Sunday, June 11, 2006
6:26 PM
they call it coincidences
i am still so mad.
mad at MIA.
mad at myself.
and cuz of that, i am mad at everyone.
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
like i've been staring at the computer screen for 4 hours?? since 2pm. and that's only today. what abt the time spent on saturday and friday night?
grr.
anyways.
weird things been happening.
well, maybe they're just coincidences.
Like yesterday...Peining's boyfriend out of the blue texted me asking me where she is.
and i was like HUH. first of all, it's been months since i talk/see her. and second of all, why did he text me of all people?? and how in the world did he get my number?
so on the way home...guessed who i bummed into?
Peining herself. She was shouting my name...me deaf being deaf. lol.
Like...whoaa....way too much to be a coincidence.
Got home at 8 and fell alseep. Woke up at 12am. went online. Slept at 7am. Woke up at 130pm.
My body clock is definitely screwed.
And guess who i dreamed of?
beth. (not sarah's beth...lol)
which makes it all even weirder cuz 1) i have dreamless nights and 2) even if i DO dream, i cant remember any of my dreams. and last of all....beth?!? so weird.
and it almost felt real. like wayy too real. like i was holding a real conversation with her.
blame it on my body i say.
omG love Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most.
The last line of the chorus is just so sad:
And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
i shall continue bein' angry.
