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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 9:45 PM
Caught Up in Their Own World


Time to blog. Been wanting to blog but my computer is a stupid shithead.

Anyways.

This semestral exams...i've been surprising calm...and as usual, last minute. But this is like the worse case scenario. For every paper, i will have to complete studyin the last few chapters on the morning itself.

And no wonder i did so bad for Om.

And i know that the same thing will happen on Friday morning. Thank goodness our exams are in the afternoon.

And life sucks.

At this moment.

At this point of time.

I'll try to be strong.

SOmetimes, i feel like everyone is so caught up in their own world that they never notice their surroundings. Only if people pay more attention. The world will be a better place.

I shall call Taufiq.

He's the one i can count on at a time like this.

Ugh. Gotta be kidding.




Wednesday, September 21, 2005 1:43 AM
Black Eyed Peas


Black Eyed Peas Concert

So....everything went ok. Black Eyed Peas ROCK!!!!

so let's start from the beginning:

Sonia and I were rather early and we were quite/very amused that there is no moshpit and there were all seats over the so-called mosh pit area. HOW COULD THEY NOT HAVE MOSHPIT FOR BEP!!! Crazyyyy.

So we sat at our seats.

To find out (when the beat-boxing competition starts) that we sat at the wrong seat. WTH la. But it's all good...

Cuz we got to see (as Sonia put it) Hat-Girl.

Hmmm...another version of Azny.

and when the lights went out and the beat-box competition was over...she was like "Tabooooooo" Damn funny lar. And she did not do it once! Cracked us up.

And then she began dancing. LMAO. In malay terms...SS - Shiok Sendiri. wuhauhauuahua.

And then 2 of her guy friends joined her and another malay girl as well. ANd Sonia was like saying if Hat-Girl is a guy (which she can pull off with the hat), there will be another Black Eyed Peas.

LMAO.

Oh and yes. Beat boxing competition was awesome. Ryan Chan vs Bryant Koh.

And there we were laughin and thinking tt Ryan is our Ryan and Bryant is tt Bryant with a B and a T. Cuz it is like the way he dresses and stands and the shape of his face is like our Ryan and tt Bryant guy was like wearing a TrenchCoat and his hair was like SB Bryant!

It is so amazing...the beatboxing i mean....Ryan is more mainstream. And Bryant is just unique. And Ryan won. hahahahah. But i like Ryan. Ryan Chan.

And Black Eyed Peassssssss.

Give me some peas ya'all.

Loves it.

Fergie. Hot.

And Taboo is just soo wrong that it makes him so cute....and Will.I.Am ....he is so bloody flexible seh - shaking his body like he is having spasm attacks.

So halfway thru the show...Sonia and I left our seats and stood at the balcony railing where other mad ppl are dancing to themselves to the beat of BEP. ANd then the stupid security guards came and chased us off to our seats. Just when it was of a better sight. and it happened twice. WTH la. Sistic sucks.

So...we went down to the balcony railing again for the 3rd time and we were looking down and boom! We saw two girls walked down the stairs and we were like "Wanna go down??"

So we sneaked down (thank goodness the security left their position) and wheeee. We got to the 3rd highest price sector when we bought the $41 tickets!

MADNESS.

And i thought we were gonna get caught when tt lady security stared at us. Scary seh.

and we walked and walked till we were QUITE close...MY GOODNESS. happy!

And when they sang "Dont Phunk With My Heart", we laughed at the thought of Andrew singing it. Damn cute la Andrew.

But it sounded dubbed. To me tt is.

And they so did not sing My HUmps. Hmmmph. How could they NOT! It is the only song where Fergie does most of the singing!!! aaaaaarrrggghh. and it is their new single!

And so...finish.

And surprisingly, we managed to find our way to the MRT station all by ourselves. I am so proud of Shania.

Oh. Sonia forgot to quote Daniel Ong - who hosted the Beat Boxing Championship.

This is wad he said:

"All the people who are crazy scream!"

*screams*

"All the people who are crazy say woooooo!!" (or something like tt)

*woooooo*

"Wow. There are many crazy people out here."

Yes. Lmao.

1.43. shall slp. I hate law.







