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It’s 1.15 am.

And I just had a good scare.

Maybe I asked for it.

Watching Wrong Turn at midnight.

Bloody awesome show.

Something along the line of Final Destination.

I still remember how much I dick these type of movies back in secondary school.

Back to New Year.

Happy New Year everyone.

I had 14 ang pows.

Woots.

And I am bloody tired.

Yes. After shaking like everyone’s hands and saying "happy new year" to practically everybody.

And my eldest cousin gave me 15minute worth of advice.

and i'm like..."huh".

but of course, i pretended tt i very well know what he was talkin abt and will use it somehow.
which i may, mind u.

and i took photo with my avril-lookalike cousin.

woots.

i dont even know her name!

wait...i dunno any of my female cousins' names!

gosh.

i suck. yea.

and i dun even know i have a cousin called Chris and he has a3-yr-old daughter called Chloe who is super cute. and a son called C.J who's five.

which means i am a grand-aunt. gosh.

anyways. chloe is ultra adorable la. and the name! gosh. no name would suit her better.

i shall name my daughter Chloe or something.

right.







It’s 1.15 am.

And I just had a good scare.

Maybe I asked for it.

Watching Wrong Turn at midnight.

Bloody awesome show.

Something along the line of Final Destination.

I still remember how much I dick these type of movies back in secondary school.

Back to New Year.

Happy New Year everyone.

I had 14 ang pows.

Woots.

And I am bloody tired.

Yes. After shaking like everyone’s hands and saying "happy new year" to practically everybody.

And my eldest cousin gave me 15minute worth of advice.

and i'm like..."huh".

but of course, i pretended tt i very well know what he was talkin abt and will use it somehow.
which i may, mind u.

and i took photo with my avril-lookalike cousin.

woots.

i dont even know her name!

wait...i dunno any of my female cousins' names!
gosh.

i suck. yea.

and i dun even know i have a cousin called Chris and he has a daughter called Chloe who is super cute.

which means i am a grand-aunt. gosh.






Today was HI-larious.

:]

How everyday shud be.

and boy, Sonia has to stop imitating my expressions.

cuz she looks ridiculously stupid / funny / HI-larious.

which is not what i look like.

:P

So today sonia and i officially became The Veronicas.

freaks.

archie comics.

woots. Jess is super cool.

Lisa is super....erm...bubbles.

ooooh. bubbles. want more bubbles?

wuhauhuahua.

okayyy.

And as always, Gems class is hilarious.

You can choose who to be the presen-ta-tor.

i laughed out loud. like totally. and sonia was stifling her laugh.

gosh. i am so gonna miss Gems class after this sem.

honestly.

and the Gems class ended like 45 mins later. wth right? super cool la.

and off to the library we went. in hope to add some stuff to our Gems report. such geeks we are.
but we failed to be the geeks we wanted to be. cuz....

FINAL DESTINATION 3 IS COMING BACK.

and tt's like frigging awesome i tell you.

it's so.....YEAH MAN.

WHO WANNA WATCH!

thanks to the Carls' Jr webbie.

and then we watched The Veronicas' videos.

there...we have "me" being buoy-bah. "sonia" singing the whole song of Everything I'm Not. so selfish right. cant even give me one verse. hmmph.
and "i" have to be the back-up singer.

hahaha.

met Debbie Deb Deb.

and i think i talked non-stop. hahaha.

well. something sorta embarrassing happen. (To Andrew: DONT U DARE SAY IT ANDREW. :P)

Suntec. shoe shopping.

i didnt get any shoes tho. boo. been wanting to get shoes. but wasnt in the shoe-buying mood. dunno why.

Debra got her shoes though. ENVIOUS. haha.

finally had my Mushroom Swiss. Been like a month since i want to eat tt la but didnt get a chance too.

so now i am a happy walking mush-swiss.

Bought 2 cds.

woots.

Black Eyed Peas + Delta Goodrem.

