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WHOAAAAAAAAAAAA
A week had flown past. Juz like that. Like a snap of the fingers.

THis may be a rather long post as i have to recall wad's been happenin for this week. So let's start with the recent one.

Saturday:
Watched the Hungarian movie "Controll" with the HFTV class. Not many people turned up but it was cool. Liked the show. It was nice. And I wanna thank Ms Kwa for being generous cuz she bought for us like popcorn and stuff. THANK YOU MS KWA.

Went to meet Sheng after that at 4.

He asked if we could watch Initial D cuz he wanna see the cars. And i said "ewwwwwww. no. I hate Jay Chou. What abt A Lot Like Love?" And he said he dislike Jay Chou too.

But he was rather enthusiastic abt A Lot Like Love. And i was like squeling on how Ashton is hot and cute and ooOOooo-juz-so-adorable. And he was like "ya. he is he is." I mean like, he totally agreed to wad I said.

You dont find guys like that. As in like admitting other guys are cute. Moving on...

So we went to Lido. The timing was shitty and queue was damn long and the tickets for A Lot Like Love was selling fast so proceed to Cineleisure. And only the second and first rows were available.

So it's like WTH and he suggested to go to PS. He wanted to take a cab but i said "WALK. DONT BE LAZY."

Walked walked walked. Reached PS. The screen showed that tickets are selling fast and when we get to the counter only the first row was available. And we were like WTF. So he said, i will juz get it. So there. And he insisted on paying for me.

Went out to get a drink. Got a mocha expresso and ate wedges at the Rocky Cafe outside PS. He paid for me too.

So there we were straining our necks during the previews.

When the movie started, Sheng suggested tt we sit at the back. And there we were, behind the last row, sitting on the carpeted floor. it is so much better. and it's a clearer view. NEVER BUY TICKETS TT ARE ON THE FIRST ROW.

Movie was ok. It could have been better i think. but well, ashton is HOT.

After the show ended, my leg was really really numb. I couldnt feel my right leg at all. So i stood up...walked really really slowly cuz i had to drag my right leg. Then when i was at the stairs, i was walking super slow and Sheng was oredi at the door. He turned back and then he saw me laggin behind and he rushed to me and offered his arm. So sweet. And he opened the door for me. And he carried my bag for me too.

What a sweet gentleman. And he pulled out my chair for me when i wanted to sit down at the cafe. So nice seh.

Went out to the Rocky thing again, Sheng got another Mocha Expresso and I got Chocolate Bits and i insisted on paying. So talk again. Till 1030, he said we better make a move cuz he could see that my eyes were drooping. wuhauhauhaua.

Friday:
Slept over at Jawei's hse. Watched Memento. Did a crazy thing:

So wad happened was we were stuck on the HFTV project. So we were doin online research but it wasnt really helping us. So I signed onto msn and asked my fren if he knows anything abt the media and he said he used to study it and has a textbook on it. So Sarah and Jawei said we desperately need it so i asked if it was ok to pass us the book "NOW" as in at that moment, which was like 11.15pm.

Surprisingly enuf, he said "What's the rush?" but agreed to it.

So we hurriedly took a cab there, reached Yishun Mrt, saw him, walked over and got the books and get back into the cab. And Sarah and Jawei cant stop talking abt it.

At least we got the book.

Watched Silence of The Lamb. And dunno how, but i fell asleep halfway. At the most exciting part. wuahuahuhahahau.

Sleep.

Thurday:

Law Test SUCKED. I studied so hard for it and i've already lost 17marks. WTF.

Ms Hui treated us to dinner after that. YUM. SO MUCH FOOD. BUT I LIKE. YUMMY YUM YUM.
There were like so much food on the table...Ms Hui is mad. wuahuhauuahau. And then there was dessert. Man, bet she spent a lot.
THANK YOU MS HUI.

Wednesday:
CAnt rmb.

Tues:
Cant rmb.

Mon:
Cant rmb.

Tired. but so many things to do. Die. I will juz take it as it is. Dun stress myself.






My mum doesnt know how to buy toothpaste.

