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these few days have been hell.

like wayyyy hell.

Wednesday

Lessons as per normal. Queensway. with sonia and jy. to find belt. lol. Got home. Slept for like 2.5 hours. Got up and got ready. Thanks to Aizat who said that I can accompany his fren - Syed - instead for the Nokia Party at Zouk where Click Five was gonna perform.

met Syed in the train. checked out Tiong Bahru Plaza for like ten min (lol) and cabbed down to Zouk.

woots.

he had the VIP tickets. compared to his two other coursemates. COOLNESS.

and man was the place packed! like the whole floor is just covered with people. so thank goodness for the VIP area or we wouldnt even be on the floor as The Click Five.

and it was hilarous at first cuz the emcee went "and let's welcome The Click Five".

and Shan Wee got onstage and i tot that was the Joey the drummer! he was like wearin a suit with Click Five hairstyle! i thought he looked like an idiot. wahahahha.

some lucky ppl got backstage passes. lucky them.

and Click Five!!! woooooots. they performed like ten songs! TEN SONGS.

and i was standing like right infront of Eric. not like right in front but like infront of him! but like 3metres away. wahaha.

but it's like i know he can see me clearly and stuff cuz i was on a platform and there were times when he would raise his hand and point. well, i convinced myself that he was pointing at me! but Syed had to spoil it and said that he was just pointing at the camera (which was a metre in front of me) and not me.
well yea maybe. wahahha. hallucination. but there was one time, i was sure he pointed at me. cuz like his eyes met mine. bahhhh. maybe parallax error but hey! what are the chances man. i was like in front of him! technically. wahhaa. and i really really believe his pointed at me that one time. i felt the connection. strange.

and i was all hyped up before cuz he said we could go backstage but turned out that i dunno wad really happened but no...no backstage for us. boo. no photos with eric and joey. boo.

so off we went to eat.
food food food. had a late dinner and home.

bottomline: nice person he is. *grins*

Thursday

Zouk zouk zouk again. Shafiq gave Sonia his mtvasia singapore party invites to sonia which sonia gave me. where both of them are not gonna attend to it. >.<

met Jeslynn and made our way there. missed the zouk bus stop and in the end, we still gotta cab down. wth. lol.

and guess what. we couldnt go in. like cuz the party was for 18 and above and jeslynn wasnt 18! bahhhh!

and the woman was like "no id cannot enter." slap her face la.

and there were some other "rejects" also before us and after us. haha.

so we went back to Tiong Bahru plaza to eat. well, Jeslynn did the eating. lol. i had my milkshake. wheeee. and Jeslynn is like a small little girl. lol.

so then had this phone fiesty with the other person on the line.

and thank you jeslynn for stayin on till like 930! *grins*

met Daryl.

and guess where we went.

Zouk. wth.

but it was like the bar corner. so whatever.

and there were his friends. bish. i hate these kinda shit but he's like always so busy so exception i guess.

and an actress and an actor. Some person called Carol Tham and some guy who acts in True Files i think. they were okay. i guess.

and dude. i had like 4 glasses of Black Label. like wooooozy i was after the 3rd glass. and that's like the most i have drank.

and that guy is so fucked up. like he was suppose to send me home before 12. but it ends up tt we left the place at abt 1.30am and yes i was pissed off and i think he was pissed off too.

so like it was 1.55 when i stepped into the hse.

and i felt so bad. so so so bad. like my parents was up. and mummy called me like 5, 6 times and i didnt answer cuz i was too afraid to answer the phone. and she left me like 4 sms-es. even though my mum is not really a big fan of text messaging. but at least i replied to her texts.

but i still felt...i dunno. like my mum is still like slightly sick and i've been home late for the past two nights. and that she was like worried sick. and i was wondering if she could smell the alcohol of me. i mean like 4 glasses of whiskey? eugh eugh eugh.

i feel so....grrrr.

so today. i went home straight after school. even though i was suppose to meet a friend. and made up for my sleep. woke up, made a sandwich and ate on my bed.

and amazing race. wheeee.

and then back to my bedroom and guess wad i found on my bed?