Now...my cd list is shorter.
i am left with:
Backstreet Boys
Ashlee Simpson
Britney Spears Chaotic dvd.

i shall buy one every month.

And I found The Veronicas cd!!!

GOSH!
was on the verge of buying it la but it's like 30++.
ex. but it's so rare.
gosh. i SO have to buy it la.
sigh.
soon i guess. it's like must-have.

i mean like duh right...i am half of The Veronicas. wuhauhauuaha.
i shall sing my songs.






And there i was; in awe.

The Backstreet Boys came out and started the concert with a bang.

The Call.

Nice dance moves. well. typical Backstreet Boy dance moves. the way i like it. :D

woots.

nick is so cute.

nick is so fat.

nick looks like someone from the back. i cant say who. hehe.

and somewhere in the middle of the concert, i was waving wildly and screaming Nickkkkk.

and i dunno. he waved back. maybe at me. maybe at the whole sector.

but there is a chance that he was returning my wave.

dude. whatever makes me happy.

but seriously.

and thennnnnnn.

"Quit playing games with my heart..."

Brian jumped off the stage; jumped over the barricade and ran up the west wing.

Jiaying and I straight away ran towards the direction he was heading; sonia followed suit.

and woots.

WE SHOOK BRIAN'S HAND.

OUR RIGHT HANDS HAS BEEN TOUCHED BY A BACKSTREET BOY.

BY AN INTERNATIONAL STAR.

and that makes us THE BACKSTREET GIRLS.

lucky Jy to shake his hand first. and then me. and then sonia. and then i dunno who.

and Brian is so cute la. making goofy faces and doing funny moves.

i remembered how i have neutral feelings for Brian but heyyy, he totally changed my perception of him.

the wonders of meeting him LIVE and DIRECT.

anyways, he ran up to the west wing and he looked so bloody blur. so cute! he was like "huh. ok wait. what am i doing here."

and sonia, jy and i were the first three to shake his hand.

and then a whole lot of crowd. and he shook a couple more hands and the bloody security guard pushed us away and he scratched me la.

but i managed to shake brian's hand AGAIN since i was nearest to him then. he looked at me. He LOOKED at ME. gosh.

his hands are rough la. and firm. wow.

and then he went off and sonia, jy and i were screaming; plainly starstrucked.

and sonia was like why why why did brian came to this side.

wow. it's just for us. wow. so sweet!

there's more. ok later.

back to the concert.

and there's nick banging the drums with a very weird repetitve body movement and sonia and i burst out laughing.

so retarded la nick. same old.

and AJ looked like a thinner version of Undertaker. totally gothic i think. and super cool. and yes, his voice is bloody low.

and Howie is such a sweetheart. tt cute curly hair and tiny little dance moves. so smooth!

and he went to touch everyone's hand on the first row la. gosh. so nice!

and then somewhere in the beginning, i tot i had eye contact with brian. yea sure we were like 7m away from the stage but tt glint in his eyes set me wondering...

maybe he happened to looked at my direction.

gosh. this happens to be a Brian night!

and they sang All I Have To Give.

my all time favourite.

and they did the hat thing. always love it. i remembered rewinding the tape back and forth back and forth to learn those hat dance moves when i recorded the live in Orlando concert when i was in primary 6.

same old same old.

so nostalgic!

and then finish.

gosh. the sound system sucked to the core. couldnt hear wad they were saying. slow feedback and there were echoes.

and then off we went.

and somehow, we went out at the right timing and once out of the concert hall, we heard screaming and saw crowds of ppl and we being the ...ok dunno...we being the whatever, we ran down, dashing pass ppl and squeeze our way to the front near the barricade.

well honestly, i was just running for the sake of running and the sake of squeezing just to see them LIVE after a concert.

and sonia was right behind me! arent we good squeeze-ers. haha.

and then AJ came out.

he waved.

and then Kevin and Howie and Nick was the last.

didnt see Brian tho. the cute goofy Brian that i am infatuated with.

and the they went to the van and by tt time i didnt care and i ran off on my own. Sorry Sonia and Jy! gee.

and climbed over the barricade. sat on the barricade, waiting for the perfect moment to jumped down and dash towards their van.

and managed to dash upfront to the second van.