The toothpaste tastes funny. Taste like bubblegum. I want my toothpaste. The one i use. Ugh.

TOOTHPASTE PLS.

HOW CAN MY MUM NOT KNOW HOW TO BUY TOOTHPASTE?!?!!?

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.






Highlight of the day: "Franc" came up to me and have me his no.

Since that is the higlight of the day (which means it is rather interesting), i shall begin with that.

So i was on the way to Jawei's house and i took the mrt.

I took the train from Buona Vista and it was rather crowded but not tt crowded as in those rush hour.

So there was this Black guy standing like a metre away from the door so i stand somewhere near the door.

And then ppl alighted, so being the courteous passenger, i moved in and somewhat stood beside this Black guy.

And I felt like someone was staring at me and so i turned and there he was staring at me.

So i do wad i normally do and looked away; pretending there was noone like staring at me.

So at around Outrum, he took out a piece of paper and wrote something on it.

Trying to entertain myself, i thought to myself "Ah...he is gonna write his no. down and give it to me."

And then, i smiled at my own corny joke.

Reaching Raffles Interchange, got down and walked across to wait for the next train. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him did wad i did.

And then, he stood somewhat beside me.

After a moment or two, he came up and said "Would u care to take my no.?"

I was really surprised and i said "huh". And he repeated what he said.

So i was like "Erm. Ok." (took the piece of paper)

"So can i have ur no.?" (flip open his phone)

"Uh. Sorry. No. I dont think so."

And he insisted and once again, i said no. I dont wanna make the same mistake again. Like u know...once bitten twice shy.

Then he asked me to sms him my no. or something and then he said bye.

Pretty amazed i must say.

He actually alighted to give me his no. and then wait for the next train.

Sweet.

So met Jawei and Sarah at Jawei's hse.

Chung King Express was redundant.

And after ten min of Memento, Jawei fell asleep.

And after 20 min later, i fell asleep.

And after 10 min later, Sarah fell asleep.

Wuahuahuauhauhuah. NO RELEVANCE LA MOMENTO.

OFP!






Let's do this chronologically.

Had lunch after the Law lecture and Rajan was behind me in the queue. It was ...intimidating yet amusing i must say. hahaz.

So wad happened was Rajan commented abt my appearance for COnnect saying "You werent yourself on that day."

And i was like "Really?"

And he said, "Yes yes. You looked nervous."

Wuahuahuhaa. Maybe I was. But i didnt really realize it though.

At least, it went well. Better than expected? Yep.

And the H20 game..in my POV, was pretty fun. wished i was in the circle. juz loved that game.

And then had the first project meeting with the "ultimate" grp. I feel stressed. Really. It turned out pretty fine...with jokes going on and off.

Watched Smallville and then i called my dad.

...we talked for like half an hour on the phone. surprisingly.

so...somehow, my dad dished out previous secrets that i do not know cuz now, he thinks i am mature enough to know abt wad happened in the past.

shocked i was.

i didnt know my mum wanted to move to Japan when i was like 6 (reasons not to be declared in "public"). [Japan?!?! well..there were relevant reasons. but can u imagine if i am in like japan? not that i mind but my culture will be like so different...]

i didnt know my mum was THAT fierce to my dad.

i didnt know my dad couldnt stand my mum's ego (i cant stand it too.)

i didnt know my dad was like such a nice man that ppl always take him for granted and he always end up in the losing end. till now.

Oh well. Shall go to bed.






Hightlight of the Day: when that cute angmoh guy smiled at me!! (say awwwwww)

So right after school (which is after 6) made my way to PS to meet Sabby, May, JY and Aizat.

Bought all the gifts for the Connect and stuff.

So after that, we went from shop to shop, and we were like the worst customers i muz say. There we were, going into the shop, critisize their products saying too plain, too ex, too tacky and then we walked away. wuahuahuhaha.

And so, i think at bossini or something, i saw this cargo pants and Aizat said "go try." So i went to the changin room and guess who i saw there?

Noone in particular but there was this handsome angmoh guy standin in front of the one of the rooms. So as i thought, he muz be waiting for his girlfriend.

