Sunday, March 12, 2006
2:24 AM
charlotte
and the world just crashed.
it's sad when u feel like u know that one person, and something crops up and that person is alien to you.
u cant understand. no matter how hard u try.
u try to put two and two together. but it burst into a million pieces all over again.
it's sad cuz the person who keeps you goin everyday and whom makes u smile is no longer able to do so. cuz another being has evolved within the person. which upsets you.
and worse still, that bloody person is so bloody ignorant and dont give a shit and give you the sense of "i dont care."
and my mum just walked into my room, glanced at my computer screen and asked "kenape nangis?"
and i just shook my head, saying "nothing" and "everythin's all right."
i cant tell her. i cant tell noone.
i can only tell myself. but then again, i cant really tell myself. cuz i am tryin to forget. i am tryin to forget the two months we shared.