Kevin was inside. And he was just lookin around. and did a slight wave, i think.

and i was waving wildly at him, like a mad girl.

but hey, at least he saw me. wuauhuauahuha.

eeee. why kevin so dao! and he was the first to leave the stage after the last song la. boo!

and then the last van and brian brian brian.

me being me, i waved and waved and he smiled and waved back.

the security guard were just saying "move back" so what the hell and i was smiling and there were noone else except me and a couple of security guards.

the rest of the fans are like behind the barricade.

gosh! why werent sonia and jy with me! it would be much much cooler la!

anyways, i think i look like a freak la.

seriously.

so overall, it was good. Jy kept gyrating and singing and i was just standing there looking at them, watchin them.

unbelievable.

i mean, i have waited ten years for them. and they have arrived.

and there we were in the same room; breathing in the same oxygen.

i love brian. he's such a cutie.

ooooh.

i washed my right hand already.

but there will always be the stain of Brian.

My frigging goodness.

sure the concert is laidback and i didnt perspire and stuff but the thought of them performing right before my eyes is just so...amazing.

i shall look at all my BSB portfolios.

It’s 1 and I refuse to slp.






I am so inspired after watching The Apprentice.

it's so...wow. it's so liberating.

i mean seriously.

gosh. i adore rebecca.

she actually put her ass on the line trying to protect toral; whom didnt quite a good job.

but she stood her ground.

why?

cuz of the friendship both of them had built.

i wish i had watched last week's epi.

i was crying by the time rebecca announced the two parties she wanna bring back to the boardroom cuz she was so adamant abt not bringin toral in, knowing tt toral will be fired if she does.

so sweet la!

of course it's unfair...

but it was toral who helped rebecca out and stuff in the hospital.

so sweet la! (yes i used the same line again i know. shut up and read)

ppl do anything for friends. well, a minority. how many rebeccas can u find?

i'm super impressed and i think i brought the house down when Trump fired another party.

rebecca is loyal.

yet rash.

sounds like someone i know.






today is fairly sueyyyy (sway)...gosh how do u spell tt word??

so my colleague came along at 12pm.

and he's so super talkative and he has so many stories to tell me that i couldnt really do anythng except sit there and stare and nod occasionally and say "really", "oh", "true true".

haha. but hey, i was listening k!

so i was flippin thru the pages of lime magazine and i casually asked him "do u watch america's next top model?"

and he blurted out the winner.

like when i asked him tt, he said, "ya. _____ is the winner."

and i just gaped at him.

purely gape. mouth hanging open and eyes widening tt kind. and my eyes were tearing and i exclaimed "you did not just say tt!" like umpteenth times.

and i was tearing.

and i was abt to cry.

gosh it was horrible.

yea sure he did not do it on purpose and he said "sorry la. i did not know u didnt know the winner. u dont have the 'i dunno the winner' stamped on ur face."

gosh.

i seriously could just defenestrate him right there and then.

sigh.

and of course i complained to sonia and jy.

and jy is now the sole survivor. i hope she lasts!

and then it rained.

and then i just ate the ben n jerrys ice cream in the fridge.

before tt i had a bag of potato chips and m&ms and nasi lemak.

eating day.

ok. apprentice.

love finance.

hey i was sincere.











Storyfest went well. the whole of it. woohoo.

woots.

a big big congrats to may and jiaying.

wow. woots.

and dont forget to treat we yoyo-ders ok! wuhauauuahua.

and to the rest of the participants! it was all good! *grins*

and the dance went well i guess.

musicmakesyoulosecontrol musicmakesyoulosecontrol.

