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Sharina Bynes
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TIme flies so fast...whether u are having fun or not.

I have been feelin really really lethargic these few days. aint too sure why...must be the weather i think. i feel like my bones feel weaker or something.
Even though i didnt do anything physically challenging.

What is wrong with me physically!

I hope i dont have like a disease or anything cuz i am like always telling my mum, "You know ah mummy...i think i have a disease..."

And then my mum will look at me and say, "what disease?"

wuhauauaha.

i hope i am fine.

Anyways, here is wad happened today:

SMART Training - quite interesting. quite fun. quite boring. it kinda FLUCTUATES (wooOOo. such a big word. ok, tt's lame Sharina)

Shoppin with Aizat, Sabby & Eriq: Funny Funny and funniest. I improved my Malay by A FEW notches.

went out with Aaron - sweet

Now i am really really tired.

oooh, Alias.

I shall wake up early tml and visit my granny.

-Out-




















So the day is ending.

Nothing lucky. As much as i expected. hahaz.

Well..the only nice thing i saw today was that i saw this boy flying a kite in this open field at the back of Holland V.

So while i was walking alongside the field to get to the bridge tt will lead me home, i reminisced the moments when i was young.

The only thing i remembered abt kites was tt i attempted to fly a kite from the window of my hse.

And i vaguely rmb my mum comin into the kitchen - or was it room - and asking me wad i was doin'.

and being the naive me, i said "flying a kite".

Being the mum my mum is, she helped me out with the kite and we both fly the same kite.

It was funny. But it was like fun. Bonding moment or so.

So while it was my mum's turn to fly the kite, i tried to make another kite. (anyhow make by the way).

But after a while, my mum got bored and said tt she had to continue with the household chores.

So i flew solo.

So there is my story of Kites.

ANyways...

at 830 (when Smallville was juz abt to start), i got a phone call from an unknown caller. So i thought tt it was my aunt remindin me tt i have to work tml or something.

Then this guy was saying some things like his name is Said or Syed and Can i get to know u or something...

TURN OFF.

So i said "wad" and "whatver" and hung up.

Well...prank callers are NEVER welcome. So i will be the coldest as i can.

But the weird thing is, (i think tt is wad he said tho) he said "Shasha".

And i mean like...only like my family members and my close frens like call me tt.

So it made me thing who is the freak who gave him my no.

Ugh. Hate unwanted calls.

EArning the bucks tml.
ANd hopefully, the pastry shop tt sells chicken pie is open. (dont laugh).






ok...so yesterday was like a try-to-be-a-raccoon day. (but i failed). hahaz.

was so damn frigging tired cuz only had 3.5 hours of slp due to HFTV report.

Anyways, everything is over. As in HFTV and DMA. yayyy. Can't wait for the hols!

Got home, watched tv till 8 and then i couldnt take it anymore and slept on the ever-so-comfortable sofa.....till my mum called me.

usually, i will be rather annoyed when my mum called me or something cuz she always call and then ask me like stupid things whether like has anyone called her and stuff like.

So last night...not as usual, my mum called to ask whether i wanted chicken rice for supper.

and i was like "huh". no thanks mummy.

hung up and then it was like 11.04!

*SCREAM* late for OC.

So actually, i shud thanked my mum. Otherwise i would haf missed it.

And i DID put an alarm for 9pm but somehow the ring didnt penetrate thru my sleep or something. muz be damn tired!

After the OC, packed my bag and slept!

and i slept for a whole of another 10 hours!

13hrs together!! woohoo!

And this morning, my mum woke me up at 10 and said, "i am gonna give u extra money so that u will eat in school."

So i was like "huh" cuz i ALWAYS eat in school.

hahaz....i guess my mum is like worried for me or something? i dont think i grew thinner or whatsoever but it must the late night since monday.

So it was kinda nice of my mum.

And this morning, when i alighted the bus to go to school, my ezlink balance says "8.88".

So since ppl say 8 is a lucky no., it shall be a good day.

*cross my fingers*






I was late again for Nutrition. 50 min late this time.

wuahuahuuaauh. who cares. i dont learnt anything new from this module anyways.

Anyways, once i reached class, sat beside Titus and we talked abt wad we did yesterday.

Afterwhich, he was roughly planning his future; giving estimated times as to when he will end NS, when he will graduate from U, when he will get married and things like that.

FUNNY!

And then he planned mine.

LMAO.

And then he planned SOnia's.

