Who.Is.Me.
Sharina Bynes
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Juz had a heartwarming talk with Flo...

Somehow..the tears juz come flowing down...
Maybe it's the fact that i am very emotional...and i cry a lot...(thanks to my dad)
I used to think I have a wonderful family...close to perfect. but i realised that there's no such thing as a perfect family...
You may have this..but u may lack of something...that's where "nothing is perfect" applies to. Cuz it's true...too true to be true.
However much I hate my mum and my dad at times, deep down, I truly deeply love them to bits and pieces....cuz I am nothing without them...

ok...i hafta wipe my tears...later.








Hmmm...i will keep this brief.

Yesterday was more of like a 'learn ur chinese' day for me...hahaz.
If i can rmb it well...we laughed our way to the Mac yesterday after WP. (WP is ok..but i bet it's gonna get tougher. Hope i can manage it)
And I ate tt new item at Mac...man, i forgot the name. hahaz...it was giNORMOUS!!
And we laugh and laugh...hahaz.
Oh...there was this one time when i was waiting for sonia to come out of the toilet...thinkin it was her who opened the door...i did "boo"!! only to find out an old woman...thank god, it wasnt really a sudden 'boo'...the auntie smiled at us...hahaz. wo tuey bu zhi ah auntie...hahaz. (is tt right?)
DVPA was crap. So was Mr. Loh.

I will be back.







I saw him today at Mac...and he saw me as well.
We exchanged greetings and when he was walking towards me...seems like he wanted to give me a hug (he promised he wud give me a bear hug if we meet) but somehow...the oddity arnd made it turned into a vigorous handshake. Oh well...not tt i care. I think I've stopped feeling for him.

Sure, i was soooo head over heals in love with him. That was in err....either sec 3 or sec 4. And i know my feelings were reciprocated. I just know...You dont know wad love can do to you...I remembered I didnt even study for a couple of tests..one was a geography test that i had to copy from the textbook..hahaz... i was really on cloud nine... I couldnt think of anything else except him...

But here's the catch...he has a gf. And i think he still has the same girlfren now. No, i dun think he has the same gf. I know he has the same gf....and wad's worse is tt his gf WAS one of my close frens....and of course...there were catfights...i cried myself to sleep then.
Oh, why catfights? Cuz we went out together (and he's attached then, i guess)...juz the two of us...and then he sent me home (it's like at 11pm) and we kissed...somehow...sounds like i am a bitch right? stealing a fren's bf?
i admit i was wrong...but the selfishness in me then juz wanted him for myself...somehow, i thought we shud be together. Maybe i was too naive...oh well, I have to let it go...bad memories they are...it shows how painful love is...but the wonders of being in love was nice..
But then again, u cant really put all the blame on me...he led me on...wad was i suppose to do?

Still it's rather weird...why would he be hitting on me when he has a gf? And i know he still likes me...it's a girl's intuition...so dun query why. Juz let it pass.

But it's a good thing I dun feel for him anymore...he calls me once in a while...he texts me...but oh well...I dont like him anymore.

Call it puppy love.

p.s. i am not a bitch. trust me.








I am writing on behalf of yesterday's as well as the day before yesterday's...
(ok, rather lame)

On Christmas Day itself, went shop, shoppin, and SHOPPING. Bought too many stuff that I was like complaining to Debra in the MRT on the journey home...regretting the items that i bought. Well, at least I got my "My Prerogative" CD and DVD at a 10% off...hahaz.

Had my favourite usual Sunday. My mum began to like S Club Juniors (aka S Club 8) AGAIN and kept requestin that I played the video like 8 times!! So that she could sing and dance to "One Step Closer to heaven. Baby, I'm one step closer to you. There'll be no more living without you...." and the screamin goes on....

sonia says hi!!!!! <--typed by Sonia (seriously!)

(she says it all-sha)







I was fiddling with my phone juz now and i made a discovery.
There was a photo of James in my the Gallery of my phone. Boy was i shocked...there was James, terrifyin me to my guts...hahaz. Man was I traumatized.
The thing is...James had the guts to save his photo in my phone. How thick skinned...hahaz.
Oh no....don't tell me he likes me...kiddin...tt wun happen.

