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So I went for my interview with BHI yesterday.

I reached Taka at 1 exactly and then my phone rang and it was Karen..my interviewer asking me whether I had forgotten abt my appointment.

And so I told them I am finding my way. After giving me the right directions, I reached the so-called interview room and once I stepped thru the door, there was a welcoming ding-dong sound. Of course, it wasnt as welcoming for me cuz I was like 8 min late.

So there was this lady who asked me to wait for a moment and there I was sitting and looking around, noticing how different the office is from last year. Well..this is my second interview only that they did not know.

Anyways, this Claudia person greeted me and said that she wud be interviewing me. Tall, slim and pretty pretty. And her colleagues looked alike like her. Either that, or she looked alike like her colleagues.

So she invited me in her office and once I sat down and she sat down opp me:

Claudia: Whats your name again?

Me: Sharina *and I was thinking What the hell…she forgot my name when I juz told her at the door*

Claudia: Oh. You looked Eurasian.

Me: Oh. I am mixed.

Clau: Ah….ic. What mix?

Me: Chinese and Javanese.

Clau: *clatters abt what BHI does*

Clau: *clatters summore and showed me the portfolio of what they do*

And this point I think I may seem rude whatever cuz I wasnt really interested in this line anymore and so I juz cut her.

Me: Ok..so what is the catch? *does a little of hand action*

Clau: Umm. Wait, lemme finish. *clatters summore*

So the catch was to attend this sort of modeling lessons which they are going to sponsor me which is worth $2000. It is like every Sunday and it is on going for six weeks and I have to attend them religiously. Otherwise I am to pay $2000 if I am to skip a few lessons. Sounds strict huh?

Another thing was..here is the big catch: I have to buy this make-up set which costs $550. Cuz they will be teaching us how to put on professional make up on lesson 4.

And hah! They used the same trick!! Again. So there I was acting dumb and juz nodding my head. Wuahuahuaha.

Oh and I need a pair of 3 inch heels. That is no problem for me though.

Claudia: You are not a heels person are you?

Me: Oh no no…I do wear heels.

Claudia: Ok…I think u are really suitable for roadshows and exhibitions. You have this loud and outgoing personality.

And I was like…how in the world does she know? Magic seh. Wuahuahuah.

So she gave me her handphone no. and I was keying in her no. when my phone automatically switched off. And I was oh crap. Grrr. So…what is your no. again?

Yeah. Rude. On purpose.

Claudia: What is your name again?

Me: *I almost rolled my eyes* Sharina. Issit like so hard to remember?

Claudia: *I think she was like taken aback or something and if I could read minds it would be saying something like Man…this girl has guts. WTF* Oh no…juz tt I have seen hundreds of girls today so…

And it ended. I couldnt remember whether I even said thank you. I hoped I did. I was not really rude la but I was like showing attitude – on purpose - and I sort of feel bad.

Sorry Claudia.

Anyways, watched The Interpreter after that and Nicole Kidman is gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous. I never thought she was but she is.

And I juz got home after grocery shopping. Using my own money.

And I juz realized that I bought snacks. Dieeeeeeeeeee. What am I to eat??? Here is a list of my shopping basket:

Canned Tuna
Milk
Vitagen
Bread
Caixin
Cereal
Eggs
2 cans of Potato Chips
Kinder Bueno
4 cups of Pudding
Butter

And I am working tml. Finally. After 6 days of not working.








So my dad juz sent me a text message and he said

Be a good girl. Love you.

And once i read that, i totally melted...i mean, coming from my dad. And u know Asian families...we dont really say tt pretty often yeah?

So all the anger seeped away. And i have no complaints.

At the moment.






The most ridiculous thing happened yesterday. Something that I thought would nv happen to me.

So there I was across the street and I saw bus no.100 and so I ran across the road, run summore, run and run and I got in front of the bus juz in time as the bus driver closed the door.

So I boarded the bus and stood at the open space since all the seats were taken and I was like the only one standing. After a few stops, I saw an empty seat and walked all the way front and sat at the seat right behind the bus driver.

And I was feeling really nausea thanks to my MP3 which decided to turn against me and disallowed me to even turn on the player. Since I am like carsick as far as I can remember, I sat silently and looked out the window in hopes that the power of sight is stronger than the power of….err…the power of listening. Yes…that shud be right.

Still my head spun like hell. And I noticed…oh, nice trees. And then I realized it didnt pass SAJC, which it shud haf by the time. So I looked around, trying to see if I can see any signs and there was one that said Normanton Park.