Tuesday, September 20, 2005 4:00 PM
Reply to Tags


So...since i am a neat person (wuhauauhuhaua) i shall reply my tags here: =)

To Ms Kwa: Yesssss Ms Kwa!! Can u believe it!!! UTT is so hot.

(and Sonia...he likes me more OK. Period. :P )

To Jeshulyn: Oh yes...sexual energy for the one and only beloved Utt.

(and Sonia....I know Utt likes u...but he likes me more OK? wuahuauhau. )

To May: Heyyyy Yoyo-der! wassssssssssssssssuppppppppppppp

To Flo: Ah. Smitten yes. oOOoooOOoooOo.

(Personal Message to Flo: Eh! Why u nv go for BEP!! What seh!!! Boooooo. I shall change ur name on my blog to Flo jie jie ok? Ke yi!! )

And why am i typing it here.

Shall get ready for BEP concert.

OM freakingly sucks.

Oh and before i go...i am FORCED to do this.... (even the word" FORCED" was forced....ok...lame. if u didnt get it, it's in italic...so it is like forced to be slanted. oh whatever. shall quit tryin')

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI ROHAYAH.

MAY SH**N BE WITH YOU.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH U.

ROCK ON. U are 17! So happy muggin on your birthday. wuhauhuhaaua. "P

(i mean i create the words and all but i was asked to dedicate something openly on my blog. I am not tt bimbo lar....so there. =) )




Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:27 PM
MTV Studio Tour


MTV Studio Tour

UTT. UTT. UTT. All i can think abt is UTT. And all i can think abt is how he looked at me when we were leaving the recording studio! And how he pressed me and sonia against his body.

Ok tt sounds sexual. Shall stop before all the minds run wild.

So Sonia won this MTV Studio Tour and wheeeee....there we were on Wednesday all psyched up.

And so ..they brought us around the Mtv office and stuff. And the "tour guide" who brought us around is so similar to....LU SIA!!!

I mean like Totally. From the way she talks, their actions, their hair and their height...it's like they are separated at birth.

And there we were telling her how she looks like our Econs teacher and she was like *denial. wuahuahau.

*fast forward*

So boom! we were at the MTV Studio.

And all of a sudden....

Utt appeared from nowhere and Sonia practically gasped, "OMG. Utt!"

Wuhauhauha. ANd yeah...bet Utt heard tt.

And then Utt approached all the "tourists" - which include us and he shook our hands one by one.

So I saw Utt's puppy eyes when he shook Sonia's hand....maybe he likes Sonia. wuahuauhauhua.

And when it came to me, i looked down. oOoooOo...shy!

and then Denise came..pretty pretty. I think she looks so much better in person.

yepp.

And then...Sonia and I were the first two to "record" and vj together with Utt and Denise.

ANd we were so stoned and couldnt think and so we just dedicated the video "My Happy Ending" by Avril to the class. wuhauhuahuha.

Oh! And Utt asked me if i wanna sit on his lap. OHMYGOODNESS right!! wuhauhauha. i almost did. wish i had! but he could just be teasing. hahahahaha.

And there were like so so so cool. And so so so hot. And so so so...erm...quite friendly.

Nerve-wrecking i must say!

But it wasnt as bad. Good thing we have Media background. hehe.

So there we were after all the shooting..we tried to squeeze in for some extra photos....

so...sonia and i had two photos with both utt and denise...

and then another photo with denise only...

and then another photo with utt only...

taking the photo with utt only was the best thing ever....

There he was calling us "two pretty girls" (hehe) and then he put his arms around us...

and i felt that hot hot hot body of his...

it's like 3/4 hard and 1/4 soft...just the right combination....oooOOOooo...so huggable seh!!!

And then he squeezed us....i bet sonia must be screaming inside. wuhauuahuhauauh.

ANd those eyes....ahhhh..i am fallin in love with him!!

So...ahhhhh....i cant stop swooning over him.

UTT UTT UTT UTT UTT UTT

tt's all i can think abt.

plsssss......let me start on my OM tml!!!




Wednesday, September 14, 2005 1:56 AM
Update!


Update Update!

Finally I have the time to blog. It has been so long since i came on.

hmmm...i shall start with wad is fresh on my mind and then move backwards:

Tuesday.

