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Taurus - 25th May 2006

Life is a fluid experience, now so more than ever. Things keep changing, and usually you're ready to roll with the punches. It's part of what keeps things exciting. Right now, these changes may require some painful (or at least slightly uncomfortable) adjustments on your part. You might even have to postpone some big travel plans, but this adjustment doesn't have to be permanent, so let go of that concern for now. It's not like you're failing, you're just putting off the inevitable


how true can that get. 3 people walked out on me. and my aunt sorta gave me a tick off in the morning. like when the clock struck 12 midnight yesterday, gosh it was so horrible. like everythin was perfectly fine till 3am and all the way till this morning. geez.


and check this one out:


Taurus - 26th May 2006

(daily overview)
Why not spend some time with old friends and family? At the least, you'll reconnect with some loved ones you haven't seen in far too long. At most, you'll rejuvenate your soul and refresh your sense of purpose.

like hell yea. meetin debbie deb deb tmr. gosh.


Searching for perfection? You will get tantalizingly close -- your plans will fall together perfectly and you will win some admirers along the way. This home run should keep your competitive streak satisfied for a while, so try to be content with what you've accomplished. Your drive is admirable, but if you focus too much on what could be better, you will miss out on all the things are that working so well. Things aren't ever going to be perfect -- and no one expects them to be.

talking about cibm and icm? lol. geez. i am sleepy. i cant go on sleepin at 6am anymore. aaaargh.






Taurus - 25th May 2006

Life is a fluid experience, now so more than ever. Things keep changing, and usually you're ready to roll with the punches. It's part of what keeps things exciting. Right now, these changes may require some painful (or at least slightly uncomfortable) adjustments on your part. You might even have to postpone some big travel plans, but this adjustment doesn't have to be permanent, so let go of that concern for now. It's not like you're failing, you're just putting off the inevitable


how true can that get. 3 people walked out on me. and my aunt sorta gave me a tick off in the morning. like when the clock struck 12 midnight yesterday, gosh it was so horrible. like everythin was perfectly fine till 3am and all the way till this morning. geez.


and check this one out:


Taurus - 26th May 2006

(daily overview)
Why not spend some time with old friends and family? At the least, you'll reconnect with some loved ones you haven't seen in far too long. At most, you'll rejuvenate your soul and refresh your sense of purpose.

like hell yea. meetin debbie deb deb tmr. gosh.


Searching for perfection? You will get tantalizingly close -- your plans will fall together perfectly and you will win some admirers along the way. This home run should keep your competitive streak satisfied for a while, so try to be content with what you've accomplished. Your drive is admirable, but if you focus too much on what could be better, you will miss out on all the things are that working so well. Things aren't ever going to be perfect -- and no one expects them to be.

talking about cibm and icm? lol. geez. i am sleepy. i cant go on sleepin at 6am anymore. aaaargh.






okayyy...from soniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa's.

names i go by:
shar
sharky shar shar
sharin
sharina

parts of the heritage:
chinese + javanese ++

things that scare me most:
ghosts.
bugs.
myself.

everyday essentials:
food food and more food.
laughter.
daily computer dosage (msn+ragen+reyna+panda+RC+robyn+tabby+++)

things that you're wearing:
tee and minis!

fave bands/singers:
too many!
BritneyBritney!
Avril!
Sugarcult!
The Veronicas!

things i want in a relationship:
all the moral things.
kisshesandhugsandkisshesandhugs.

2 truths and 1 lie:
'll die without m&ms.
i aint straight.
i watch tv everday.

physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to me:
teeth.
mouth.
smell...
oh wait...physical...hmm...hair!

favourite hobbies:
hobbies? so secondary school seh. haha. ::
tv!
be on the com 24/7.
music!

things i want badly now:
normal-ity.
peace.
you.

places i wanna go for vacation:
Rome
London
back to Texas. oh and pit stop - Nevada + Cali.

3 things i wanna try doing:
swim.
eat Mc everyday. lol.
not to on the com for at least 2 days.
yeah right. for all.

3 people i wanna see doing this:
Flora
Sabby
Sonia (but she already did. ha. :) )






it's peculiar that mexico can lose to angola.

it's even peculiar that italy could lose to US.

and say goodbye to my money.

sigh.

but however bad it was, i was kinda proud of the mexico vs angola match. i mean..dude! there's the singapore referee! and he's the main referee! boy, was i so proud.

see? i am patriotic after all.

so Friday class outing was fun after all.

wanna thank Ms Helen Ng for the apple crumble and mango crumble (if that's what u call it). it was YUM YUM. though i am not a fan of mango though. haha.

and pillow/cushion fight with sonia.

