Whoa….it has been like almost a week since I last blogged. Or is it like a week? So today is Friday the 13th. And before I continue to blog, I wanna say a big thank you to my classmates who contributed to my birthday present. Oh should I say presents. Hahaz. THANK YOU GUYS. GRACIAS. I love the Valentino cap and obviously the HMV vouchers is gonna be of use. Like the upcoming BSB CD . . . or Rob Thomas.
So hereby I begin. It may or may not be a long entry . . . to make up for the lost of time?
Anyways . . . been doing a lot of thinking. Lots and lots and lots.
It all began a few days ago. Here is the exact scenarion. Pretend I am doing a written re enactment.
Sha: Daddy. . . what is this letter all about? *shows a piece of paper with the heading Letter of Bankruptcy*
Dad: *laughs*
Sha: Why you laugh? You think this is funny? *amused*
Dad: Of course la. What do u expect? What? You want me to cry? Juz laugh it off. *sigh*
And no wonder my dad was like in a bad mood the day before.
SO I asked my mum how exactly it will affect us. And she said it is gonna be tough. Like, most prob there will be a difficulty in finding a job or buying a new house and stuff like that cuz u are like a bankrupt. Labelled as one.
Sigh. And more sigh. I dont think there is much I can do aside from asking less money and stuff like tt. And I think my dad is gonna sell the car. Not tt mind cuz i am like carsick and I couldnt really care less. Seriously, I will choose the mrt anytime. But it will like cause inconvenience at some points.
Well, I will deal with it. I guess. Well, I must deal with it. And most prob I will be able to. I already like coped living in a stupid small house with no stairs for me to run up and down. And I think the house condition is like really bad.
And the worst thing is like. . . I know I shant say it on Friday the 13th but . . . I see things. Yeah. Lets leave it at that.
So I told my mum maybe we could sell this house and buy a new one or something and my mum said it is not easy cuz u have to like stay in a HDB flat for at least 3 years or something.
I can really die if I am to live here. I managed for a year but I cant do it for another two. I sound like a brat but maybe I was born to be one. Wuahuahuahuahuah. So finally, I went to work juz now. After like one whole week without any placements. Business was like super bad. Until the evening. During the day, helped a couple to take a photo and I was like nice to every customer. Cant lose any customers no more. And all the angmohs I saw today was like cute. Only that they are like a distant away. Well, one did ask me where he can find a restaurant. And he was topless. And super duper cute. woOOooo.
Not to say that I like topless guys. Nonono. Seriously. I rather have them with clothes on. Like fully clothed yes. And I like guys who wear checkered shirt. I dunno why. Anyways, how come i am like talking abt guys?
You know. . . my this years resolution is to stay away from boys. I mean like seriously. And so far, I did not break my resolution. I am so proud of myself. Hahaz. I mean it has been like almost a month since I . . . yes.
Ok enough. More of my thoughts coming in the days to come.