Handed in the 2 reports. Being the crazy people we are, the whole class, i repeat, the whole class porn ConB...i beg your pardon....pon ConB...hahaha. OK, tt's lame.

So half of the class went to Cineleisure to watch tt Eric Khoo's film Be With Me.

Not too bad actually. But just ok laaaa. Some funny parts. Sonia just cant stop laughin. LMAO.

Then. Dinner. Then. I got my boots. wheeeee.

And then we went home.

Called Aaron. Called Bryan. Called Taufiq. Stop talkin on the phone when my mum asked me to get off the phone. It felt so secondary school...like those secondary 1 and 2 days where i will talk on the phone for hours...

Something weird kinda happened. I was talkin to Taufiq and i was saying how my eye is itchy and i said i wanna scratch it. And then he asked, "issit your right eye?"

And i was like "yaaa"...and he said, "dammit la. Mine is starting to itch." and he rubbed his right eye. After a while, he said "ugggh. my left eye itchy."

And i felt my left eye itched.

That is like scary but maybe ..there was something. Uh...whatever. shouldnt think too much.

And here i am.

*rewinds*

Monday

Met Sonia for FW. And then met Timo for DMA. And then met Bryan for dinner. Ahhhhhh. the last time i saw him...he was...erm...but now he's not tt bad looking. Good for him. haha. and he just cracks me up. Super funny.

And he called me up that very night to ask me whether i am free on sat. *blush* wuhauhuahuhaua. wheeeee

*rewinds*

Sunday

i really cannot remember...

*rewinds*

Saturday

Wanna thank Vik for everything...it's been great.

*rewinds*

Friday

Submission of MMR + ConB reports. *phew* Great job done team mates - Sabby, Jiahui, Aizat, Sarah, Sonia and me.

*rewinds*

Thursday

The 6 members of the MMR grp stayed over Jiahui's place to finish up on the report which we didnt expect it to have so many holes to fill it up. Sarah and Sabby didnt sleep the whole night. Kudos to them. Amazing man!

I better stop thanking people. It seems like I am giving a speech from my winning of some Emmy award or something....as SOnia said, I am an actress. (she said it by mistake though. wuhauahaha)

Oh no...my jokes are getting cornier. cant blame me. it's like 2. I shall sleep.

Gonna see the MTV studio tml. Coolnesssss. Super excited. Wheeeeee




Wednesday, September 07, 2005 11:31 PM
rush rush rush


so everything is rather hectic.

tt's what it seems like.

But being the unlike me...i feel rather calm.

I have not much worries abt Mmr/ConB and i have not much worries with DMA as well.

Weird it is.

Maybe tt's wad happens when u have faith. I guess.

So i suppose and i hope and i pray tt everything will go well.

Some force (i dont know wad) told me to go to the BEP concert.

Follow my heart I shall.




Bloopers


Bloopers

Before i start blogging, i shall say a big thank you to Ryan who practically save a quarter of my life. He's practically not reading this but heyyy sincerity!

So...he chased away my computer blues!!

Anyways...bloopers: (the super-late update. 4 days late to be exact. gee)

Sarah's Bloopers:

So Sarah was trying to transfer some codec thing from her computer to Timo's portable hard drive.

and when transfered, Timo opened up the file from his laptop and there was some porn icon thing on the program set up thingy.
wuahuauauha.
Now we know wad sarah watches at home...

The only thing is...she doesnt watch them...

As quoted from Sarah (it goes somethin like this) "Eh. Who say i watch? i make lor"

wuhauauauhahua. Trust Sarah to say that.

Oh and Sarah: You have the potential. wuhauhauhauhua. :P kidding yes.

Andrew's Bloopers:

A wasp landed on his shoulder and guessed what Andrew did?

His eyes grew big. Then he jumped up from his seat (at the dining table) and ran towards the door...not really run...but more like jumpin-runnin that kinda scurrying.

Damn funny.

And it happened twice!

LMAO.




Sunday, September 04, 2005 12:25 AM
90 Degree


90 DEgree.

My com is a fucking shit head. Sorry for the swearing but really you know!

FUCK la.

What happened was i got furious with my com cuz it restarted 3 times in one hour. So i banged on the keyboard multiple times and the next thing i knew...

EVERYTHING on the screen turned 90 degree.