*wham* let's go. ah ah.

haha.

and uncertainty rocks to the max la.


and that kane guy was ultra good i must say. awesome.

and then sabby and i chomped on the leftover currypuffs. haha.

and sabby had to say tt to sriven. ahhhhh. i'm embarrassed la.

let me think...wad did she say...oh something like "must have sharina inside right." lmao la.

and that corp comm guy having a crush on sabby.

gross la. eww ewww.

and finance meeting.

wait a minute. what finance meeting? haha. eh, i really think mpp is totally redundant la.

aaaargghhh.

and then had Gelare. woots.

love love love. waffles. yummy yum yum.

and love the ambience. rocks.

and bryan walked me home.

and then i had a nap and dreamt of someone.

who i cant say.






Yay. Backstreet Boys are coming to town.

wow.

what i had wanted when i was like in primary 6.

my dearest Nickolas Gene Carter.

gosh, u shud see my whole collection of BSB stuff: from their pin-ups to their posters to their sticker book collection to their cards.
they were my world once back then. hahaha.

ryan, aizat, sonia, sabby, jy, and timo and i watched Memoirs of a Geisha.

woots! at Lido. (pronounced as Li-doooooo as said by Jy)

wuahuhauhuaua.

loves the show.

niceeeee. go watch it ppl.

look at this: Geisha-r

whatever makes me happy ok! haahha.

oh and the all the power peas member wore black tops today. like coincidentally!

even the half-existing member who doesnt know he is in. haha. coolness!

and then there's the rice cracker thing.

and jay.

the whole conversation on the table is hilarious.

and the mirror image thing with sonia with our utensils and even our legs.

ridiculous.

then it turned sorta serious when we touched the Tab Tv topic.

and then sonia started laughing on the way to the mrt station.

someone help that girl pls.

so these past few days have been a hell for my thighs.

poor thighs. i shall get it massaged soon.

but all's good cuz everything is goin great (i am talkin abt the dance) and ms kwa has to treat me sabby and sonia two meals. woohoo.

we are such shameless ppl.

my stomach has been throwin tantrums since last week.

and tt's not good cuz when it's tantrums come, it makes me feel really uncomfortable and i will have to cringe and hold back the groans.

it's like a live washing machine mixed with acidic and alkaline juice. anything but neutral.

i hope my stomach is at the right pH. otherwise i dunno wat.

So today is Friday the 13th.

when i was walking home, i saw the moon behind all the clouds. it's like a classic movie kinda thing. like there's a full moon and then i saw a cat which could be represented as a wolf.

so i'm the vampire i guess.

is that cool or wad?


So today was:

it started out hilarious. with Customer Service Gems and stuff. it's HI-larious.

sonia is mean mean mean. she kept mocking our English-Deprived lecturer whose name we are quite unsure of.

conivence.

does anyone knows what tt means?

itellyouitellyou.

it's conVINIence.

and then there's the my tireds are leg.

please dont ask me what's that.

and Law lecture was....

and AM lecture was...

beyond describe-able.

and Storyfest rehearsal was even more undescribe-able.

gosh he smiled at me and did some weird eyebrow thing. yes i know u are jealous sabby.

and then off we went to practise our dance and so we went to level 5.

and it took us 3 classrooms to try our stuff and realised that's we were cursed. thank goodness the fourth classroom we tried was fine cuz Sabby the Genius found out that the classrooms had a conspiracy.

cuz of day and the date - the cause of our so-called mishaps.

after which aizat and sabby and i went to eat Long John and eat eat eat and look at furniture and electronics.

Thursday

Juggling thing with...

coolness.

and scary at the same time. i wanna learn how to juggle! boo!

and i suck i think.

SOme guy took my spot for my dancing act. boo.

there goes my chance to pay my tribute to Justin Timberlake.

and then dance practice.

and then wobble wobble wobble. hahaha.

and then shop shop shop with 4/5 of YoYo Sisterhood.

and here's a para dedicated to May: THANKS MAY FOR WAITING FOR TWO POINT FIVE HOURS AND HELPING US TO PLAYBACK THE MUSIC AND STUFF AKA BEING OUR SOUNDMAN/WOMAN AND THEN BRINGING US TO U2 FOR THE FANTA-FABULOUS SALE.

haha.

and shop shop shop. got two pants and a basic tee at a cheap cheap price.

oh we ate first. we were all hungry beings. and the kangkong was too salty and the uncle was nice enuf to exchange it for a new plate of kangkong.

rock-ness.