And I was like, where the hell is Normanton Park? Does it even exist?

Amazingly, I wasnt really panicking and I maintained my composure. Holy crap…this sounds like I am writing a composition or something. Anyways, I wanted to ask the bus driver, since he is only in front of me, what bus no. he is driving but I knew I would feel stupid.
So I looked around and then there I saw it! The bus pamphlet on my left which says I am bus 166.

166. 100. quite close. Erase the top tail of the no. 6 and u will get 0.

I was figuring out whether the bus will actually end at Clementi Interchange or the other side of the planet which I dunno where. And then I started panicking.

So I got up and asked the uncle where the bus would end.

Clementi.

Phew.

I stopped at Dover Road, which reminded me of SP, right opposite Fairfield. And juz as I alighted the bus, the buses that will take me home juz left the busstop across the road.

Could my luck get any worse?

Yes. I waited and waited for 196 or 74 to come. And they did. 20min later. So meanwhile I was like stranded at the last place I wanna be.

Got home 40min later than usual. +?>*&&^%$#@~!

Anyways, earlier in the day, business wasnt tt good and there lots and lots of Koreans. Some nice. Some very very troublesome.

My aunt was on leave so I partnered my godsis in mending the shop.

And not working with my aunt…it was juz seating arnd and laughing and joking around and poking each others stomachs.







Damn bloody tired. Maybe it is because I stopped working for like 5 days and when I start working again, I feel I cant stand the long hours.

Logical thinking I muz say. Tt is me…the logically explained person. Ok enough.

So I snapped at a few customers today. And my aunt told me good naturedly not to be rude to customers or the company will receive complaint letters.

Well…not my fault. It all started with…oh, shall not dwell on it. Will only make me angrier.

Business is good and my aunt is gonna franchised at a new shop in Arab Street. Boohoohoo. I wanna work with my aunt. She gives me free stuff and she is super duper nice. Wuahuahuha.

So I got 2 sets of fragrant candles – ooOoo…I juz love scented candles. It is so so so relaxing. - a candles holder and a mug. Wheeee…and my aunt said she will pay for me. How nice right?

And for today…I have stopped receiving prank calls. Finally. It is so bloody irritating to find tt u dun want to talk to whoever it is on the other line.

And Smallville is awesome. And so was my BBQ chicken rice. Yum. I wish I had bought another extra packet. LMAo.

Man…my entries are getting boringER and boringEr….i wonder when it will actually reach the boringEST.

Anyways…I was doing this Tickle Test Which Desperate Housewives are You?

And the answer…

*hint hint*
I really thought I am Bree….

I REALLY thought I am Bree…

But turns out tt I am Lynette! Jiaying!! I am YOU. I am ur character! Wuahuahuhauhaua.

And it also says that if I am a mum…I would be Tess of Freaky Friday. Which reminds me of Chad Michael Murray!! Which reminds me of Baby One More Time!!!
Which reminds me of Britters!!

And then…back to me. Cuz Sharina = Britney Spears.

Ok…I am sprouting nonsense.

But seriosly…I wish.







Oh I juz love Gilmore Girls! Gilmore Girls juz ended. It is a rerun though but I wasnt able to catch like every episode of it when it was shown last year.

So I will try to stay home every weekday from 5 to 6…ugh. Tt is impossible!!!

WATCH IT!

Went to watch Sahara yesterday. It was…ok. A lil slow in the beginning but it was aight. And I juz have to get this off my chest: Penelope Cruz is ugly. Wuahuahuhaua.
And what happened to the handsome Matthew McCougnahey? How in the world do I even spell his last name!!

After which, Sheng and I were contemplating what to do…and so we went to play pool. Yuck. IsuckIsuckIsuckIsuck. Dont ever ask me to play pool!!! :P

I got spotted on the street again yesterday. So I will be like going for an interview with BHI on Tuesday. I bet I will turn them down again.

oh...while going towards home yesterday...i saw this black Volcom shirt with the word Volcom in red. I am so so gonna get them. It is ...err...tts hot. And tt paperboy cap!!!tts hot too. Lolz! Yeah!

And then dinner and home. And watched American Idol. And Eye For A Guy 2. And Amazing Race.

Oh…and I no longer think Shan Wee is hot. Howard is soooo cute!! Yes!!!

And the AMI result show today…my hair were all standing when Seacrest revealed Anwar has been voted off. Boohoohoo.

Goodness. This is a very boring entry.

TV Night tonight. Wheee.







