Saturday, July 23, 2005
11:01 PM
pressure pressure pressure
I feel pressurised.
Sort of.
When i got back home at 8.10, my mum hurriedly pointed to the tv news (on Suria) and exclaimed, "Your cousin is on Tv!! rmb Uncle Wang's daughter? Shahidah?"
and i was like...i think i know who but i cant really rmb. but i recalled tt she is the smartypant.
So my mum was going on AND on abt how smart and she appeared on Tv and she is goin to London for a 3-yr scholarship sponsored by dunno wad organisation for some bio-something something.
And maybe i am oversensitive, maybe i have a high EQ, but I felt that pang that said "I wish u could be like her."
Aiyo. Whatever la. Maybe i DO think too much.
Anyways, suddenly, not looking TT much to the hols. it is so packed with activities!!
Sunday: Malay Heritage Centre
Monday: Return books to Samuel / And most prob go to the movies
Tues: Half a day wasted for the SMART training. OM pro meeting / MMR fieldwork
Wed: Class Chalet / Zouk
Thurs: Class Chalet / Rest?? But most prob go out with Sheng
Fri: Most prob pro meeting
Sat: Woodlands Regional Library / Farah's Party
Sun: Malay Heritage Centre
Do i have time alone for myself?
NO.
A bit fat NO.
I shall quit sch.
(p.s. My dad is a selfish piece of human being)