After trying it, i actually wanted to buy but then realise that it's actually quite common and stuff so yep. And i tried on another pair of pants cuz Aizat forced me to try. wuahuahuha. not forced la but nvm. juz try.

And Aizat tried on this t-shirt and then he came out of this changing room and paraded the store with that t-shirt. So called self-employed model. wuahuhauhauh. so funny.

Anyways, the angmoh guy was still standin there listening to our jokes and smiling. And when i wanted to change, wooOooO! Eye Contact. Happy Seh.

Then he accompanied his could-be girlfriend/aunt/mom/sister to the cashier counter. Eye Contact!

Then i changed back to my original skirt.

So we went out and talked a lil outside the bossini shop. or was it giordano? or baleno? watever la. they are all the same.

And then...and then!!

The hot angmoh guy stepped out of the shop and he saw me. Then he turned away. And he turned back. And he SMILED! OMG! I swear i could melt.

That sweet adoring shy smile. SHY SMILE! you dont get tt often!!

ahhhhhhhh. And there was May saying - or was it JY - he already has a girlfren.

Well...i dont really think they are like a couple? cuz...

1) they werent holding hands neither were they showing affection
2) they look alike (could be siblings)
3) it is juz purely impossible. the girl looked old la...

so ya! And May and Sabby and JY and Aizat refused to accompany me to check him out. He went into Dorothy Perkins after which I saw him at the exhibition. Sigh.

Oh well. Everything happens for a reason.

but i sense something there. A sense of...mystery.

Why does this always happen to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What if....
What if....i had actually started out a convo at the dressing room.
What if...i had the lots and lots of courage to juz walk up to him and casually asked for his no.?

Grrrr.

And when i get home....I hate my mum.






Got home yesterday at 9.50 feeling super tired. And by 10pm, i was oredi on my bed. And slept all the way till 10.30 this morning. Niceeeeeeeeeeee. My much-anticipated sleep.

Anyways, yesterday was a pretty eventful day. (sorry, my vocab is limited)
I will break it down into 2 parts.
i) first day working at Malay Heritage Centre
ii) Shoppin with Sahidah.

i)
There are actually two shops at the Malay Heritage Centre itself which is located near Arab Street and Beach Road.
So from 10am - 1pm, i had to mend this small shop alone. Completely alone. Cuz my aunt was attending the bigger shop.
So there i was sitting and yawning. Super boring. And tt shop was like right in front of the museum entrance and everyone is speakin malay. so i spoke malay to the minute no. of customers. wuahuahuaha.

then tranferred to my aunt's shop. which is bigger and more spacious. customers okok...but okok la.

So there was actually this open theatre thing going on and there were plays regarding our myths and dikir barat and malay dance and the likes.

So i see those malay girls dancing to the malay rhythm and i was thinking "wow. they are so soft in their gestures and movements."

it reminded me of my malay dance performance for school concert when i was in pri.6. My teacher kept saying "lemah lembut lemah lembut" which meant "gently gently".

I guess i failed. and i wonder why. I started dancing since i was in kindergarten 2 and yep. weird. maybe i am not meant to do malay dance.

but for a moment, there was this strong sense of jealousy. as if they have a part of a traditional thing and i am barely nothing. And i wished i could dance like them. so gentle and so pure.

and being in the Malay Heritage Centre makes me feel belonged. I dunno why..juz like..."whoa. i have a culture so rich and so pure."

and that is good. cuz my other half...i practically know nothing abt the Chinese.

Moving on.

ii)
Met Sahidah at Orchard at 6.30 and whoa...she is so muscular. Her arms are like toned. Amazed i am.
So we were talking abt how we shud dress for Connect and where we can bargain for clothes and guess where we went?

youguessyouguesscorrectitellyou?

hint *May and Jy always say i belong there.

YESS!!

LUCKY PLAZA!

woohoo.

Now i know why they call it a Philipino hang out place.

So went from shop to shop and Sahidah was saying how we are practically the worst customers.

cuz it's like we go from shop to shop, browse thru the clothes, laugh at how some of the clothes are like tacky and then go out without buying anything.