Holy crap. Holy crap. Holy crap. This can go on and on but something frightening really happened.

I was on my way to my grannys so I had to transfer to a bus from the Jurong East Bus Interchange and I boarded this bus.

And besides me, there was this Chinese man and two Black guys in the bus. Yes. Read tt. I have seen them a couple of time before but I couldnt really care less.

So there I was in the bus listenin to Justin Timberlake when I heard someone saying Hello. And then another hello. Out of the corner of my eye, I could actually see one of the Black guys (the one without dreadlocks) looking at me and I was pretty much positive that he was calling out to me.

And so…there I was pretending not to hear and pretending to adjust my earphones to make the point that I was listenin to music and I cant hear them.

Then my phone had to ring and I picked up the call. Once I ended the call, one of the Black guy actually said Excuse me. And this time round, I know I can pretend no more.

So he was talking and I was saying my Say What cuz I really dun catch their accent. I thought they were Jamaican or something.

And then he moved to the sit behind me and started talking and I juz listened and said I am good when he said How are you and shit stuff.

And then he shifted again and sit beside me!! OMG. Seriously, I was so shocked that I dunno how to react.

And he told me how he had noticed me from JE Mrt station and the first thing I could think of was is he like wad…stalking me? Shit man.
He was saying shit like how I look sweet or something (I really wasnt listening) and it is weird cuz I was wearin juz t-shirt and jeans and slippers with no makeup and with my hair up in a bun. And he was saying how it was a pleasure to meet me and introduced himself as Hobby. And I was like Hobby? What kinda name is that? But being the Polite me..i juz said cool…ic as if the next normal thing like Viva the panty.

But thank goodness, my phone rang again and I actually dun have to talk to him.

A lil note I muz say. Not that I am racist or anything cuz I am not. It is juz sooooo bloody and I mean really, intimidating. And he is this big guy with muscles and ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. And I was so so afraid that he would put his arms around me or anything.

But it was alright. He didnt touch me or anything. Not even a handshake! Phew! But he seems nice but hey! Usually when I meet new people, I will get good vibes but somehow I sense that something is juz not right. So I am sure to be wary of tt.

I have a Black friend but he is not even pure black. So I have no reasons to judge?

And Hobby said he was from Canada and ting! I thought of Avril. Wuahuaha. Anyways, whenever I replied his questions he frequently used the word le le (pronounced as leh leh) and aye.

And I was thinking, that isnt Canadian. That is more of Scottish. Or Jamaican?

And I had slight trouble understandin the way he talked.

Traumatizing I muz say.

But on the good note, I cut my hair juz now and I quite like how it turned out. Not bad. Maybe the best haircut I had…not say the best lahz…but it feels good. So ya.

My friend juz called me and asked me to buy this month Seventeen issue. Saying he is featured inside. :

HELP!








Holy crap. Holy crap. Holy crap. This can go on and on but something frightening really happened.

I was on my way to my grannys so I had to transfer to a bus from the Jurong East Bus Interchange and I boarded this bus.

And besides me, there was this Chinese man and two Black guys in the bus. Yes. Read tt. I have seen them a couple of time before but I couldnt really care less.

So there I was in the bus listenin to Justin Timberlake when I heard someone saying Hello. And then another hello. Out of the corner of my eye, I could actually see one of the Black guys (the one without dreadlocks) looking at me and I was pretty much positive that he was calling out to me.

And so…there I was pretending not to hear and pretending to adjust my earphones to make the point that I was listenin to music and I cant hear them.

Then my phone had to ring and I picked up the call. Once I ended the call, one of the Black guy actually said Excuse me. And this time round, I know I can pretend no more.

So he was talking and I was saying my Say What cuz I really dun catch their accent. I thought they were Jamaican or something.

And then he moved to the sit behind me and started talking and I juz listened and said I am good when he said How are you and shit stuff.

And then he shifted again and sit beside me!! OMG. Seriously, I was so shocked that I dunno how to react.

And he told me how he had noticed me from JE Mrt station and the first thing I could think of was is he like wad…stalking me? Shit man.
He was saying shit like how I look sweet or something (I really wasnt listening) and it is weird cuz I was wearin juz t-shirt and jeans and slippers with no makeup and with my hair up in a bun. And he was saying how it was a pleasure to meet me and introduced himself as Hobby. And I was like Hobby? What kinda name is that? But being the Polite me..i juz said cool…ic as if the next normal thing like Viva the panty.

But thank goodness, my phone rang again and I actually dun have to talk to him.

