and for me, it's the official start of school.

school, here i come. right.






Okayy.

So VJ Colby is not cute. I repeat, not cute. I saw him on tv and i was like okayy so i thought i would give him a chance thinking that he may look cuter in real life or whatsoever but noooo.

haha.

So the MTV Whatever Things party was okayy. Not good but not bad either. Well, at least it is something new and got to go to an Mtv party is at least somethin heh?

i hope Sonia didnt regret going. wuhauhaahua.

well. so we had a drink. it's called housepour. and it comes in many flavours. and i have no idea what the hell i was actually drinking. i think sonia didnt too. wuhauhauua. we are like so clueless la. and all i know is my drink was stronger than sonia's. i think. haha.

And i wasnt drunk ok. i am perfecto-ly fine.

haha.

*rewinds*

started the day with laughter with sonia at FC 6. it's damn freaky yet funny. all the mirror images. super weird yet super cool. we are sooooo telepathic. imagine two people taking a drink at the same time and the same way (and it did not only happened once!) + placing cutlery similarly + touchin our hair at the same tine + the giggles. lmao lar.

lectures were okay.

and sonia had many bloopers today. "i hitted you." what kind of english is that?? wuhauhauuaua.

oh! not to mention the whoosh incident.

So sonia and i were on our way back from gems and we passed this classroom with this guy with a machine and the machine was blowing really strong wind and we were passing by and then WHOOSH.

we were like whoaaaaa. what the hell was that. and there we went into our giggling fits. it was like ....took us by surprise. damn funny la.

and had kfc. and then shop a lil at town. aizat sharina sonia. (in alphabetical order ok.)

and all of us bought stuff and aizat is rich cuz he bought a lot of things. haha.

and thanks aizat for bringin home our stuff.

then the party. then long john. and i still havent fathom why sonia kept laughing at me. I dont like it when people laugh at me ok. entender? gracias.

i think she's mad. maybe she's the drunk one. wuhauhauuaua.

then home.

and another party tml. it's 3. i shall slp.






So Hari Rayaaaaaa.

Am i excited?

I am not too sure. I think i am rather neutral.

And it always happen every celebration, be it Hari Raya or Chinese New Year.
And after 18 years, i realized why.

Inter-racial marriage.

My mum's Javanese. So we celebrate Hari Raya. My dad having being a non-Muslim for 30 years, is not that all excited abt Hari Raya; i think.

And my mum is not really into Chinese New Year.

And so every Hari Raya, i'm with my mum and every Chinese New Year, i'm with my dad.
No wonder i dont feel excited abt the festive holidays. It's incomplete. We're incomplete.

I think it's sad. Really.

Anyways, the whole of POwer Peas went Queensway just now. Yayyyy.

Finally. It's been so long!

and it was great. Being the people we are, we are like talking to all the shop-keepers there. Is that wad they are called? Shop-keepers? OKayy la..i will be nice and call them sales assistant. But that sounds so girly...wuhauauhahua.

And Aizat is a MAT! wuhauahuaaha.

And yes! my period finallly finally came. wuhauhauuhaua. i was rather...apprehensive cuz it was suppose to come at the end of the month...

did i just type down my period cycle? lmao. okayy i am too lazy to erase it and anyways, if i am being emo this period of time, u know why. :P
But i am not really affected by it la. The mood swings i mean.

So much food at home! My mum is crazy la. I think she practically bought the whole of Geylang! That's my mum. Mummy who loves to overspend.

ANd my dad who loves to underspend / buy things just right. I dont get it. I wonder where i stand. hmm.

Oh and I am back in SDFTV. Good in the long run, bad in the short run.

I wonder abt tuesdays tho...how ar. I end at 6 and the rest ends at 4. Now i am the odd one out and not Jiaying. wuhauauhuhaua.

Okay la. My stomach hurts.

I dont wanna go school in friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. School this week is like so redundant lar.

Happy hols peeps.

*i'lltellyoumydirtylittlesecret.donttellme.dirtylittlesecretttt* *wink wink*






So today was...

better than i expected i guess. haha.

Went to meet Sonia and JY for our Power Peas Day. (Will.I.Am and Taboo couldnt make it. bish)
Went to Marina Square and ateeee.

And then we went to see furniture and Jy and i were like droolin over the sofas. Well, not drooling la...but we did adore some of them. hahahaha.

Oh. And before that we went to see wedding dresses and the catalogues. Something different yes. And Sonia and JY laughed at my Chinese! how could they!! MEAN GIRLS.

And then Sonia and Jy kept laughing at my ponytail. What the hell is wrong with them. It's not even funny lar. I dont like it when people laugh at me okayyyy. :P

haha.

And then home.

And in the train....halfway thru our journey...and since it was tuesday...a whole of you-kn0w-what, as sonia puts it - bombarded the train and soon enuf the whole carriage were quite filled with them. And they were all standing.

ahhhhh.

So on my way out of the MRT station, two angmoh guys approached me.

oOOo. Hotness!

Like truly. Duke and dunno-what-his-name. So complicated!

So since i was headin toward Holland V, we walked there together.

Oh, they asked for directions anyway. Correction. They asked me for directions. wuhauhauhauhua.

So we walked from the Mrt Station and I learnt they are Germans and they are studyin at NTU and they are goin Holland V to have dinner. At 9.30. lmao.

So i was talkin to Duke for the first quarter of the journey and totally ignored the other guy. I mean Duke is like so hot la. Tall with the kind of hair i so loved...oh that fringe!

And then what-his-name took over Duke's place and he started talkin to me. And i realised this guy is cute. Those amazing eyelashes.

And we shook hands and what-his-name had sweaty palms. wuhauuahua. And Duke has...i dunno. ... nice hands? lmao.

Got them there.

Said bye.

And i made a u-turn and shamelessly asked to take a photo with them. LMAO.

Click. Got it.

And home.

And school tml.

TOtally hate it.

I am still in the holiday mood. And i am so not payin attention in school. i will next week.

promise.

right.