Friday, July 08, 2005
1:30 AM
When The Going Gets Tough
it's been a rather tedious week i muz say. been busy. been running around. been tired. been thinking. Sometimes things happen and u juz have to accept it. It's the reality. You cant turn back time. I wish I have the power to do that so that i can wind the clock all the way to the day i was born.It makes me sad to think.It makes me cry to think.It makes hurt to think.The pain pierced right through my heart and I always have this nagging "what if..." question if things didnt appear the way they do at the moment.I am sure my life will be a whole lot simpler when it comes to that. People will not look down on me. People will not question me. People will not give fake sympathy. People will not gossip. People will not look at me differently. And best of all, people will not take pity of me.That is the worst case ever. Whether their care is sincere or not, who knows. You cant tell for sure. They may act like they care and the next minute, they will be talking behind your back and God knows what.Hidious thing.