And the conversation includes death, marriage, having children, Titus wanting a dog at 30, type of hse we wanna stay in and yada yada yada.

And then Sonia kept singing "Chronicles of Life and Death" by Good Charlotte.

"This are the chronicles of life and death and everything you do.
And this could be the best day...
And this could be the worse day...
And this could be the last day of my life"

Totally agree.

Got the Powerbook today. Shall try to do as much as i can. Kinda worried.

Nv been this last min in my life.

Somehow it is like i am really really laid back this semester but yet i am doing quite fine.

but GEMS suck.

SUCK EGG.








So!

I am so tired!

Let's start with yesterday...which was the day of Good Charlotte's concert.

It was ok....

Situation was crazy. Mad. Outright atrocious. The people were high. Appalling.

And I got to see weird people in weird costumes. Haha.

Right.

But it was fine though. Got to see Joel, Benji and Billy.

And Benji is such a smooth talker. hahaz.

ANd i got GC's guitar pick. Which was thrown by them. woohoo.


ANd today.

went to watch Fantastic 4. Awesome awesome.

So as usual, Sheng reached 5 min earlier than me. And then we made our way to Cine and got the seats for the last row.

And guess wad?

Couple Seat.

LMAO.

I mean like...we didnt even know we were given couple seat. That woman at the counter juz asked us if we want the last row and we were like "sure why not".

So there i was settling down and i said, "Eh...where is the place to put the drink?"

And there was Sheng highlighting the area with his phone and then he exclaimed, "Ooh. Couple seat."

Funny seh.

After which i collected my Mariah Carey's CD.

And then guess who i saw?

Bernard.

And then guess who i saw?

Ryan.

Hahaz.

Have yet to listen to it. Wheeee. Been wanting to get it since it came out.

And then i reached home at 8 and ate the drumlets that Sonia and JY gave me this afternoon.

Yum. Thanks!

And now i have no idea what to do with DMA cuz my com seems to reject Adobe Premiere 6.5

Freak

May juz called me. So nice of her to ask.

Appreciate it May!






I dunno why i am feelin this way but i feel empty.

Weird.

I feel empty. I dont really feel sad or depressed neither do i feel happy.

Weird.

What is wrong with me.

This is so unlike me.

Oh and yes, i am going to the Good Charlotte concert tml.

But do i feel excited?

NO.

Maybe i will feel the excitement tml?

Hopefully.

Maybe because I aint a fan of theirs.

Maybe i dont really like them.

Maybe I feel empty,

Ughhhh. I hate this. What is wrong with me!

If i am to say i am sad, i am actually quite fine.

My mum was teasing me this morning as usual and scaring me ( as in like "BOO" and making me scream at 10am).

Haha.

Mum.

Remind me that i have to complete my FW.

Why am i here.

Cuz i feel empty.






So someone wanted to be the star of my blog. Like WANT to the star of my blog. And promises should be kept so i am gonna give her the publicity. She is a girl called Sarah. wuhauahhaha.

So yesterday was rather ....(in Sarah's words) fluctuating.

Oh yes...once we reached home, we designed our very own template for our HFTV presentation. CREATIVE ppl we are.

After which, we had dinner. And as Jawei said, we had mee-siAM. hahaz. And i think i ate a lot of prawns. That's what i do at Sarah's hse: Eat Eat Eat.

*guilty*

After dinner, we did wad good students do and went back to our work. At 830 we decided to take a break to watch Smallville but Jawei decided to give in to her temptation and sleep. hahaz. CHEAT.

Work work work.

Jawei was late for Extreme Makeover. The tv programme i mean.

work.
work.

Fell asleep at 11.40 i think when Jawei and Sarah took over the slides.

That tired I am.

And woke up one hour later.

While I was on-offing asleep, Sarah suddenly talked to me and asked "You wanna hear a lame joke?"

Dying to be entertained...wuahuaha...I gave her the green light.

Sarah: Where did Mickey Mouse come from?

So i was like Disney Land.

And obviously the answer is like wrong. Cuz it has to be a lame answer. Wanna guess?

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Sarah then pointed to her right knee and said "This Knee" (Disney)

Get it?

And i was bursting into laughter and Jawei was like whatever....and funny enuf, Sarah was laughing at her own lame joke.

Wuahuahua...oh yes. When the dragon became hysterical.

And.... the presentation was done. Yay.

So it was like at 1 and we decided to watch OC...last week's episode. The lesbian part.
wuahuahuaa. Excited we were.