Like literally.

So now...it's either i have to tilt my head 90degree or the monitor.

I chose the latter.

So now my monitor is tilted at a very weird angle and everythin on the screen is bloody-ly elongated.

Now it will add to my cock-eyed ness. just great.

not only will i cry, i will howl.

frig ass shit.

And worse, Timo said even if i am to reformat my com, the problem wont be resolved cuz it is not an internal thing problem.

Freak. Shit.

Die.

Daddy is gonna scream at me.




Buddies


Buddy Buddies

Remember when we were in primary one and during recess time we were being selected by some primary 5 students and they are to be our "buddies" for the next two weeks or so?

Remember?

I remembered.

While I was looking through my Gems notes...and looking at food notes...i suddenly remembered my buddy. Clearly.

Blog abt it I shall.

So there I was sitting in line and thinking "oh noooo...who is gonna pick me?"

I can still remember....my heart was beating fast...afraid tt noone would want to "buddy" up with me.

But heyyy..i was the first few to run off for recess.

There was this malay girl who was talking to her friend saying "hmmm...mana satu eh?" which means which one huh.

so there i was looking down....i dont even know what i was thinking...

and she took one step to the left and pointed to me and offered me her hand.

There. Easy as that. I got a buddy.

And then I headed towards my mum and she introduced herself.

Pleasant girl she is.

And my mum adores her.

And mummy used to tell me to follow her example when i was in primary school.

Polite. Intelligent. Lady-like. Hardworking.

Those are the characteristics my buddy has.

Oh. How could i forgot to introduce her. Her name's Murni btw.

And it does seem like I do follow in her footsteps.

Maybe it's coincidential but come to think abt it...it may not be coincidential.

We were both from New Town Pri Sch. I transferred from New Town Pri. when she graduated.

So during my secondary school time, i found out that Kak (kak = elder sis) Murni was from New Town Sec and she has graduated by then.

And when i was just abt to graduate from New Town Sec, I found out that she was in Singapore Poly....which I am in now.

Weirdly enough. I see a chain there.

So...i text-ed her just now and heyyyy she still remembers me!

But...her communication style...is so different.

She spelled school as skol, said what's up instead of how are you.

But at least...she asked how my mum is. Which is pretty erm....i dunno a word to describe it...nice? considerate? thoughtful?

oh well. after all, my mum was always super nice to her.

anyways, she sound ...different. and i dont like it that she sounded different. i know u cant tell much from a message but i have instincts. haha.

seriously. oh whatever.




Thursday, September 01, 2005 10:56 PM
George Clooney


George Clooney

Today was......

Hmm...MMR was ....pizza time! chomp chomp chomp. Thanks Ms Kwa for the treat!

And DMA was....funnyyyy.

I still cant believe i lose out to JY for the cushion seat. *shit*

Haha..i think...i think i punched JY's stomach. I apologised for tt. wuhauauhuaha.

Aiya...at least JY still won. Stronger seh. (than yesterday *sings to Britney's Stronger*)

Ok lame.

Sooooo..took a bus home.

Didnt know the 5 min journey could be rather exciting.

ahhhhh....HOT.

So took 105 from the SB bus stop. The next bus stop...two angmohs boarded the bus.

So i was standin at the open space where there are like no chairs (i am still in the bus).

And the two angmohs walked past me.

EXCEPT

the first guy locked eyes with me...and he gave a slight smile!

ahhhhh HOT HOT HOT.

So...since i was feelin...erm....feeling like u know the proverbs "it takes two to clap"? so i "finish of half the clap"...which means i smiled back...wuhauhauhauha. i am talking round the bush...

wheeee.

and he looks like George Clooney. With the height. The body. The hair. The slight tan.

His friend is cuter..and younger..but no complains. He is just as hot. My type. Totally.

So..i turned towards his direction (they were standin at the exit door) and ahhhhh he was looking at me! And he smiled. Again. So i smiled. Again.

hahahaha. how cute. it's like love at first sight! *i wish*

so then...wantin to look at him again..i turned around again...and he smiled. so i gave like a huge smile and then i turned away. too shy. wuahuahuahua.

And he alighted a stop before me!! aaahhhhh.

wasted.

Hot. I can still remember his face....

I shall watch OC.