Wednesday, December 29, 2004
5:20 PM
Memories came crashing in...
I saw him today at Mac...and he saw me as well.
We exchanged greetings and when he was walking towards me...seems like he wanted to give me a hug (he promised he wud give me a bear hug if we meet) but somehow...the oddity arnd made it turned into a vigorous handshake. Oh well...not tt i care. I think I've stopped feeling for him.
Sure, i was soooo head over heals in love with him. That was in err....either sec 3 or sec 4. And i know my feelings were reciprocated. I just know...You dont know wad love can do to you...I remembered I didnt even study for a couple of tests..one was a geography test that i had to copy from the textbook..hahaz... i was really on cloud nine... I couldnt think of anything else except him...
But here's the catch...he has a gf. And i think he still has the same girlfren now. No, i dun think he has the same gf. I
know he has the same gf....and wad's worse is tt his gf WAS one of my close frens....and of course...there were catfights...i cried myself to sleep then.
Oh, why catfights? Cuz we went out together (and he's attached then, i guess)...juz the two of us...and then he sent me home (it's like at 11pm) and we kissed...somehow...sounds like i am a bitch right? stealing a fren's bf?
i admit i was wrong...but the selfishness in me then juz wanted him for myself...somehow, i thought we shud be together. Maybe i was too naive...oh well, I have to let it go...bad memories they are...it shows how painful love is...but the wonders of being in love was nice..
But then again, u cant really put all the blame on me...he
led me on...wad was i suppose to do?
Still it's rather weird...why would he be hitting on me when he has a gf? And i know he still likes me...it's a girl's intuition...so dun query why. Juz
let it pass.
But it's a good thing I dun feel for him anymore...he calls me once in a while...he texts me...but oh well...I dont like him anymore.
Call it puppy love.
p.s. i am not a bitch. trust me.
