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Sharina Bynes
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Among all the hustle and bustle of school, i totally forgot abt Hari Raya.

It was good. The celebration. First day it was like all the immediate family members just gathering. cousins and uncles and aunties. not many though. but it was just as noisy. u can have 3 ppl talkin and it feels like 10 ppl are holding a conversation at one time.

no surprise. things like that happen. and it was funny. everyone talking at the top of their lungs just to be heard.

and with my mum and my youngest aunt (aunt anna) in the picture, there were eruptions of laughter. (okay, this phrase sounds wrong but whatever.)

Anyways, went to my cousin's party today. and again, the second family gathering. so the place was like super rowdy la.

so while waiting for everything to be prepared, i was just seatin around daydreaming, i think. and then my cousin asked for my phone and i absent-mindedly passed it to him.

and 5 seconds later i was like uh-oh. my phone. and there he was sitting beside me readin all the messages in the inbox. correction. reading all the messages sent by guys in the inbox. and he looked super serious. i almost died.

and he asked me who is this. and i wanted to grabbed the phone out from his hand but he was like super strong la - grabbing both my hands with his right hand and i was like screaming and screaming and then i gave up. so i had no choice but to cross my fingers and hope he wouldnt say anything.

and he kept askin who is this who is this who is this. like 5 times. i had no choice but just to give a nervous laughter and said oh just a fren. but obviously the messages say otherwise. and he kept askin me who's jimi. and i was like nawww noone.

and then he went to the kitchen and i heard the word "sms" and "mat-salleh (angmoh in malay)" and God-knows-what. i could have died there and then. and thank goodness my mum went out to buy him the birthday cake.

sheesh.

and obviously i was angry. i mean tt's like invading my privacy. but i think it's just my cousin being protective of me. maybe he knows guys are like bastards and he doesnt want anything to happen to me or whatsoever. he's 20 and we used to grow up together and he doesnt have a sister so i guess he treats me as one. and he always has though he dont really show it. just like that time in JB where we walked one whole big round just to find my chicklets and he didnt complain or anything.

and then came along my cousin's friends. there were like 20 of them la. 2 girls and the rest guys. and i saw two cute guys. wuhauhauuhaa. and i was shy so i just sat around quietly.

and my mum and aunt anna were the entertainers. it's outrageous i tell you. my aunt pretended to be a reporter from some magazine and kept asking all the guys questions like where you stay and stuff. flirt flirt flirt. yes my 38-yr-old aunt anna who has a husband and 3 girls. it's super funny la. and there my mum crackin some jokes and being sarcastic to aunt anna. and when some of them were goin off, my aunt anna slapped one guy's back and say "ok la. see u again" in a melodious tone. it's so lmao. and calling this guy handsome and that guy handsome and askin my cousin's fren to sit beside her when taking a grp photo.

but it's just them being friendly and trying to make other ppl laugh. hilariously hilarious.

and i get to play with my 5 yr old cousin and she kept pinching my nose. like pinch and then press down my nose and then pinch again. i think it's retribution for pinchin sonia's nose multiple times yesterday. wuahuahuahauua.

so i have.......

4 green packets. wuhauhaauuaa.

never gotten so few in my whole life. but it's okay. i didnt go to the extended side of the family and green packets dont really mean much to me anymore.

it's weird cuz i used to love love love them. haha. maybe it's just me being more grown-up.
and school tml. and for me, it's the official start of school.

school, here i come. right.