But somehow, i fell alsleep on and off and suddenly, Jawei was poking my knee and wooo! Juz in time for the Alex and Marissa scene.

And we were oh-my-God-ing. But it wasnt really a big thing. I shall repeat what i said to Jawei: No fun. Not natural.

wuahuauha. but seriously yeah.

Then Sarah came out of the washroom and said "Eeee. You all never brush teeth."

But Sarah did something worse than not brushing teeth.

The secret shall be kept between the three of us only for "Protectin The Dragon."

It's getting extinct u know.






Take a good look at their faces and tell me whether they really resemble the following animals.

Sarah - Dragon
Jesslin - Luohan Fish
Aizat - MALAYSIAN Sun Bear
Jawei - Penguin (Batman's nemesis)
Sonia - A bird / Duck
Flora - Donkey (at the moment)
Timothy - Frog
Jasmine - Snake
James - Giraffe
Andrew - Donkey
Jason - Horse
Sabby - Panda
Ryan - Praying Mentis
Meihui - Mouse
May - Ostrich
Jiaying - Lion
Becky - Mother Goose

And i am juz a minute creature.








it's been a rather tedious week i muz say. been busy. been running around. been tired. been thinking.

Sometimes things happen and u juz have to accept it. It's the reality. You cant turn back time. I wish I have the power to do that so that i can wind the clock all the way to the day i was born.

It makes me sad to think.

It makes me cry to think.

It makes hurt to think.

The pain pierced right through my heart and I always have this nagging "what if..." question if things didnt appear the way they do at the moment.

I am sure my life will be a whole lot simpler when it comes to that. People will not look down on me. People will not question me. People will not give fake sympathy. People will not gossip. People will not look at me differently. And best of all, people will not take pity of me.

That is the worst case ever. Whether their care is sincere or not, who knows. You cant tell for sure. They may act like they care and the next minute, they will be talking behind your back and God knows what.

Hidious thing.













So...i have a new craze at the moment.

MARION RAVEN ROCK MY WORLD!!

WOOHOO.

If so or so happens that she sounds familiar, she is half of M2M.

So...do u think i shall add a "Marion" or a "Raven" to my adopted name?

Maybe I shud...they sound uncommon...the names i mean.

Or maybe, i shud have my daughter's name as "Marion" or even a "Raven".

Better still, "Raven" can also be known as a guy's name. Right?

But then..."Raven" sounds like Reverend....which reminds me of.....Reverend Ryan?

Ugh.

Boo.

This is a very redundant post.

How appalling.






Seems like this is like a routinised weekly-updated blog. or wadeva it is called if "routinised weekly-updated blog" is not the right word. Erm...not the right phrase.

So...everything is flowin and rushin in. Like a water that has been held back from a dam. Upcoming is MMR survey presentation, Gems quiz (which i dun even know wad to study cuz our whole class didnt attend the last lesson. SHIT), OM test, DMA Coffee on Cream, Feature Writing and Gems report.

Shit.

Anyyway...

went to watch War of The Worlds yesterday. Got home at abt 6+ and Martin called me if we are supposed to meet today - which was yesterday. I was quite pissed cuz it was like a last-minute thing and i hate last-minute things but since i havent met him for like 3 wks, i decided "oh well".

So i missed my Smallville and headed to Shaw Towers.

Went i met Martin, it came to me again that he is sort of good-looking. Cuz i have this tendency as to how he looks like when i dont like see him face to face.

So made our way to the theatre and i saw that he gave the usher only one ticket.

And i was like wondering...
and guess wad?

He bought the couple seat. Like right at the back. I hate the last row, but it was pretty fine la...cuz it was like a super big theatre.

And after we sat, he asked "Do you mind? The couple seat?"

Being the polite me, i said, "it's ok."

Martin: Are we couple?

I was like thinking "wuahuahuha." Seriously, i think it takes a lot of guts saying that.

But being the i-tend-to-push-people-away me, i answered (quite coldly) "I dunno. You tell me."

Moving on....

I was kind of apprehensive sittin at that area but everything was ok at the end.

So yep!

War of The Worlds is rather exciting in the beginning but it starts to get mildly boring as time passed.
Spielberg...u disappoint me.

ANyways,

today was a get-paid-but-do-nothing day. I mean..there were like no customers in the gift shop at all. I mean there are people coming in and going out but most of them are like walkin around the shop and out the door they went.

BAD BAD BAD. Business is bad.

And i am working tml as well.

Great. I wont have time to do work.

I have nothing interesting to say at the moment.