Who.Is.Me.
Sharina Bynes
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these few days have been hell.

like wayyyy hell.

Wednesday

Lessons as per normal. Queensway. with sonia and jy. to find belt. lol. Got home. Slept for like 2.5 hours. Got up and got ready. Thanks to Aizat who said that I can accompany his fren - Syed - instead for the Nokia Party at Zouk where Click Five was gonna perform.

met Syed in the train. checked out Tiong Bahru Plaza for like ten min (lol) and cabbed down to Zouk.

woots.

he had the VIP tickets. compared to his two other coursemates. COOLNESS.

and man was the place packed! like the whole floor is just covered with people. so thank goodness for the VIP area or we wouldnt even be on the floor as The Click Five.

and it was hilarous at first cuz the emcee went "and let's welcome The Click Five".

and Shan Wee got onstage and i tot that was the Joey the drummer! he was like wearin a suit with Click Five hairstyle! i thought he looked like an idiot. wahahahha.

some lucky ppl got backstage passes. lucky them.

and Click Five!!! woooooots. they performed like ten songs! TEN SONGS.

and i was standing like right infront of Eric. not like right in front but like infront of him! but like 3metres away. wahaha.

but it's like i know he can see me clearly and stuff cuz i was on a platform and there were times when he would raise his hand and point. well, i convinced myself that he was pointing at me! but Syed had to spoil it and said that he was just pointing at the camera (which was a metre in front of me) and not me.
well yea maybe. wahahha. hallucination. but there was one time, i was sure he pointed at me. cuz like his eyes met mine. bahhhh. maybe parallax error but hey! what are the chances man. i was like in front of him! technically. wahhaa. and i really really believe his pointed at me that one time. i felt the connection. strange.

and i was all hyped up before cuz he said we could go backstage but turned out that i dunno wad really happened but no...no backstage for us. boo. no photos with eric and joey. boo.

so off we went to eat.
food food food. had a late dinner and home.

bottomline: nice person he is. *grins*

Thursday

Zouk zouk zouk again. Shafiq gave Sonia his mtvasia singapore party invites to sonia which sonia gave me. where both of them are not gonna attend to it. >.<

met Jeslynn and made our way there. missed the zouk bus stop and in the end, we still gotta cab down. wth. lol.

and guess what. we couldnt go in. like cuz the party was for 18 and above and jeslynn wasnt 18! bahhhh!

and the woman was like "no id cannot enter." slap her face la.

and there were some other "rejects" also before us and after us. haha.

so we went back to Tiong Bahru plaza to eat. well, Jeslynn did the eating. lol. i had my milkshake. wheeee. and Jeslynn is like a small little girl. lol.

so then had this phone fiesty with the other person on the line.

and thank you jeslynn for stayin on till like 930! *grins*

met Daryl.

and guess where we went.

Zouk. wth.

but it was like the bar corner. so whatever.

and there were his friends. bish. i hate these kinda shit but he's like always so busy so exception i guess.

and an actress and an actor. Some person called Carol Tham and some guy who acts in True Files i think. they were okay. i guess.

and dude. i had like 4 glasses of Black Label. like wooooozy i was after the 3rd glass. and that's like the most i have drank.

and that guy is so fucked up. like he was suppose to send me home before 12. but it ends up tt we left the place at abt 1.30am and yes i was pissed off and i think he was pissed off too.

so like it was 1.55 when i stepped into the hse.

and i felt so bad. so so so bad. like my parents was up. and mummy called me like 5, 6 times and i didnt answer cuz i was too afraid to answer the phone. and she left me like 4 sms-es. even though my mum is not really a big fan of text messaging. but at least i replied to her texts.

but i still felt...i dunno. like my mum is still like slightly sick and i've been home late for the past two nights. and that she was like worried sick. and i was wondering if she could smell the alcohol of me. i mean like 4 glasses of whiskey? eugh eugh eugh.

i feel so....grrrr.

so today. i went home straight after school. even though i was suppose to meet a friend. and made up for my sleep. woke up, made a sandwich and ate on my bed.

and amazing race. wheeee.

and then back to my bedroom and guess wad i found on my bed?

A COCKROACH.

and i was like screaming and wondering how to get it off. and it did go off and now i feel filthy. WTF la. my room is clean ok! except for the fact that i always eat on my bed.

BUT WHERE THE HELL DID IT come from! aaaargh.
i am so angry.

and disgusted.

lol