Friday, October 21, 2005
3:10 AM
DareDevil
Is it just me or is the DareDevil commercial on tv keep playing? Well, the preview was so intriguing that it made me watch DareDevil again. So there i was diggin for my DareDevil vcd which i bought like years ago and which i had yet to watch. Watched it in the movies twice. Love love love it. And Jennifer Garner should stick to green eyes. She looks mysterious in them.
Things at home havent been that great.
These past two days, the only way i am communicating to my mum is by shouting and screamin or by giving snide remarks and be sarcastic.
Somehow, my mum is calmer than most days but 80% of the time she will reply me in the tone i used.
Well...it is partly my fault.
Nah-uh. It is mostly my fault. I mean, my mum would ask me a question normally and i will answer her in a can-you-get-lost tone. I dunno why. Just have been irritated recently. By my mum. And this continue to my mum askin me several more questions; and this makes my patience runs thin (did i get tt right? haha). So i raise my voice and she asked me why am i talkin like that and i will be like "wad la..." and it goes on.
It's like a vicious-circle. Totally hate it.
All i want is to make my mum happy.
All i want is to make everyone happy.
I mean u can't be happy when whomever u are with is not happy, can u?
So u can pretend to be happy. And u can put it in a way that there is pretention or u have compassion. (eh. it rhymes! wuauahaua) or maybe a mix of both.
Pretention is where u act happy cuz u dont want people askin u what's wrong and all that and this leads to compassion where u do not want the atmosphere to be filled with sad-aura and people arnd u will be worried and wantin to know if u are okay and all.
And there are people who sacrifice their own happiness to make others happy.
I mean, when u are happy, u are laid-back and carefree and everyone around u deserves their fair share of fun.
Today's (Friday) horoscope for Taureans is:
You may not win the lottery, but it's still going to be tough to beat the absolutely magical grab bag the universe has packaged up for you. It's not just 'gifts' in one department that are all wrapped up, either. There are several, including love, money and maybe even career. Your only admonition is to avoid signing anything that's irreversible -- not just yet. For now, enjoy your run of luck, and keep your eyes open.That sounds serious. Super serious. And i am not ready for anything serious. Have been doin some serious thinkin. I need a break from serious-ness. Boo.
The horoscope sounds like i am goin to ruin my life later...as in...sign something? sign wad?!?
Sounds scary. I dont want to ruin anythin yet. I havent done my share. Wait till i have done enough mistakes and it is time for me to go should You eradicate me from this world.