A COCKROACH.

and i was like screaming and wondering how to get it off. and it did go off and now i feel filthy. WTF la. my room is clean ok! except for the fact that i always eat on my bed.

BUT WHERE THE HELL DID IT come from! aaaargh.
i am so angry.

and disgusted.

lol






so i was early this time round! like we were supposed to meet at 245 but i came at 240! and everyone else was at least 20 min late! grrr.

brr. it's cold in here.

ok. OFP. lol.

So Click Five concert was much much better than I expected.

was last minute listenin to their CD while i was gettin dressed and stuff and i was thinkin: hey their stuff aint that bad.

and after the sixth or seventh song or somethin, the songs were...mediocre. lol.

so anyways. back to Indoor Stadium. All was a frenzy at first. The queue and stuff. And it was good to see some of Pussymao members. it's been some time!

And the whole thing kicked off with the Hollaback Crew Dance Competition.

weird enough, i experienced this huge pang of jealousy. or maybe it's jealousy. i dunno which. anyways it was like...an.."it could be me performing." "it could be me performin right there and then on that wide stage infront of at least 1000 people."maybe if only i had put in more effort in the previous dance sessions. then we could have made it to the finals! -sighs-

but whatever. Half the dance groups suck. gee. okay la...overstatement.

and poor Mystique! i really thought they shud have gotten third at least! for their creativity. and all their costumes must have cost a bomb. tsk tsk.

speakin of bombs...lol. okay i cant say it on here. but aizat's comments were like funny la. Jy and I just burst out laughing.

oh. and ryan grew chubbier. LOL.

anyways. on a lighter note. Click Five rocks. so cute! especially the lead singer. like so so so cute! like nerd cute! and the drummer...the way he drums! friggin hot! HOTNESS.

so. no complains!

and it was a 4/5 Power Peas outing after that! woots. Lau Pa Sat.
sabby shud have come la! SABBY WHERE ART THOU! boo hoo.

shared satay. roti john for me. yum yum. aizat and his "Wonderful Mixed Vegetable Rice".
LMAO. it was fun while it lasted though.

and aizat is soooo in love with sonia. SABBY ARE U READIN THIS. lol.

okay tired!

school in one day! i become more tired when i think of that.

no stationery.
no bag.
no file.

how can i even go to school!

and i cant even sleep at proper times! like i sleep at 3 or 4 or 5. in the morning! the longest i went was 530! woots. i'm nuts.

so tell me. how to go to school!

go bang a tree. bish.






This week is like a total holiday for me.

nothing but goin out. nothing but slackin arnd.

Monday

shoot the Channel U thingy for Weiliang's grp. my + sonia + wanlin 's 5seconds of fame. lol.

Tuesday

Power Peas Day. Finally. After like 5 weeks! we were deciding and deciding and finally we decided on having sushi buffet.

HOLY AWESOME. i love sushi. it was hilarious. it would be great if sonia had joined us earlier! SONIA WHERE ART THOU?

anyways. we had our rounds of sushi... 30+++ plates in total. 4 ppl. yes we are gluttons. and there was the taupok craze.

it was nice the first time u eat it but after a while, it gets too sweet for ur tastebuds. and it's just bloody awful. and we had piles of it. and we didnt even order that in the first place!

and placin our taupok on the conveyor belt thingy...or in aizat's words - escalator. just like his pi-lates. wahaha.

yes it's unhygenic but we didnt have a choice and it's not our fault in the first place!

but it was fun while it lasted. full to the brim.

and starbucks. only we didnt get anythin. except sonia.

and THERE WERE LOTS TO DO yea. riiiiight.

and sonia was on an eating mode and she had a hotdog.

that's when i felt like i wanted to work at Dairy QUeen.

and the main reason why i wanted to work there is NOT because i wanna be linked to Kyle. tt's just plain ridiculous. lol.

but then again, i can be quite ridiculous. i said can be. that doesnt necessarily mean i am!

ramblings. lol.

and had ice cream. bravissimo! or however u spell it. i lurrrrve.