A lil note I muz say. Not that I am racist or anything cuz I am not. It is juz sooooo bloody and I mean really, intimidating. And he is this big guy with muscles and ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. And I was so so afraid that he would put his arms around me or anything.

But it was alright. He didnt touch me or anything. Not even a handshake! Phew! But he seems nice but hey! Usually when I meet new people, I will get good vibes but somehow I sense that something is juz not right. So I am sure to be wary of tt.

I have a Black friend but he is not even pure black. So I have no reasons to judge?

And Hobby said he was from Canada and ting! I thought of Avril. Wuahuaha. Anyways, whenever I replied his questions he frequently used the word le le (pronounced as leh leh) and aye.

And I was thinking, that isnt Canadian. That is more of Scottish. Or Jamaican?

And I had slight trouble understandin the way he talked.

Traumatizing I muz say.

But on the good note, I cut my hair juz now and I quite like how it turned out. Not bad. Maybe the best haircut I had…not say the best lahz…but it feels good. So ya.

My friend juz called me and asked me to buy this month Seventeen issue. Saying he is featured inside. :

HELP!








Finally I feeeeeeel like blogging. Man I miss this feeling. I think I muz thank Sabarina as she greatly influenced me to start a blog. Thanks Sabby. You’re a doll. Lolz.

So let me do a recap. Been workin the last 4 days. And there are times I feel like treating customers with a smile and times when I feel like slapping them.

There was this one tour guide who wanted to buy cigarettes. So he was pointing out and saying Malboro Menthol. And I was like …errr…and I pointed to this pack of cigarettes that says Malboro something something. And he said No no. And wagged his finger indicating to move down the row or something. And again it was the wrong type. And he said aiyoh and shaking his head. And being the hot-tempered me, I was mumbling to myself How in the world am I to know. I dont bloody smoke you f***ing ass.

When I got to the right Malboro Menthol or something, I slammed it down on the counter and the tour guide stared at me. I thought I was gonna get into trouble or something and I muttered under my breath an uh-oh.

SO he went off. And then he came back and pointed to the receipt which said the cigarettes costs $11. And I was like Ya. Normal price $12.50 and a You Ass (in a low tone). And I gin at him.

Wuahuahua. Man, was I vicious! Whatsoever, in William Hungs words I have no regrets. And no regrets I had. He deserved it.

But there were good times too when people come by the shop and greeted a hello (usually the Caucasians) and that somehow ….i dunno. Lighten up my mood?

And there was this angmoh girl…maybe abt 10 yrs…she approached me and asked Do you have a scanner?

The first thing tt came to my mind was the computer scanner where u scan sheets of paper. And I was thinking what in the world does she need a scanner for?

So being the POlite me, I asked her wad a scanner is. And seriously, I felt really dumb.

But she is adorable and she answered Oh…you know…a scanner is…a scanner is…you know when u dont know the price of an item and u wanna checked it out?

And I was like oh yA! They have tt in America. And so I told her the price for this guinea pig piggy bank. And she was like oh ok. Thank you. Adorableness.

There are many other cute moments. Like kids coming up to me to pay for their ice creams.
And I saw lots of mixed couples and mixed children. Basically kids. Cute little things they are. I wanna have cute little babies too. Ok, out of point. I dun wanna be another Sarah when she blogs. :P Hahaz.

This part of my entry is about The Apprentice. Those who dont watch (and I really think u miss out a lot and I am taking this opportunity to ask u to bloody watch it. It is a must! :P) may not have a single bloody clue what I am talking abt.

So…I LOVE IVANA!!! She is so creative and down to earth. Except for the parts where she tried to bad mouthed people. But that is NOT wrong. Read tt. NOT wrong. As long as it is the truth and u are juz warning people, it is bloody fine.

And Jenn is a bloody f***ing ass bitch with shitty t*ts who got her butt saved everytime she is in the boardroom. Ok…it is getting vulgar here.

And serve Andy right for being dismissed. Though I find him cute…he somewhat resembles JT (my ex) :P . May be it is the hair. But hah! Who asked him not to listen to Ivana? And went ahead to side Jenna aka bitch who doesnt have real blonde hair so u cant even be a bimbo cuz you need beauty and I dont see any bloody beauty inside or out! Hah! There I said it in one breath.

And Sandy didnt even get credits for all the creative lines which she came up with. What in the world! And Andy was siding Jenn saying she came up with the creative themes and shit like tt. Maybe all the guys are infatuated with her. But I cant fathom why!

