Tuesday was frigging madness. It was like Sonia and I both had the laughing gas. There we were saying "wow" to andrew's transparency at the same time and at the same tone. And then drinking water at the same time to Mr Chin and his fantasy and i dunno what else....it was just lmao-y.
And laughin is good cuz it helps to take ur mind off things. Things that you pretend is not happening. (:
Wed
And so it was time to face the new groups. It was okay. I am contented. *grins* And i shall apologise to Sonia for blasting water at her. My bad. Truely. But i find it damn hilarious. wuhauhauauuaau.
And yes, i am Fergie. :P
So after taking the train to school for 3 mornings and taking train home for 3 days, i realised that train people are not as well-mannered. First, they push and push. And they do weird things. Like stare. Or dig their noses. Or sit down beside me and open up their newspaper till their fist almost hit my face. And whatever other weird things.
Good Heavens!
And i dont really like taking trains. cuz everyone morning, on the way to school, i could feel those tears stinging my eyes. And once in a while, one tear will roll down my cheeks and i will try to control the rest but to no avail. So another will roll down and there will be a scream in my head saying "Stop it Sharina. Just stop it."
And someone just stepped into my life. And the perfect time. I mean, that was the last thing i expected. And the fact that we got along so well is like a bonus point.
Among all this midst of my life crisis (which i really haf no idea how to proceed from here and life sucks but i gotta face it cuz i am too old to run away from problems but that's what i did and now i am stuck) there he was to lift me up. It's too complicated but i am glad. I think it's a God-send.
