I think i am a selfish brat. Seriously. Having to have everything to myself has influenced me in such a great way.
I mean from young, I dun have to share items...all the toys are mine, I dun have to have second-hand items, i have the computer all to myself and i've been having my own bedroom since like forever. Wrong...two bedrooms.
When I was living at Pandan Valley, I had my very own bedroom and the third level was mine for me to play basketball and dance arnd and do monkey stuff.
Now that I am living in a flat and it's such a drastic change, the selfishness is still instilled in me. I mean even though I dun have the lounge as it is, I have two bedrooms. One for sleeping and one tt is being called the curriculum room where my com is and where i have the space to do my activities.
And sometimes, I think of how lucky I am being the only child and not having to share anything at all. Imagine having nasty siblings. Goodness, I wont be able to stand it. And I bet I will be shouting the whole time at home asking them to pick up their clothes and clean up the mess and reprimanding them on why they touch my stuff and things like tt.
Cuz tt's the way I act when my younger cousins come over to my house. I dun like it if people touch and use my things without permission. So hate it.
But of course, being the nice Sharina, I will juz say things indirectly. And the mess they create.
Petty aint it? Or perhaps juz plain selfish? Maybe.
Ok..directing tml. Better do something abt my script. Oh no...gotta go. Have to practice singing, dancing and singing again.