And the way Sandy defended herself in the boardroom was…was spectacular! No wonder Jenn and Andy looked apprehensive. All the way Sandy! And dont mess with Sandy…she is my second favourite.

IVANA ROCKS!! Long live Asians!!! Wheeee (not being racist or anything.) But there arent many Asians who make good image for example April in the Americas Next Top Model 2. She sucked big time.
And Ivana is bloody creative. And whatever comes out of her mouth makes sense. Unlike some blonde wannabe who juz sits in front of the notebook pretending to contribute creative ideas and the reason she pretends is cuz she doesnt have a bloody creative cell in bloody brains cuz perhaps no brains exists in her huge head which holds onto black roots but blonde hair!







Man...it's been like almost a week since i last blogged. I really really wanna blog but i dun have the mood. Hence, the latest entry which is like 9th of April. Ugh.

Anyways, had to work juz now. Yeah..at Sentosa. And I was paid to do nothing. I mean like literally nothing. My aunt is on leave so my god-sis took over her and we practically slack arnd! no bloody customers! Only earned like abt 400++ . :
And i hafta work again tml! with my aunt. bleahz.

Anyways...i wanna use this space to thank all my taggers. Appreciate it. I didnt know people actually bothered to read ny entries. Hah.

Vikram: No...u are never bothering me. No worries aight!! See u arnd! :)

Sabby: Yes u Red Riding Hood! Now keep quiet or the wolf aka Aizat will find u and eat u up.
And yes! Let's crash the malls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sonia: Yes it is utterly irritating. I muz find a blog-pro to do it for me and I have a name in mind.

"Shoe": OooOooo....i have yet to tell u all abt it man! hahaz. Thanks for readin.

-out-






I remember the time/s (when)…

01. The three of us had barbeques every Sunday when I was three. And I will be by the pool, either by myself or with our neighbours.
02. I vomited in the plane when I was 4.
03. My mum made me rub all my work and re-do everything neatly. And that was in Kindergaten 1 and 2.
04. My parents bought an extra birthday cake for me to celebrate my birthday in class when I was 5. And this snobbish girl said she doesn’t like my cake. F* her.
05.My mum was unhappy with my Kindergarten results cuz I got 7th in class.
06. I performed in this Community Club for some event when I was 6 put up by my Kindergarten teacher. It was a dance no. and my parents attended it.
07. I sat on plasticine cuz I didn’t want any of my cousins to have it. Even though it wasn’t mine. Haha. And it ruined my favourite pants. I was embarrassed and they were all talking Chinese and I was like huh.
08. I was chosen to be the monitress in primary one. And the monitor was some smart-alec called Alan. (my dad’s name! LMAO)
09. All my classmates received storybooks for Children’s Day and I got “Alice in Wonderland.”
10. I was in primary two and was in this story-telling competition. My mum sneaked into the school to silently support me. And I got second, beating the primary 5 students.
11. i had to wait for my parents to pick me up from school and I waited till 6.30pm
12. My mum told me this classmate of mine had a crush on me.
13. This boy I like held my hand in class. And he sat beside me. And I think he was really good-looking. And our teacher teased us. First Love. And his name is Izwan.
14. I got transferred to another school and everyone thinks I am an alien or something.
15. This classmate came up to me and spoke to me in Chinese. She was the first friend I made. Her name is Clare.
16. My Math teacher applauded me when I did the 7 times table. She said, “Good. Very good.”
17. My Maths teacher was impressed I got third in the cohord, beating the smart asses. Even though I was like a new student.
18. I kick this guy’s err…private part. (I really dunno it hurts at tt time). And he punched me. It was primary 5.
19. The badminton outings to school every Saturday with my class mates in primary six.
20. Which leads to my first $80 Carbonex racket.
21. I barfed again in the plane.
22. The first friend I made in secondary school. Her name is Azlindah.
23. The first time my classmate called me up to do chatting. Her name is Stella and she was my second best-friend.
24. My first date. We watched Bring It On. I was 13. His name was Philip Yelzman. And I still have he picture we took together.
25. When I talked on the phone everyday with Stella, talking about MTVs, friends and ….well.
26. My mum kicked me out of the house.
27. My dad recommended me to see a psychiatrist and I burst out in rage and turned the house topsy-turvy.
28. When this guy asked me for my phone no. That was in sec 1. His name is Taufiq. 29. My members go to recess together and all five of us will eat black pepper chicken and laugh at stupid things.
30. I played basketball with my classmate at Pandan Valley. Her name is Debra.
31. Debra and I would go this guy’s hse and pretended our basketball was busted so we had to borrow his. And he’s always topless at home. Wuahuhauha. His name is Richard Milner and he wont be coming back to Singapore.
32. I got sacked from the prefect’s committee.
33. Cleaning and re-arranging the books under Azlindah’s desk cuz it’s too messy.
34. Failing Malay in sec 1 and 2.
35. My A1 grade for Malay’s O’Level first paper.
36. Crying for 4 days cuz I didn’t go to MTVASIA 2002…when Mandy Moore co-hosted it. I didn’t know there were tickets in my mailbox.
37. Getting a free ticket to MTVASIA 2003 at the last min and went for the awards with Peining and Sumei.
38. Sneaking in into MTVASIA 2004 with Azlindah. We are such good actors and cry-ers.
39. The boyfriend I really really like. He’s got a nasal voice and he looks like Ashton Kutcher. And he plays basketball. And he’s 185. His name is Josh Mobley. He lives in Woodlands. He goes to Singapore American School. Shit. I should stop going on and on abt him. But I remember all the late night chats with him, not studying and talking to him. STOP IT.
40. My first kiss in a hallway.
41.The first classmate I talked to during SP orientation. Her name is Jiahui.
42. Sabby did not turn up for the second day orientation and I went up to May and see if wanna partner me in the President’s Challenge thingy.
43. My mum said, “If anything is to happen, I wun give up on you.”
44. I changed the perception of my paternal relatives of me.
45. I come up with all these crazy phrases and one-song-line like “Ooh I try to be normal”, “Help Help The Wall Is Collapsing” and “Madness”.
46. He said he loved me and would marry me and have our own little family. I was so gullible to believe him. His name is Brad Johnson.
47. The friends I made during the Avril Lavigne concert.
48. All the bad memories.
49. All the good memories.
50. How much I wanna share my secrets with someone I can really trust. Other than my 2 other best friends whom are sadly not in the same sch as i am.