MADNESS.

and in this one shop, there was actually this Ni Yao De Ai song playing and both of us were like singing to it. Bet the auntie muz be wondering, "eh...how come ah..."

wuahuahua. MADNESS.

So i got this top which is like..i dunno. not too bad but sahidah was going on and on abt how nice it is. so tt shall be my top for Connect. i think it is rather fanciful and i would feel overdressed but whatever la.

So we were circling the entire area cuz i wanted to eat Fried Rice and then we found this shop which sells cars and bikes miniatures. And Sahidah was like "OOOOOOOOOH! i have to get this i have to get this."

Apparently she has been finding tt bike miniature and she got it and she was like squealing and happy and then we went to eat pizza hut and then we were laughin at the couple beside us cuz they were super cheesy and then we went home.

Fingers. cramp.






i need a break.
a break.
u know...where u actually go out.

But how. I am workin on Sat. Yay on one end but then the opportunity cost is like i can't go out with Martin. Boo Hoo....he juz asked me. aaaarggghh.

ANGRY.

So wad happened was i text him like a forward message which goes something like this:

Hey, I'm moody.
I miss you very much.
Where are you?
How can i eat without u, especially now...
where are you -

MY SPOON!

ok lame...but then, he messaged back sayin "So am I your spoon?"

Quite creative.

And the other time when we went out, he asked me about all the previous boys and i was like "mostly eurasian and a couple of angmohs".
And he was like, "So u like western food?"

I took his question literally and said "yes" cuz western food...is western food.

And then he asked me "Do you like chinese food?"

And i was like "huh" cuz i am - in jawei's word - halal and he burst out laughing.

and i was like frownin and he burst out laughing summore.

Puzzled puzzled. And then i got it. Bing! He was referring whether i like CHinese guys.

Who could have guessed.

Ugh...need to choreograph a dance. Havent even compile the song yet. Shall do it...err...soon.

Anyways, school was...crazy?

Loves it.







Juz got back.
Super tired. Super stressed.
I dont even have free time.

So we (my dad, my mum and me) went to meet up the ERA agent.

My dad got first, followed by me. and i was seriously surprised when i saw the agent. This is because 1) i thought it would be a woman and 2) even if it was a man, it would be some middle age man or something.
tts mean...i am implyin that the agent is super young. and i asked him how old he is and he said he is 27. He looked 18. Seriously.

SO talk and talk and talk and i was thinking....oh no. I dun think there will be a profit and then my dad will still be in the running. ugh.

STRESSED.
ABT EVERYTHING.

YESTERDAY was super cool.
Well...jawei, sarah and i met up at sarah's apartment to watch citizen kane and do our project. STRESS.
Anyways, watchin Citizen Kane left a better experience than the previous time. And both Jawei and I agreed that the guy was actually quite cute.

Hahaz. And then, we spent hours thinking and citing examples for our "seminar". Goodness.

And then, i broke Sarah's box file. SOrry Sarah. And so-called broke Jawei's pink hairband. But eh...not really my fault. Cuz it was the pillow who "last touch" her hairband.

And then we sat on top of jawei. wooOOooo. Like cushion seh. I shall sit on Jawei everyday. wuahuahuaha.

So after Jawei left Sarah's hse to see Chris, Sarah and i hung out a while and we watch Time To Kill. WooOOoo...both of us love Sandra Bullock.

And we learnt there is such thing as KKK. The committee tt doesnt know how to spell. Shall leave it at that.

Mrs Tan bought for dinner. She was super nice. And i was like quite shy cuz it is not like everyday u ate dinner with another family and Sarah didnt believe i was shy! wuahuahuaha.

So THANKS MRS TAN FOR DINNER AND THE RIDE HOME.

And wanna thank Sarah as well for being a good host again cuz i almost ate everything in her house.

And Sarah was saying how the salad dressing was super nice and Jawei agreed. And so, i tried dipping the salad in many times but i juz cant seem to like. i find it...juz ok. Well, at least i tried. hahahah.

From chocolates, chips, lasagne, strawberries (Sarah made me like strawberries. Thanks Sarah.), salad, two bowls of ice cream, prata and mutton. FAT.