And the inevitable happened....i thought i lost my phone...at tt moment, I felt like my heart wasnt even beatin anymore...
1. The phone was only one-week-old
2. I really like the phone
3. I have millions of contacts in tt phone (well...not really million lahz...hafto exaggerate mah)
4. I extended the contract of my phone; thus, 1yr and 11 months+ to go
5. My mum went all the trouble to accompany and i really appreciate tt.

But luckily....I found the phone vibrating deep down in my bag...let me tell u...i would rather lose my discman (worth 249) than to lose my phone.

Juz wanna say thanks to Jiahui, May, Sonia and Cheryl for being there.

As for sch, it's rather fun. May gave me a card (very nice of her) and received chocs from Flo and Jiahui. yay...thank u thank u thank u.

As for tml....guess I am going to go on a shopping spree...hahaz. Gotta get ready for a party!! Ciao.

Merry Christmas to all. =)

yours,
Sharina "Leah Bynes" Shah







Didn't know a normal routined day could be filled with one full of mad laughter...
I'll tell you chronologically:

Sch was ok. Econs is getting harder...and she's goin so fast. And she eats into out lunch time!! grrr...and i dun haf a clue wad IPRA is all abt. Newswritin...dun really know wad happened. Couldnt hear wad Ms Hui was talkin abt...the ppl behind me talked non-stop...grrr (again)

After sch, SOnia and I went JP. I haf no clue why but we kept laughin throughout the journey in the MRT...and there's this guy in uniform who sat opposite us who had this irritated face on. Guess we were too noisy...haha.

When we stepped out of the whole of the MRT system....there's this Indian Singnet Promoter who approached us...askin us abt wad kinda internet service we are using and all...this is roughly wad he said: "Hi...I am not gonna take so much of ur time but i would like to ask u all some questions...I am Anthony from Singnet. (and the internet questions) How may I address you?"
And I was like "I'm Sharina." "Are you from Singapore?? You don't look Singaporean...Filipino maybe?" And there you go...i was laughin. "Very nice to meet you. I'm Anthony." and we shook hands though i think it's really unnecessary. And he had to say his name twice. And wad the heck...me Filipino?? AGAIN?!??! Hop sa heh horrr!!!
(actually it's Filipina for a female but it sounds so maid-ish)

And here comes the funny part...he looked at me then at Sonia and asked, "You two sisters?"
And we burst out laughin...tell me you guys...do I and Sonia look alike?? like duh no right?? hahaz!! ok...enough abt the Anthony guy.

There's like more laughter going on after tt till my head spun but can't really put in into words lahz...like fiddling with the boxes at ValueShop; where Sonia found difficulty in takin off the lid and I haf difficulty placin the lid of the box back...it was really LMAO.

Bet you guys haf no idea wad i am talkin abt.

Got home. Watched the 5pm comedy. Wrapped a present. Wrote a card. Watched tv again.
And here I am.
And my head is still spinning. I think I am gonna be sick.







Didn't know a normal routined day could be filled with one full of mad laughter...
I'll tell you chronologically:

Sch was ok. Econs is getting harder...and she's goin so fast. And she eats into out lunch time!! grrr...and i dun haf a clue wad IPRA is all abt. Newswritin...dun really know wad happened. Couldnt hear wad Ms Hui was talkin abt...the ppl behind me talked non-stop...grrr (again)

After sch, SOnia and I went JP. I haf no clue why but we kept laughin throughout the journey in the MRT...and there's this guy in uniform who sat opposite us who had this irritated face on. Guess we were too noisy...haha.

When we stepped out of the whole of the MRT system....there's this Indian Singnet Promoter who approached us...askin us abt wad kinda internet service we are using and all...this is roughly wad he said: "Hi...I am not gonna take so much of ur time but i would like to ask u all some questions...I am Anthony from Singnet. (and the internet questions) How may I address you?"
And I was like "I'm Sharina." "Are you from Singapore?? You don't look Singaporean...Filipino maybe?" And there you go...i was laughin. "Very nice to meet you. I'm Anthony." and we shook hands though i think it's really unnecessary. And he had to say his name twice. And wad the heck...me Filipino?? AGAIN?!??! Hop sa heh horrr!!!
(actually it's Filipina for a female but it sounds so maid-ish)

And here comes the funny part...he looked at me then at Sonia and asked, "You two sisters?"
And we burst out laughin...tell me you guys...do I and Sonia look alike?? like duh no right?? hahaz!! ok...enough abt the Anthony guy.