Today was rather madness. Right…wad a way to put it. Hahaz.

Met up with Aizat and Sabarina at City Hall for group study or something. And Sabby was wearin this sorta red knitted jacket and carryin her red bag and I juz gave a casual remark sayin that she looked like Red Riding Hood.
And we started to crack up and I pointed out that Aizat should be the wolf and Aizat pointed out that I should be the grandmother. MADNESS.

We had lunch first at BK and all of us had free items complements to our meal. Sabby and I both chose the chicken tenders. And at the table, Aizat was rather mesmerized by the shape of the chicken tenders....and Aizat kept going on and on abt all of us sharing Hersheys Sundae Pie.

Well, we read this brochure that said the Hershey pie contains18g of fats. And according to Aizat’s theory, if the 3 of us were to share the pie, each of us will only consume 6g of fats.

And then Sonia came along and Aizat re-divided the calories. And the price as well.

Did our Econs thing though most of the time I was staring into space…doing everthing except read the Econs book. Thanks to Aizat ah! Who gracefully passed his flu to me. And tt is sort of an assumption. A strong assumption though. Haha. Somehow, I dun even know how the influenza cells got inside my body.

So here I am stuck with a bloody blocked nose, and a heavy head. Feels like a fever is coming and my throat is feeling tight. This is so not the time to be sick. So not. Already eaten like 3 tablets of Panadol when I got home. Guess I’ll swallow another one or so before I sleep. Hopefully, I wun overdose or anything. i have a tendency to eat many many pills at one go.

Anyways, at Suntec BK…I ran into two frens of mine. My schoolmates. There was this guy who said, “Sharina right?” and I was like giving my err…have no name for the look yet (sonia! We better name it!) but it was something like narrowing my eyes and slightly shaking my head…as if I am in an unfamiliar situation. Felt pretty embarrassed cuz I really really couldn’t recall. And I said, “Whoa…u remembered me?” and his reply was like so sweet. He said, “Of course lah. How could I forget u. Ex-schoolmate wad.” Haha. And then of course, i remembered who he was. My sister's ex-boyfriend and the guy who i always suan in school.

After which, I met another fren of mine. And we waved at each other. Surprise Surprise yea? What a small world.

And yes Aizat. I am popular. Wuahuahuhaua.

Watched the season premiere of Smallville. Not bad. Pretty nice. The only disturbing thing is that they air the show at a pretty shitty timeslot. But it was rather convenient today though.

And this is my first entry since I put up a new blogskin. Quite like it…personally. And I did it all by myself. *sniggers* Haha.