I LOVE PILLOW FIGHTS. wahaha.

and gosh the incident.
as in Ryan's incident.

like how selenge can he get?

so what happened was that Ryan wanted to walk over to the other side or somethin and then PLONK.

the whole of this right leg was submerged in soil. like the ground swallowed him or somethin.
gosh it was hilarious. and when he pulled out his leg he was like eeeee. and that sounds funny too. wahaha.
and his slipper was lost in amidst the mud in the ground and he had to find it using this long stick. lmao la.

watched the whole 3 matches at East Coast. woohoo. all 9 of us. pretty much. except for the weak ones. wahaha. ryan and james. tsk tsk.

Argentina vs Serb&Montenegro.
Holland vs Ivory Coast
Mexico vs Angola.

exciting-ness.

and well yea, it was the start of my losing streak.

sigh.






so i sat down.

like on the floor.

and then Hafiz came along and said "eh why you look so emo."

and i was like "huh?"

and then i was like yayy i'm emo.

so bottomline is....what i'm tryin to say....yay to emo-ness. (=






i am still so mad.

mad at MIA.

mad at myself.

and cuz of that, i am mad at everyone.

AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

like i've been staring at the computer screen for 4 hours?? since 2pm. and that's only today. what abt the time spent on saturday and friday night?

grr.

anyways.

weird things been happening.

well, maybe they're just coincidences.

Like yesterday...Peining's boyfriend out of the blue texted me asking me where she is.

and i was like HUH. first of all, it's been months since i talk/see her. and second of all, why did he text me of all people?? and how in the world did he get my number?

so on the way home...guessed who i bummed into?

Peining herself. She was shouting my name...me deaf being deaf. lol.

Like...whoaa....way too much to be a coincidence.

Got home at 8 and fell alseep. Woke up at 12am. went online. Slept at 7am. Woke up at 130pm.

My body clock is definitely screwed.

And guess who i dreamed of?

beth. (not sarah's beth...lol)

which makes it all even weirder cuz 1) i have dreamless nights and 2) even if i DO dream, i cant remember any of my dreams. and last of all....beth?!? so weird.

and it almost felt real. like wayy too real. like i was holding a real conversation with her.

blame it on my body i say.

omG love Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most.

The last line of the chorus is just so sad:

And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do

i shall continue bein' angry.







Today was pretty much okay. The Media In Asia report is really bringing me down. i just want to get it over and done with.

i should finish it on sunday. i should finish it on sunday. i should finish it on sunday.

wait..i should start and finish it on sunday. i should start and finish it on sunday. i should start and finish it on sunday.

then i'll be free and then i wont be so hard on myself. but how do i even start if i dont even know wtf is goin on??

sigh.

so work was fine. better than expected?

at least my aunt wasnt reprimanding me or anything.

since i was bored, i made my usual trips to the bathroom to...look at the mirror. why, yes. lol.

the bathroom at Mount Faber is like this open concept where there is a separate section for males and females and with like shared washing basins. very nature-like, with all the trees and wooden floors and stuff. so i was brushing my hair and this kinda old but fit angmoh (think George Clooney) was on his way to the bathroom and he said "beautiful beautiful." and he smiled. so nice la. what a teaser. lol. i was like so embarrassed la.

and then there's this cute cute cute waiter....aaaaaaaaargh. OMG he is so cute with his semi-emo hair. and he smiled at me. like 3 times. *gasp*

he looks too cute when he smiles! like nerd + emo. i like. lol.

and then there's this group of Istanbul men. really nice people i must say. dashingly handsome even though they're like...well, have white hair growing out. lol.

and i finally bought a new watch. wheeeee.

i hate MIA FFS.

Let's see how the summer hols go. (=







So I ate one whole of a pizza today...everything, all by myself.

Not only that, plus two chicken wings, garlic bread and a set of wedges.

Like throughout the whole day.

glutton glutton glutton.

so i called up the pizza place thingy and waited for the pizza boy...hoping that it was the same pizza boy that sent the pizza combo meal previously.

cuz if it is, then maybe i may invite him in for a while or somethin. *wink wink*

lmao.

but nahh jo wil kill me.

these few days have been nothing but hell i guess. i am being reminded me of the MIA-rushing-for-report days.
and it's bad. really bad. and i'm living the nightmare all over again.

and Singapore Idol is so God damn bad. omG. it totally pisses me off. like wtf are they airing man!

watched She's The Man with Debbie Deb Deb on Monday. OMG. it's totally hilarious. and the movie-goers...the crowd was just great even though the whole theatre was like fully booked. it was so friggin hilariously funny and i couldnt stop laughing la.

then shop shop shop. and i bought my third belt in a month. like my first Quiksilver belt can? lol. i am so not gonna tell my mum; she'll just wrap all the belts around my neck or somethin.
lazy to type further.

-out-