OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. No words can explain how I feel right now. NO WORDS.
Shant keep the suspense. I met the angmoh guy (the one who said I had beautiful eyes at Sentosa last week) again juz now….JUZ NOW at Far East.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
Let me tell u the whole story and hopefully - since I am like re-telling and re-telling the story (I am also telling Sabby now) - i wun ever forget this fairytale-come-fairly-true. Here it goes:
Aizat, Jiaying, May and I (btw, can u see tt the names are in alphabetical order? Wuahuahua) were like on the third floor at Far East Plaza. I was walking ahead , taking the escalator down, looking around and brushin my hair.
And then, THERE. Our eyes met. I was like this guy is familiar. We stared INTO each others’ eyes for like 3s or so...after which I looked away.
Who could forget? The same short brown hair, the grey eyes, the tall and lean figure.
Before I reached the second level, I turned around and saw him turned around and we looked at each other again. My god.
There must be chemistry or something. To make us look oh-so-deeply into each others’ eyes. When we reached the second level, I ecstatically told JY and May abt the angmoh guy.
And tt was when he looked down to the second floor and there we were again, staring. Man! Somebody do something pls!
After staring and staring and staring, I finally took one last glance and walked away. I guess I had no idea as to how to react.
And this is the sad part. This is where I regret my actions. I TOTALLY REGRET IT. Jy said the angmoh guy smiled and gave a slight wave at me. AT ME. Being the i-dunno-whats-gonna-happen-next me, I had to walk away at the crucial moment.
And tt is where it ends. WHY IN THE WORLD DO I HAVE TO WALK AWAY?? WHY CANT I JUZ KEEP STARING AT HIM LIKE HE WAS STARING AT ME? WHY DID MY SHYNESS MADE MY LEG WALK?
I think I better stop here. I kept going on and on.
But I cant stop here! Can u imagine? Can u imagine if I saw him waving at me? I definitely will do something. (or perhaps not).
Now I am stuck wondering the ‘ what if ’ question.
Anyways, JY said he is cute. *sigh* *HUGE sigh*
The feeling is really overwhelming. The chemistry is definitely there. Otherwise we wun keep staring at each other. OMG OMG OMG.
I am stuck with the ‘ what if ' question and I hate it. There is no satisfying answer.
And that is why i could be really spontaneous at times.
Like tt time where my fren and I sneaked into the MTV ASIA AWARDS 2004 using previous years tickets. When the usher stopped us, my fren was like having a blank look on her face and I knew I had to lead. So there I was acting puzzled, and then crying, saying some guy sold us the tickets and we didnt inspect the tickets. After some reluctance the supervisor led us in.
How grateful I am to the supervisor. And there we were. In the concert. Screaming to Avril, Michelle Branch, Simple Plan yada yada yada…
Anyways, back to my news peg – my angmoh guy. *sigh* right now, I dun really know whether it is devastation I am feeling or was it the overwhelming feeling. Maybe it is both. No. Not maybe. It is both I am feeling.
I did mention in my previous entry that I said “see you around” to the angmoh and I really did see him again. Aizat kept saying it was “like serendipity”. Maybe it was. But his time round, I really don’t think I am gonna meet him again. It is juz too odd to think tt way. I was given a chance and I blew it away.
And he took my breath away.
(I suppose I took his breath away too? As quoted by some lecturer, I am pretty and sophiscated. (lolx) Oh, and as quoted by another lecturer, I am innocent. (another lolz) Perhaps, I did took his breath away but he definitely took mine. I guess I am lovesick. Help me. I cant get over it)