There's like more laughter going on after tt till my head spun but can't really put in into words lahz...like fiddling with the boxes at ValueShop; where Sonia found difficulty in takin off the lid and I haf difficulty placin the lid of the box back...it was really LMAO.

Bet you guys haf no idea wad i am talkin abt.

Got home. Watched the 5pm comedy. Wrapped a present. Wrote a card. Watched tv again.
And here I am.
And my head is still spinning. I think I am gonna be sick.







Sab and Andrew didnt turn up for sch today. Get well soon you guys. And DON'T pass the virus to me. Hahaz. Was kinda addicted to Web Publishin...juz the HTML thing though.
Hope I would be able to follow up on the Dream-whatever-Weaver.

Before we went for lunch, we had a very democratic discussion on how
to form groups of 3s for the WP proj. I muz say our class is the ONLY class
that is sooooo passionate in taking care of one's welfare...how lucky we are...

After the smooth meeting, we went to haf lunch at Pizza Hut. Bet we made a din there....man, the waitress was like buoy song. Hmmph!! Ni bu suang ah!! Oh, and Jason took like 5 bowls of soup!! Man, can go bankrupt seh. The restaurant I mean.

While waitin for the proj. briefin, some Indian fella called me and asked me "Oh hi. Your fren recommend you to me. Can I ask you out?" What in the world is tt?!?! And
who in the world gave away my no.?? Bloody asshole.

Got home. Went skateboardin round my new housing estate...so i've done 2/3 of my exercise of the week...hahaz.

Oh...the highlight of the day!!! I saw-well, some of my classmates as well-saw this blonde guy walkin out of the lift in SB. In SB!! and Blonde as in angmoh!! yes, Caucasian. I prefer brunettes but hey, I won't reject tt blonde guy...hahaz.

So...where's my Blonde Guy? And what's his identity like?
=> LOST AND FOUND. (In this case, Lost BUT not found)
( I know tt sounds lame but well...you hafto let it pass)

all smiles,
-sign out-








Went to school. Pretty ok day.
Aizat was funny during lunch...lmao.
Got home and straight away did Econs. Manage to do it in
1hr and 5min. Yes...i timed myself.
Then i sang at the top of my lungs (noone's home) and danced to Willa Ford's
Joke On You.
And here I am.
So...stop stalking me.







Aight....i didnt get to go online on Sat so I'm making it up today.

On Saturday
Went to Mount Faber to help my aunt on the stock takings.
(she franchises a souvenir shop)
Met lots of foreigners but too bad aint too many HOT guys...hahaz.
Cuz...the place was packed with Koreans and Japanese...HELP HELP...
O-gengki deska or?!?! / (eee-sip dolla)
tt's japanese and korean language respectively...my head was spinning then.

Took a Cable Car back to Habourfront and did a lil shopping-ALONE.
I don't mind...call me weird but i like to spend time alone...maybe it's because
I was brought up weirdly-ALONE. hahaz...

Got a HOT-pink cushion & a new handphone (finally).

While I was waiting for a bus home, I saw this angmoh guy at the busstop.
*gets excited* LMAO. Our eyes met...oh...it's a moment of love at first sight...
I WISH! oh well...my bus arrived and i took 1 last look at him and there he was
lookin at me too!! *gets MORE excited* and i began talkin to myself as i board the
bus...oh yes...i talked to myself....as i say, i am trying to be normal...hahaz.

On Sunday
As usual...stay home and chill...my fave Sunday getaway. =)







I am so not used to writin down stuff so let's get this straight.
He is sooooo irritating. oh yes, tt bloody fellow. He keeps askin whether i've lost it.
What concern of his is tt?

Dimi has a girlfren....crushed....hahaz. And he's gonna go back to M'sia on Monday.
Looks like I won't see him any sooner....tt fren of his who likes me can't really
speak English....oh no, how are we to communicate??

Brad and I are driftin apart...it's not gonna work...I knew it.
I don't feel the vibe. It's all gone.
Oh well...nothing ever works for me.
Even this blogspot thing.








Yay...the first phase has been completed.
Thanks to Sarah...who helped me out...with this blog thingy....
which i call "spot" (for some reasons-why, i myself dunno)
Now...all i have to do is figure out where in the world to get tt tagboard...
Aight then...gtg...the tagboard is playing hide-and-seek with me.
Later