Went to work and realised that i have to do stock taking. It's an annual thing and it can be fun at first but it gets tedious and annoying especially if u did a mistake.
So i had to arranged the shop's code with the supplier's code with 3 different set of items. And each set there were like 50 or 60 of them. Pek chek.
ANd then i had to count postcards. Counted 1700++ postcards altogether. And even had to double check.
My mind was spinning.
So it was physically draining. And it added on to my mental strain.
I was practically on the verge of breaking down. Had that familiar feeling; where i feel like i wanna throw up and my mind was spinning. But my aunt was in the shop and i dont want to appear sick and stuff cuz i know she had a lot of work to do so i pretended to be ok.
And it was bad. Still had the feeling of distaste in my head. When i learnt that that someone lied to me. Straight to my face. And spread rumours and untrue stuff.
And my eyes were really droopy.
ANd then i was okay.
And now i am stressed all over again.
About tomorrow though.
So audition is at 1pm. But so and so happens that Ryan has to leave school by 12 cuz of some cocktail party. And so i am tryin to push up my timing. But the bloody schedule-r has yet to reply me.
So now i am .... broken.
Haha. I have to get over it once and for all. I am so friggin nervous just by thinkin abt it.
And i dont really have a back up plan except that Zul MAY be playing for me if Ryan has to go off. But then again, i just sent him the song and he has yet to practise the chords and i have yet to practise with anyone; be it ryan or zul.
This is friggin last minute!
and this shall not happen for an MPP event. I promise!
wuhuauauha.
So now I have no idea what to do.
I want and I need to get into the finals. Cuz that is when i can do my tribute to Britney.
I mean i am like a big big fan of Avril and i love love love Britney.
So i'll pay my tribute to Avril tml and tt's left with Britney.
And i want Britney to have a grand tribute. Cuz i love Britney more.
Okayy maybe i am not makin any sense but that is how i see it. wuhauhuauaha.
sigh.
And what if i chao-sia (is tt the way u spell?) tml? Damn embarrassin la.
For all i care, i may go acapella tml.
Naw. Just kidding. I wont do that.
So i am now praying and prayin that Zul is smart smart smart smart and will be able to learn the chords tonight.
Nice he is!
So wish me luck ppl!
*cross fingers* anyways.
fell down just now. wuhauauhaa. hilarious la. was playing kungfu fighting with Jy. and she took my slippers and i ran after her and i fell. she fell too.
funny. and there was this ulu (in jy's words) teacher and she suddenly say "media students right?" wow. see through we are. wuhauhuauaha.
so now my right knee is in pain. esp if it gets in contact with water.
reminded me of my childhood. like how i used to get into fights and run around and play catching and play with boys and everything. nostalgic. but it was fun. and crazy. and wild.
speaking of boys. Sheng just told me he stepped on a snail.
OH NO!
Poor snails. I love snails. tt's why i dont eat them. I think they are interesting creatures.
Even though he did it accidentally...still! the sound of the snail cracking....owww!
poor snail. i'm sorry on Sheng's behalf k. i will crack his bones tml. i promise. wuhauuaha.