Wednesday

completed our two reports.
and yes. we yoyoders have been awarded the best prmp report. wuhauhauuahuaaua.

Tuesday

cant remember

Monday

goldfish memory.
oh.got back tvsm test. sucked to the core. what the hell la deh.







i have a thousand things to do.

i have to clean my room.

i have to buy paint and then paint my room.

i have to go for another round of grocery shopping.

i have to complete the dancesteps for Storyfest to the song Lose Control.

i have to choreograph another dance for SB day on thursday.

oh, please do support me. so there's this SB day thing on Thurs and i'm suppose to do a performance. at SB foyer. shud be during lunch time.

aaargh

i have to file my notes properly.

i have yet to buy Debra's birthday cum christmas present. which i haf no idea where to start. i mean what can i buy with 100 bucks. i need somethin grand. aaargh.

i have to get something for my colleague cuz she gave me a gift and i have this philosophy that if people give u something, u have to give something good in return to repay their kindness.

i have to transfer the speakers from my room to the living room.

anyways. went to sonia's hse to continue having prj discussions.

something is totally off with me this semester. i have to apologise to every of my grp members. i'm sorry i'm sorry.

yes i know i am late whether last minute stuff crop up or i'm just late but yes i'm terribly sorry. gosh i feel terrible.

and it was raining the whole day! non-stop! wow. i wish i was home the whole day.

had the "fiesco" in KFC. Jy was super funny and please do not go to the KFC at Admiralty. it sucks to the core.

and then may had to go and then jason went off and then we start practising Lose Control.

it was rather hilarious.

i hope all's good and everyone dont mind and stuff.

but hey i am surprised by their enthusiasm. coolness. :D

and sabby me and sonia went to watch top model. woots. i love kyle's new hair. and she is bloody tall la.

and then Simple Life Interns. what a stupid show.

and then home. and i was so stupid the wrong train and i stopped at yishun before i get to u-turn back. so stupid la. and that is the second time tt happened to me this week.

and i totally forgot there's gilmore girls at 6 and i was 35min late for the show.

and while i was walking home, it was raining super heavily and since the rain is titter-tattering, i started singing out loud.

i was listening to The Veronicas Mouth Shut. and the lyrics go like this:

I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am

and then the chorus goes like this:

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one I don't like who I've become

it's so sad. i would never want to be tt girl. sigh.

and i feel the pain in her voice. as if she's gone thru it.

maybe i'm just bein paranoid.

and then i saw this singh guy in the distance and i gave this weird face cuz from my point of view, he was like wearing a mask...you know, those kind dentists wear.

and when i was closer to him i saw that it was actually his beard, which is white and quite long.

and i laughed out loud, exclaiming how more stupid i can get.

watched my gilmore girls. love gilmore girls. i feel like i am rory.

anyways.

i went to the supermarket and the oliver guy was there!

i got his name this time: Oliver Parmetisan.

okay...i didnt really get it but i think it is something like tt.

i wonder what he is. i mean yes i know he's human but heritage terms and all.

and i saw him looking at me shop! wuahuahuaua. i was in there for like half hour wondering wad to buy.

but he was so heck care when he checked out my items. oh well.

anyways my first time buying strawberrys. woohoo.

apprentice apprentice. whee.







So today is....

bahhh.

Finance Test is totally rubbish. I can just ask Mr Chin to eat up my paper.

But i deserve it. I guess. I mean...i really did not study the way i had planned.

Dunno why i feel so lazy this sem.