Oh…and yesterday, I added this guy on friendster. His name is Mathew Titus. With one T. Sonia are u like laughin oredi? His pictures posted online are like all so weird.

There was one where he supposedly went to the Oscars with Peter Jackson. And there’s another one where he is on the cover of Times Magazine. And another one where he is the lead character in LOTR…replacing Aragon or something. Geeeeeeeeez. LMAO seh

By the way, this para is dedicated to May. She helped me out with the Windows Media Player on my blog. So this is to show my gratitude. Opportunity cost for me? Well, I wasted a few seconds typing this. Hah. :P

Thanks a million.

And people, good luck with Econs.

yours.






I am like so dead. IPRA exam is like on Wednesday and I have only read the1st chapter. The functions of PR. UGH! I cant get anything in my head. Maybe i am having THE AVRIL FEVER. No kidding. I have been like watchin all her videos and her live performances. Oh nooooooooooo. And I have been laughing at last night’s incidents. Ridiculously amazing I muz say.
But I dun want my grades to suffer. I have to pull through this. Everyone too. I wanna take this opportunity to wish all fellow DMC students well in their exams. Pain in the ass. I think this is the time where I say my help phrase? Here I go: HELP HELP! THE WALL IS COLLAPSIN. And it is collapsing on me. &*^%$#@`?/

Here is my expectations and my desires of how my report card should look like and will look like. The ones in brackets are my wish-upon-a-star grades. Whereas the ones after the – is the kinda grade I expect to get.

IPRA – A (A)
Economics – A (A…or dist maybe? FAT HOPE)
Newswriting – C+ (B)
DVPA – B+ (A)
WP – B (A)
Film App – B (B+)
IDEAS – B+ (A….or dist? But after the last presentation, I doubt it)

There it is.

OOoOOOo....i'm talking to my new fren, and Sabby. and we keep laughing! MADNESS!!!






Got back at midnight exactly. Am now eating my pizza as I am typing. So this is what happened last night. (hint: you may want to read the points from the bottom if u are like easily confused)

- Said goodbye to Muhaimin, Farhin and Farhan. And of course Sonia as well. That happened in the mrt.
- Cleaning Sonias wounds and put a plaster on one of her scratches. (i hope she's alright)
- Walking down the boulevard of nowhere. Heading towards Kallang mrt, with the 3 boys leading us
- Said goodbye to Shoe and Yiwen as they said they are goin to Geylang to see pros. LMAO
- Laughed at Sonia again. Looked at some of the pictures taken on Sonias digicam.
- Said OMG OMG OMG. Sonia, are u ok?
- Laughed at Sonia who was standing in the drain.
- Showed the picture of Sonia in the drain to the 3 boys and 2 girls.
- Took a picture of Sonia in the drain. (she is like soooo cute even when shes like IN the drain) MADNESS. Laughed at Sonia!! It was like so funny!
- Sonia fell into the drain. (ouch!)
- Took a picture of Sonia at the boulevard of some flowers.
- Walked along the road to reach our destination. As we were walkin, we were like taking snapshots together. Sweeeeeet
- Got the contacts of my five new friends. Wheeee
- Contemplating with the grp as to whether to jump over the railing to cross the road. (it did not happen. No fun. But it was still fun bickerin with them. hahaz)
- Rushed back to the Indoor Stadium in hopes to buy Avrils merchandise. But it was like all sold out. *%$#?/_+* Was too late! Another %^&*$#@~
- Asked the guys to lead us to the mrt station.
- Asking the girls whether they wanna eat with us (me & Sonia). Asking the boys whether they are like going home or wad. (we did not eat in the end. Juz bought a drink at a stupid 7-11)
- Took pictures. Sonia and me. Sonia and me again. Sonia, me, Shoes and Yiwen. And then all seven of us. FUN!
- Avril’s concert:
She performed for like an hour and ten min. I think it was OK. Juz OK. The crowd was of no fun and I find only myself screaming. More or less. LMAO. I mean it’s like the crowd will suddenly go all quiet and so i would give a shrilled scream. And then they will start to scream. What seh. And I was like shouting Avril. You Rock. I bet the ppl arnd me muz think I am crazy. But it was supposed to be crazy!
Avril’s vocal surprised me and yet not tt astonishing. There were some parts where she cud really reach the high notes and there were some parts where she was really breathless and croaked and squeaked. I wonder if ppl noticed it. Anyways, I aint complaining. At least it was like live. And she played the guitar, the piano and drums. That really surprised me. AWESOME!
And there was this Chinese guy behind me who kept singing and his voice was like monotone! And I couldnt hear Avril. GRRRRRRRR.
Other than that, there was this angmoh girl who was behind me and Sonia and she kept pressing against us giving excuses such as the crowd behind was pushin her and stuff. And she was like jumping and gyrating and her boobs were like rubbing our backs. LMAO! Sonia and I were like laughing.
And there was this Indian guy behind me who reeked of beer and I think he was like drunk or something. And he kept touching my shoulder and saying Sorry didnt mean to hurt you. And I really think he was drunk. When the song Im with You starts playing, he was swayin like nobodys business seh!
And before that, there was this Indian guy who we met earlier in the queue who were sorta eavesdropping into our convo. i was saying to Sonia that I didnt know one of the malay guys’ name. And this Indian fellow jumped in and said You dunno my name? Matthew. With a double T. : BUOY HIAU PAI!!! hahahahaha
And being the i-dont-care me, I burst out laughing and Sonia told him that we werent talking abt him. He is so buoy hiau pai! Hahahahah. Ugh. Disgusting. And he is like so old lorz! Wuahuahuahua.

