So i came online with an intention to blog abt something else.
But i shall digress since it's 2.45 am in the morning and i just woke up two hours ago and i've just watched Anti-Trust.
Mind-boggling. Such a thriller.
And now that i am in front of the computer, i am pretending to be a computer genius (somethin i would never be) inspired by Ryan Phillipe who plays the lead character in Anti-Trust who could come up with computer network codes and stuff and get deleted files.
Gosh. That character is a bloody genius.
So, for this short moment, pls pretend that your friend Sharina is a computer whiz.
haha.
anyways.
Oh and i think computer geeks are something.
anyways.
Holidays are here. The so-called holiday which is filled with heavy workload.
Boo.
So anyways (yes i realised i've used anyways like 3 times, and still counting) I had my script consultation thingy with Ms Lee on Friday.
So there we were discussing how to bring meaning to the dialogue and she suddenly asked "Do you have a boyfriend?"
Yes I was puzzled but after a second i realised it is in relation to the script. And I say not currently.
So she went on assuming that i did have one. which i did yes. and then she carried on asking "what is it that you will say or do to show your partner that you truly love him?"
and there and then. my mind went blank. completely.
And then a swift of flashbacks.
and i searched thru those flashbacks and i tried diggin for an answer. and i came up with no answer.
cuz i've never really loved anyone before. sort of. and i dont think i have the courage to.
so i just sat there and frowned and had that thinkin look and feel like a complete idiot as Ms Lee waited for a response.
which i dont have one and which i cant come up with one automatically.
besides that point, the script i am working on is not moving too well but Ms Lee said i caught the essence of it. So that was encouraging. =)
back to the point.
while at work, i was reading this book "Girls' Poker Night" and they had this paragraph: "I think that's what confused everyone. Straight. Gay. Fine...Bi...that somehow screams 'I really can't commit', you know?"
i'm not too sure if i am interpreting the message as intended but whatever.
so i woke up this morning (saturday morning) with the feeling that i wasn on someone else's bed. and i dreamt of something that is of meaning but i cant remember it. i never remember my dreams.