And PRMP meeting rocked. Always loved PRMP meetings these days. It's HIlarious.
Maybe because prmp meeting is not prmp meeting...it's like a yo-yo sisterhood gathering.

loves.

And i bet we were making a lot of noise in the library just now from the horoscopes, to the nice dresses in Elle, to May's Victoria Secret's Pajames to Jurong Point to Hazelnut biscuits.

love hazelnuts whatever things.

*hint hint*

wuhauhauhuaua.

And Sabby is selfish cuz i was willing to share YuHu with her but she doesnt want to. wuhauhauhua.

And no...we did not get any prmp thing done cuz May said GO HOME.

off we went, freezing cuz it was raining heavily.

and the yoyo-ders gave up teaching me how to pronounce Umbrella.

i always thought that's the way to pronounce it but Flora said i have no hope in pronouncing it correctly.

tsk tsk. haha.

and may lent me her umbrella again so that i wont be stranded at the bus stop.

so nice!

and since i felt like i shud roam around for a while, i went to the supermarket. wuhauhuaa.

and there was no queue at one of the counters and i went there and it was the same guy who served me the other time.

and i looked at his badge and it says :

----------------------------

Oliver Parminez

TRAINEE
-----------------------------

well...it was Parminez or something along that line. ANd i thought he was malay.

anyways, the point is he's got such a unique name. I mean who is called Oliver these days?
and Parminez? hotness.

and yes, i find him cute.

and then this auntie come along and asked him how much is the softener in CHinese and he attempted to speak Chinese and he sounds like me when he said $5.95. cuteness!

and then the umbrella (it's may's) sort of slipped off my hand and he said "oops" and he leaned forward to see what i dropped and then he said bye to me.

so much effort!

but maybe he's just friendly.

TVSM should become an extinct module. my grades are sufferung already. i already know it before it happens. i'm sucha genius.

i wonder what i shud buy at the supermarket tml.






So 2005 has officially ended.

why oh why.

i dont want 2005 to end.

2005 has been great. as far as my memory goes. sure there are the downs but the ups are more than worth it....it's just like the statement of cash flows in finance terms. wuhauhaua.

anyways!

yea...2005 has been great. class was good. friends were good:

the return of Yo-Yo Sisterhood. The creation of Power Peas. The so-called nuts. The personas of America's Next Top Model. The sisters of Charmed.

i can pretty much say 2005 is a year spent most with dmczerotwo. a year filled with laughter, joy and madness and stupidity and fun and amazing amazing time.

happenings have been great...like 3 concerts in a year! gosh, tt's madness man. the MTV thingy with SOnia (thanks sonia!). it's almost cinematic baby!

results were good. i'm talking honour roll, baby. but tt i think was my first and will be my last time there.

it's been an exciting life and i wouldnt turn around and say i regret something cuz i didnt. even if i did (which i dont) they happened cuz they have to happened. i truly believe in the phrase Everything Happens FOr A Reason.

anyways everything went well. pretty much and i'm thankful that i got to spend my 18th year as an 18 yr old.

So today is when i (as well as everyone else) kick start the brank new year.

2006.

wow.

time flies so fast. i wanna stop time. i just want to. it's goin too fast and it's bringing me into a rollercoaster.

but bottomline is: i am powerless.

so the first day of 2006 is good.

went out with my mum....hunting around for a new fridge. and a replacement for the old dvd player. woots woots.

and i played avril's vcd and my mum said "eww. That tomboy. She's not even pretty. She's got a big nose."

and there i was having a friendly argument with her. it was HIlarious.

New Year Resolutions New Year Resolutions.
hmmm.

1. don't be mean.
2. spend less time on the computer
3. do not indulge in temptations
4. do not procastinate my work
5. be less annoying
6. Not to push people away.

i have the tendency to do no. 6. maybe i find them annoying. maybe i just plainly dont like them. maybe it irks me when i see them. i dunno. but i shall try and be nice.


oh yay. my mum just got back. a bunch of old chang kee. good way to end the first day of 2006.

school's a drag.

bish.