Wednesday

Spent the whole friggin day at home. Finally! was supposed to go out with Debbie Deb Deb but i cancelled like two hours before it. i think she's slightly unhappy abt tt. eugh. aaargh. and she didnt reply smses after that. sigh.

but i felt so sick after all the sushi i ate the day before and the day was cloudy and i was too lazy to get dressed up or anything.

and i ate the whole day. like 6 pieces of bread; some with peanut butter, some with butter, some with cheese. a pack of m&ms. a packet of beehoon from the indian stall. a packet of potato chips. a packet of Famous Amos cookies.
throughout the whole day. while readin my book. and while watchin reruns of Gilmore Girls and Oprah.

tt's a lot i tell you. i feel like a glutton.

Thurdays

ms kwa's treat. ms kwa's treat. wahahahha. there were may + jiaying + sonia + aizat + sabby + sarah + me. oh, not forgetting Ms Kwa herself.

Had dinner at Breeks at Marina Square. nice nice nice chicken. sucky suck suck mash potatoes. but it's still potatoes. so yay.

and off we went to Andersons Ice Cream.

wad did we have? family fondle? i beg ur pardon..family fondue. lol. it was great fun eating them. yummy yum yum. and sarah had chocolate all over her face. wahahhaa.

and sonia had chocolate all over her teeth. wahahahaha.

it was waaaaay awesome.

and i felt friggin full after that. WONDERFUL. yay.

and then here i am still up. and it's 4.50 am. how screwed up can my clock go? luckily beth is on msn. otherwise God knows wad i would have been doin.

and maybe...just maybe, i know why i am still up and still high.

okay partly Beth. but besides that...well, i really have to say...*swoons*. (sonia! *wink wink* lol)

and i love Autumn Monologue by From Autumn To Ashes.

and THE GIRL SOUND LIKE ME OKAY.

i have 3 ppl sayin that. i shall collect all the people who had the same view as Sadiqin....the sole founder of sayin the magic line: the girl really sounds like you.

obviously i was skeptical at first. and since it's the hols, i recorded my voice and sang to that song and HELL YEAH.

and i'm sooooo addicted to that song.

i just love it. and yes i am a little obssessed. to that song. lol.

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY PPL. i have no idea what Good Friday is to be honest. : yes, shame on me.

3 more days to school. eugh eugh eugh.

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today was totally hilarious!

who would have thought my last day at work would be tearful...nah-uh, not a sad one but one with total laughter.

get to wear slippers and shorts today since it was just like packin stuff up to send to the warehouse. nothing more i would love to wear.

so when i got into the shop, my aunt was already there with my colleague. and that was the third time tt i saw her.

but by the look we're talkin and laughin, it's as if we were childhood frens.

arrived at 10 and by 10.10 we were all eating lunch. LUNCH AT 10.10!! which crazy persons would do tt.

and then back to the shop. i did the paperwork, aunt did the computer, and colleague packed stuff up.

and then she walked up to me, turned around and asked "eh my shirt torn ar?"

and i burst out laughin. and she explained how she bent down to pick up the stuff and heard a "teaaaaaaaaar".

haha! and she's damn thin for goodness sake. and she looks 15 when she's like 20!
and we're both taureans!

and she called me kerek (errr....pronounced as kerrrr-rack. lol) and i call her selenge.
nothing more suitable than a crazy person workin with a selenge person.

and we just couldnt stop laughin the whole day.

and it was rather relaxing at work.

and there was this technician (my old crush! whom i so dont like anymore) and we were like giggling when he approached the door and pretended we didnt see him cuz we were like soooo dont like him. he's so full of himself. eew eww eww. always talkin abt himself and flirting with me when he has like 5kids! and he's givin me the perception tt he's like still a bachelor. so gross la.

and there's my wrestling voice antics which made both my aunt and yati laughed. and my all-of-a-sudden dance moves.

and Miss Singapore Universe sucked to the core. it's....plainly horrendous.