- Squeezed Sonias cam illegally in my back pocket. (we aint suppose to have any cameras with us)
- The malay boys were like talking abt…this I am not too sure. I think they were like talking abt me. (they didnt know I know how to speak Malay. Wuahuahua) Abt how one of them kept lookin me or something. And Sonia said tt too. Well, he IS CUTE. Hahahaz…and tall. I like. hahahaz
- Got fooled by this guy named farhin. He is soooo mean! He would say something and being the gullible me, I would believe him and he would exclaim April Fool! *&^%$/?*~+ Like the time where he saw this blonde guy in the studio and said Hey, tts Avrils manager. And I was like really? And he would exclaimed April Fool!!! Grrrrrrr. Hahaz.
- Screamed when a spider was near me. Thanks to Shoe who found it like almost right beside me on the wall.
- Made friends with everyone. Talking and stuff. But mainly to Farhin, Farhan, Muhaimin, Shoe and Yiwen. Cool people man! Really glad that we got into the same queue. It would be VERy boring otherwise. They are so fun to hang out with. wheeee
- Saw hotdog stands and stuff. More food to choose from. Sonia felt cheated.
- Sonia ate her $5 burger. She felt cheated. And I felt cheated too (on her behalf)
- They replied Hello.
- I said Hello everyone to break the ice.
- The ten people (only) who were queueing up looked at me; more like stared at me. Wuahuahua.
- Found our entrance.
- Sonia contemplated whether to buy the $5 burger. It was like daylight robbery lorz. What the hell. Five bucks for a bloody burger? And it looked tasteless. Really.
- Changed our $77 ticket to the $87 ticket. And this was good man. Cuz it was like once we were let into the mosh pit right…there werent any barriers as they said there would be. So I suppose those who bought the $125 ticket felt rather cheated? Cuz it was like Sonia and I were pretty much squeezing and pretty much in the $125 area. Madness. Lucky Us.
- Sonia got out of her house late. Hmmph.







Finally I can get my computer back after my mum hogged it for half hour. And guess what she did? She was playing all the Shania Twain videos that I have. :

At first she asked me if I have Tata Youngs Sexy Naughty Bitchy. And I said nah-uh. I’m so not her fan.

And she requested for Jamelias Superstar. My mum keeps playin the same songs.

Like early in the morning and the music bursting out of my flat. And come to think of it, the music was bursting out till like 1 am last night as well. Sorry neighbours.

But yesterday was an exception, I was replaying my Avril Cd. Her concert is like bloody hell today!!! And finally I got the mood for it. I think I gotta thank my mum. If not for her playing Shania Twain’s audios, I would be still rather dead.

Yeah man! Can’t wait.

Speaking of can’t wait….Sonia was like pretty much asleep when I called her at 11. Another : Hahaz. CUz by 11, I already had breakfast and read the papers.

READ THE PAPERS!!! But I didn’t read the Straits Times…wuahuhaua. Cheating my way out – Today is good enough.

And my mum bought a whole lot of food for me for breakfast. Had beansprouts, long beans, squid, mash potato and fishball! Hell yeah. YUM.

And two currypuffs. Weirdly enough, my stomach aint bloated.

Aight. Time for dancing. Later. AVRIL LAVIGNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE I COME. Uh….HERE WE COME *wink wink*