and woots. love conversations with my mum on sundays. well. certain sundays. and this time, over fries and nuggets. =)

and lately, i am suffering from insomnia. like really bad ones.

like on fri nite..i couldnt sleep at all, and finally fall aslp at 3.45 am. and had to wake up at 7am to go to st margaret's sec to promote our sch.

and then i got home at 6pm. fell aslp at 630pm on a sat evenin and woke up at 230am on a sunday morning.

com com com. love conversations with. she rocks. off com at 5am on a sun morning. and woke up at 830am to go to work.

and here i am now! still awake. thank God!

st marg was okay...there were still ppl who actually ignores me when i'm like "want a school of business brochure?" it's horrible. maybe i look horrifyin or somethin.

but nothin beats the experience at fuhua sec. i was goin "hi. SB brochure?" and this girl suddenly opened up a magazine and covered her face!

i was so stunned. and then i and jy just burst out laughin. like wtf. i'm not gonna eat all u kids. siao ar.

watched The Producers yesterday. really not my type of show. but it's lame funny. so whatever. 2.2 out of five. hah.

apprentice soon! rebeccarebeccarebeccarebecca.

but i think the guy will win.

so i was introduced to this band called Autumn to Ashes. and there's this monologue thing where they have a guest who sings and she sounded like me.

i was like nooooooo when sadiqin said tt. and when i heard it a couple more times, i was hell yeah!

rocks.






Today is bad day.

No wonder i am listening to Bad Day by Daniel Powter.

I'm not only listening to it, i am SINGING to it.

eugh.

started out rough with the SAS thing. gosh. i soooo want backpacking. or psychology at least.

in the end i settled with Effective Logic In Arguments.

and like what the fuck is that man.

and in the evening time, i got Effective Speaking Skills.

and i'm like...beats the first one.

i mean, tt's OC man. and i can speak. but at least Constance is teachin. wahaha. and james said it's slack.

anyways, THANK YOU NURUL FOR HELPIN ME REGISTER.

u made a good REGISTER-ER. lol.

u would have made a better one if only backpackin was available.

shit ass.

i feel nasty today.

not as in doin nasty things but i feel...in a bad bad bad mood.

wth.

i mean everythin is perfectly fine (except friggin gems).

and i'm gonna hear myself on the radio commercial snippet soon.

and i had my time with...yepp. she makes me smile.

and there's him whom i find so easy to talk to.

and i saw my granny and she's doin quite well.

oh, my aunt called me and gave me ticked off sayin i shouldnt sign things anyhow.

cuz now she is gonna have to do more work since the invoice is missing. plus the shop at the museum is closing completely.

but in the end she said "it's ok" though i know it's not really okay. but my aunt is always tryin to be nice.

oh. and i went to school just now to realise the M Drive is wiped out. and i have a very impt document in there. not school related. and that's why it's very important. lol.
gosh i was like DEVASTATED. it's so wth. sigh.

i still cant figure what the hell is wrong with me.








A lot of things have been happening.

and i just realised this holiday, i've been very dependable on some people.
some people.

and it crush me to pieces when i dont get to...well nvm tt.

Hollaback Crew has been fun. Things happen for a reason. :D

at least we get tix to Click Five.

so i got a phone call yesterday from Power98.

and i looked at the idd caller and i went WTH. why would they call me?

and Sebastian (the dj) asked me whether he could ask me some questions and the answers will be placed on the radio commercials.

friggin cool.

ok whatever.

so whatever.

hmm. my belly button bled yesterday.

like for no friggin reason.

so i was talkin to beth and she was tellin me she had cramps and i was like "i'll tell the cramps to go away" and in the end i had a painful jolt at my stomach and i was thinking like wth.
so i went on to rub my stomach and boom...bloody on my fingers. i almost freaked out.
and it was ouchy ouch ouch.

and i wanted to tell my mum. but she was makin a sandwich and i didnt want her to lose her appetite. making a sandwich at 12am. haha.

hmmm. wad else?

oh, met aaron. i think he's grown cuter. but i'm still not attracted to him. how do i say it! ugh. this is annoying.

smart duty! gonna bathe!